Chapter 118 - Despair In The Dream (Part 2)

Yu Zhenzhen was so ashamed that she wanted to die immediately. Why did she do such a thing? Why didn’t she cherish the life she had always wanted?

Yu Zhenzhen hoped that this was just a dream, but when Li Sangui pushed open the door and looked at her in disbelief, Yu Zhenzhen couldn’t lie to herself anymore.

She broke down and cried. “Sangui, please believe me. I didn’t do this. I don’t know why this happened. I…”

After Li Sangui snorted, he burst out crying. “Zhenzhen, I knew it long ago. I gave you many chances, but you never changed.”

Yu Zhenzhen widened her eyes and suddenly thought of many things. It turned out that it wasn’t her first time cheating.

After leaving the brothel to live with the peddler, she had done this many times. Sometimes, after the peddler fell asleep, she would sneak out of the house to have fun.

Yu Zhenzhen wished she could die immediately. Why was she so shameless? How could she be so immoral? How could a person like her still live in this world? She deserved to die.

Yu Zhenzhen felt suffocated.

Li Sangui walked to her side and pinched her chin. “Why can’t you change? Haven’t you had enough fun in your past life? Is it really so hard to change?”

Yu Zhenzhen cried and shook her head. She was so choked up that she could not speak and couldn’t bring herself to look at the disappointed look on his lover’s face.

Li Sangui let go of her hand. “You bitch, go to hell. If you live, you’ll pollute the world and the air.”

Yu Zhenzhen closed her eyes in despair. “I’m sorry. I let you down.”

She was overcome with despair. She had no reason to live. What right did a woman like her have to live?

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She deserved to die. As if being cursed, Yu Zhenzhen stood up and walked to the dressing table. She held the scissors and looked at herself in the mirror with tears streaming down her face. What right did she have to cry?

After leaving the swamp, she ended up going back into it voluntarily. She didn’t deserve to live. She was dirty.

Yu Zhenzhen did not notice that the scene had changed into her bedroom.

When dreams and reality were connected, it was scary.

Yu Zhenzhen aimed the scissors at her heart and prepared to stab it.

When the scissors were about to reach her heart, she heard an earth-shattering scream outside.

This scream snapped Yu Zhenzhen back to reality. She looked around to find herself in her bedroom and for a moment, she was wide-eyed with shock.

The scream came from Su Miaomiao’s servant girl. Su Miaomiao had swollen gold.

As soon as the servant girl screamed, Yu Zhenzhen’s door was kicked open. A constable walked over quickly. After taking a look at her, he instructed, “Go and get a doctor.”

Only then did Yu Zhenzhen realize that she had been enchanted. The wounds on her body were very painful. She grabbed the constable’s clothes. “Help, help me.”

Yu Zhenzhen did not want to die. She did not want to die like this.

She now knew that Zi Yan and Yan Lan committed because they were made to do so. Only when she experienced it herself did she know that it was impossible for them to stay awake in that kind of hopeless state of mind.

Everything in the dream was too real.

It made them feel ashamed of themselves.

It made them lose their desire to live and kill themselves.

The doctor soon arrived. Su Miaomiao, who swallowed gold, was already dead.

Yu Zhenzhen’s wound was not deep. There was still hope.

The bawd was anxious. “My good girls, why are you taking your life one after another?”

Yu Zhenzhen looked at the constable and said slowly, “Dream, it’s because of a dream.”

Yu Zhenzhen told the bawd everything that happened in her dream. The bawd was so shocked that she couldn’t say anything.

Yu Zhenzhen recalled the despair she felt in her dream. She was still afraid, and her body trembled. “It’s the dream we’re most afraid of. For women like us, even if we free ourselves, we’d still have self-doubt, wondering if we really deserve to have a normal life.”

In their dream, the thing they were most afraid of happened, and they couldn’t tell if it was real or just a dream.

If not for the fact that the servant girl screamed, Yu Zhenzhen would have died as well.

As Yu Zhenzhen closed her eyes, tears streamed down her face.

The bawd sat by the bed and touched Yu Zhenzhen’s cheek. She sighed. “Don’t cry. I am worried sick about you girls.”

They were just women trying to survive in the world. Why did they have to be treated so harshly?

The constable immediately reported to Wei Shilai. Wei Shilai frowned and thought of a possibility. The man had become stronger.

If they did not capture this person, he would definitely become a huge threat. No one knew how terrifying his power would become.

When Liu Sanniang rushed to the brothel, Chu Yan was not with her.

Liu Sanniang went to see Su Miaomiao first. Su Miaomiao had died in despair, and there were not many memories left.

After looking at Su Miaomiao, Liu Sanniang went to look at Yu Zhenzhen. When she sensed what Yu Zhenzhen had experienced, Liu Sanniang frowned. She did not expect that the man had gained so much power in such a short time.

There was no doubt that he had discovered a way to increase his power.

And this way was taking human lives.

Therefore, he wanted to take Su Miaomiao and Yu Zhenzhen’s lives.

Yu Zhenzhen was fortunate to have survived, but Su Miaomiao did not.

After returning to the government office from the brothel, Liu Sanniang said, “He has become more powerful. He won’t stop unless we catch him.”

Perhaps he would go somewhere else after this. Wherever he went, he would bring disaster to the people. Many women would kill themselves for no reason.