Chapter 166
QT: Against My Will
166 3.18.71- Kuro â Downfall of Humanity
The next day, most of the soldiers were outside the base, watching the spectacle above their heads.
Bing Shi woke up from a loud noise. Stepping out of her tent, she saw two men fighting each other, â...â She looked down at her Kuro, who was baking sweet potatoes above a campfire, â...â
[Host, Ziek brought you sweet potatoes.]
[âAw, thatâs so nice of him.â]
As soon as Ziek spotted Bing Shi, he stopped playing with Yi Zen. Tossing the iceman out of the base, he flew down and sat at the fishing chair next to Bing Shi, having no idea what to say, âMorning.â
âGood morning,â Bing Shi giggled at the cute boy in a body of a thirty plus years old man, âDid you sleep well?ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
Ziek took down his hoodie and showed Bing Shi his dark circles under his bloodshot eyes, âHow does this look like to you?â
Bing Shi reached out her hand towards the side of his eyes, âCan I touch you?â
âHm?â Ziek blinked his eyes in confusion, his body grew hot, âGo ahead.â Why was she asking for permission as if he was a woman? Such a mood killer. What was taking her so long? Hurry. His heart couldnât take it any longer.
.....
Bing Shi smiled in helplessness. Reaching both of her hands towards his shoulders, she grabbed his hoodie and covered his head with it, âDonât show your handsomeness to the world so easily,â sitting back, she thanked him for the sweet potatoes, âTake a nap. Iâll watch over you.â
Ah, a false alarm. Ziekâs face showed disappointment. The light around him dimmed, except the sound from the flickering campfire, any other noise disappeared. He didnât want to fall asleep. He wanted to spend every second with Bing Shi.
âYouâre face blind,â he said. Thereâs nothing handsome about him. He looked like shit.
Bing Shi nodded while shrugging her shoulders. She could see more than most people would initially think, âBe good and sleep. Iâll stop speaking to you for an hour in ten...nine... eight... seven... six... five... four....â
âIf itâll make you happy,â Ziek crossed his arms, remembering the warning from HQ, he looked down and closed his eyes.
âIt will...three... two... one,â Bing Shi smiled and protected him from the upcoming attacks. But there was none. How far did Ziek throw Yi Zen away?! Her smile changed into soft giggles, resulting in Ziekâs lips curling up.
*Two hours later*
Yi Zen flashed a killing intent at the man who sat next to Bing Shi like a sovereign. Was he Bing Shiâs lost boyfriend? From the beginning, Ren Han was with them the whole time. Did it mean Ren Han lost his memories and fell in love with Bing Shi all over again? âIs that him?â
âNo.â
âMaybe.â
Two voices spoke out at the same time.
Yi Zen was unwilling; itâs too sudden. Ren Han was a crazy individual. Too dangerous and unpredictable for his little sister, âDoes he know how you look like?â
âI donât,â lied Ziek, his eyes never left Bing Shi.
Yi Zenâs lips straightened into a thin line. A small spark of jealousy assaulted his heart. Why couldnât she show herself to him? Why was Ren Han answering in her state? âYou trust him more than me?â
âNo. You know that itâs for your own good,â Bing Shi put the skewed potato on a plate in a calm manner, âOne day, Iâll show myself to you.â The potato from her plate was thrown out of the base, âMy potato!â
Ziek flew out of the base while taking Yi Zen with him. His possessive behavior began to sprout from within his soul. He felt uneasy when Bing Shi treated someone better than him. She couldnât show her face to that man! What if Yi Zen fell in love with her?!
âHe is too fast. I canât keep up.â
Ziek didnât act mindlessly. He thought about all the consciences of his action, and choose the best path in a matter of seconds.
Bing Shi screwed another potato and put it over the fire, never stopping analyzing the situation. She was afraid of Ziekâs mind. The very mind she fell in love with. She wanted to share her journey with Xuan Mu through Ziek. But was it fair towards Ziek, who believed to be a different entity? She knew that no matter what, sheâd be unable to love him without thinking about Xuan Mu.
It meant she had to bring Xuan Mu out of Ziek. But without Ziekâs permission, itâd be impossible. Such a dilemma. Why couldnât she accept Xuan Mu wholly as a soul? Bing Shi found it absurd. Xuan Mu and her worked so hard for their relationship to function. And here came his doppelganger whoâd gain all the benefits? She had to give her body and mind to him like she gave to Xuan Mu? Never.
All of this was one of her statements. Ziek was not a part of the world story. What if this was a part of HQâs plans to take control of her? What if Ziek was a great actor? What if thereâs no Xuan Mu inside of him? Bing Shiâs brain was about to explode; there were thousands of what-ifs.
Still, Bing Shi had to admit one thing. That boy was growing on her. During Xuan Muâs absence, his soul was able to cheer her up. But she couldnât respond to Ziekâs feelings, not until her overly jealous Xuan Mu accepted Ziek as a part of him.
âMy Mr. Jelly, will you accept him as a part of you?â
âIf not, Iâll forever be yours.â
âWhat were you thinking?â
âGiving me so much freedom?â
âFor my happiness?â
âItâs doing the opposite.â
âItâs making me love you more.â
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After a few months...
The base took the incident between Ziek and Bing Shi as Bing Shi throwing a tantrum over Fu Qinâs case. She shut herself inside her tent and worked on her drafts. Nobody could interrupt her.
While Ren Han... Ren Han was Ren Han. No one understood him. It seemed like he couldnât move on from miss Fu Lian. A few times a month, Ren Han would visit the base to flirt with Fu Lian. Yi Zen as a man, had to protect his woman, resulting in a fight between those two monsters. Sometimes it would be Ren Hanâs loss; sometimes, it would be Yi Zen who would be beaten until he became a bloody mess.
The most perplexed one was Yi Zen. Ren Han confused him so much that he didnât know what to think anymore. He felt irritated. Whatâs Ren Hanâs purpose?! Without giving him any respect, Ren Han flirted with his pregnant woman as he wished! It gave him a lousy reputation of a general who couldnât force one man to stay away from his woman!