Chapter 43
QT: Against My Will
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After Xuan Mu found out about her sexual orientation, he had to learn how to cope with it. He tried to understand, but to no avail, he couldnât because he was the exact opposite. While he could get a reaction with just a thought of her, she, on the other hand, has no such thoughts. Like a monkâs, her brain was full of everything, except sexual desire.
When they started dating, they continued as a couple that supported each other through everything. An affectionate relationship, in which sex didnât enter. At first, he thought that she was being shy, but when he asked about her dreams, they were too pure compared to his; she wasnât lying, there were no secrets between them. Never asking for revealing pictures, their sexting would always shift into an academic discussion.
His worries about her cheating were unnecessary. The whole time, she wasnât even straight! He was lucky she grew up in a straight environment. Thanks to it, she thought that like most people, she should be into the opposite gender.
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Bing Shi felt something growing under her tight, wanting to take a look as she distanced herself a little. Her lips created a mischievous smile, âXuan Mu, MuMu woke up ??.â
The arms around her shoulders and waist tightened their hold, âJust ignore it.â He sighed. This girl had no idea what it meant to be shy, not a single clue.
âWill MuMu fall asleep if I keep sitting on your lap?â she mumbled to his chest, âProbably not. But I donât want to let go of my Xuan Mu.â She buried her face deeper into his chest and wrapped her arms around his torso, making him gasp, âSorry MuMu, bear with me for five more minutes.â
âWho cares about MuMu, never let go of me,â he said as calmly as possible while his thoughts went astray. Her thighs on his lap, her chest against his, her arms holding onto him tightly, made him want to kiss and taste every inch of her body.
Lost in his thoughts, he continued to embrace her cautiously; he didnât dare to make suggestive moves; she was still not used to touching. But out of a sudden, Bing Shi threw a bomb at him, catching him off the guard. The girlâs breath tickled his earlobes, making him shiver.
âI think I found a way to put MuMu back to sleep,â she giggled, âWhy donât you imagine me...dead?â
The hand which was holding onto her shoulder grabbed her head, tilting it down, he stared at her from above. âBing Shi, donât joke like that... ever again,â he said in a threatening voice, full of madness, closing their proximity, his lips lightly grazed against the surface of her lips.
Bing Shi almost fell from his lap; she quickly untangled herself from his embrace and stood up. At the same time, they looked at each other in disbelief; both of them covered their mouths and stomachs; thousands of butterflies were having a big party inside of them.
He looked up at her, âI...Iâm sorry,â his fingers touched his lips, âI..I...it was your fault...you...triggered me.â
She opened her eyes wide, âMy fault?â When she thought it through, she nodded at him, âYeah, my fault, sorry.â Her ears and cheeks turned slightly pink. âOh, my god, was that our first kiss?â She ran behind the couch, giggling, âNow, Iâm too shy to look at you.â
âBing Shi, letâs try again, that canât be counted as our first kiss,â Xuan Mu tried his luck.
âNo way,â Bing Shi refused, âI canât even look at you. How can I kiss you?â
âNo more luck? What a pity, letâs try something different,â he thought. There was still an unfinished problem. âBing Shi, can I kill him?â
âNo. Donât kill people.â
âWhy? I can kill him easily.â
âDonât you have enough problems?â Bing Shi sighed, âI donât care if he dies, but I donât want you to dirty your hands and mind. How am I going to deal with the new you in the future? Where is he now?â
âAt the police station,â he answered with a sullen look.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
Bing Shi touched a strand of his fine black hair in fascination, âHow did you get him there?â
Xuan Mu turned around and blinked at her innocently, âSexual assault.â
Bing Shi raised her eyebrow, âWho is the victim?â
Xuan Mu blinked at her cutely, âI bought an actress?â
âSo what you meant by killing him...â She waited for his answer.
âIâll tell you in exchange for a new first kiss,â Xuan Mu asked for a trade. âSay it, say you hate me, donât be so kind to me, let me love you less.â
âYou...Not again!â Bing Shi made a ruckus, âI h.... donât like your brain!â
âYou... love...it.â
Avoiding his gaze, she crouched down and started to complain, âYeah, what do I do? Now, I want to kiss you! Bring back my MuMu; he is so innocent compared to you!â
Xuan Mu smiled helplessly, âBing Shi, I canât take it. Stop being so adorable,â
âNo, donât come near me. Iâm not going according to your plan,â she protested the moment she heard his footsteps nearing. Her gaze fixed on his black shoes, her hands covering her mouth.
When he took a step ahead, she took a step back in her crouched state, but the couch behind her stopped her from advancing. She hid her face between her knees, âIâm not kissing you.â Feeling a light touch on her scalp, she looked up at him, stupefied, her mouth still covered, âDid you just kiss my hair?â
âWho knows?â he asked with a calculative smile. Without warning, his hands cupped her head, his lips pressed against the back of her hand. âI never said about you, giving me a kiss,â he said through the gap between his mouth and her hand, âBing Shi, can I get access to your lips?â
When she shook her head in denial, he chuckled, âThen, bare with me for a moment.â After her nod of approval, he imagined her lips, kissing it gently, âSmells good.â
âAfter disinfection, I use apple and cinnamon hand cream.â She refused to look at him for a simple reason that it would add redness to her face, so she closed her eyes, and right at that moment, she felt the tip of his tongue on her hand, âMy hand cream is not edible.â
After hearing her mumbling behind her hands, his licking changed to gentle sucking.
She opened her eyes wide and met his dark ones.
Staring at each other, he kissed her hand passionately, sucking and teasing her with the tip of his tongue. The ambiguous atmosphere was so thick, one wouldnât be able to cut through it even with a knife.
Not being used to such a close proximity, they could barely hear anything besides their own heartbeats; the heat that was warming up their bodies made them lose focus of their surroundings. Yet it still couldnât prevent the other presence from entering them like breath into their lungs, their scents creating the most intense form of memory.
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