: Chapter 3
Monster Among the Roses
Had to be a burn wound, I decided. One half of her was perfectly fine, beautiful even. I doubted anyone would be aware she had the scars if they saw her from the good side. The other half was full of puckered and stretched skin that looked as if it had been heated to liquefy and then cooled again all wrong. It wrinkled down her neck, then was briefly covered by her short-sleeved shirt, only to continue down to the end of her arm and over the back of her hand. I wondered if it extended lower, but pants and shoes concealed the rest of her.
She appeared to be around my age, maybe a year or two younger, with a full head of dark hair, super-blue eyes and the longest eyelashes Iâd ever seen. Except the look in those exceptionally lovely eyes was anything but friendly.
âI asked you a question,â she reminded me, her tone truculent. Couldnât say I blamed her; I had been gawking pretty rudely. But sheâd shocked the crap out of me, popping up out of nowhere. Seriously, where had she come from? âWhatâre you doing in my garden?â
âYourâ¦?â
Oh! This must be Mr. Nashâs daughter. What had he called her? Elizabeth? No. Izzâ¦Isobel! That was it. But all the pictures Iâd seen in his office showed a younger girl. I hadnât gotten close enough to pick out details or even remember if this was her face, but I didnât recall any of the photos showcasing a scarred child. Which meant the scarring mustâve happened after her teen yearsâ¦and maybe Mr. Nash hadnât updated his pictorial collection since then.
It would be a shame if heâd been too disgusted by her wounds to hang any more pictures of her after sheâd gained them. Iâd just started to think I might like Mr. Nash; I didnât want a reason to be disappointed in him. And him suddenly growing disinterested in his daughter merely because sheâd been hurt would kill my respect dead.
âHello? Are you deaf?â she hissed.
âWhat? No! Iâ¦â Damn, what had she been asking me, again? Roses! Why was I in her rose garden? I frowned, confused. âI was told to come in here.â
She snorted. âNot likely. Get out.â Her long, silken hair was pulled up into a ponytail, boldly showing off her wounds, but she shifted to the side, hiding them from me.
When she pointed toward the exit that led back into the house, I glanced that way before turning back to her. âIâ¦but I canât go,â I started, not sure what else to say. I didnât want to piss off Mr. Nashâs daughter and get myself fired. But I didnât want to disobey Mr. Nash either, because coming in here and fiddling with her stupid flowers was the only job heâd given me.
Isobel narrowed her eyes and stepped closer. âWhat do you mean, you canât? Your legs seem to work just fine to me.â
God, there was something alluring about her that made me draw in a sharp breath when she stepped right up into my face like that. She was a head shorter than me and slight of frame, but her challenging demeanor, showing me how little she feared me, made her personality big and vibrant, almost as if she had to puff herself up deliberately to hide everything small and insecure inside her. She had a delicate bravery about her. Plus, she smelled good, like her roses.
âI canât leave,â I told her, trying not to like her nearness but failing. âDidnât you hear me? I was told to come in here.â
âBy whom?â
I tugged my hat off only to jam it back onto my head, refusing to reveal my nerves as I answered, âMr. Nash.â
She arched an eyebrow. âMr. Nash as in Henry Nash?â
âYeah. Yes, of course. Who else?â
âWell, thatâs impossible.â She leaned toward me as if trying to intimidate me. âHe knows Iâm the only one who touches these flowers. He would never send someone else in here to do so. This is my garden.â
I leaned in toward her as well, unwilling to be the first to back down. âWell, thatâs exactly what he did, so I donât know what else to tell you.â
âYouâre lying.â
I laughed and lifted my hands as an incredulous snort escaped me. âWhy would I lie about this?â
She didnât have a ready answer, but her scowl sure was immediate. It pinched with annoyance before she sniffed. âLetâs just see what my father has to say about this.â
âFine. Whatever. Great.â I shrugged, actually relieved to get Mr. Nashâs interference on the situation.
She scowled even harder from my lack of fear. Then she whirled away and stormed toward the entrance of the house.
I followed, hoping to learn what the hell was going on myself.
She moved quickly; I nearly had to jog to keep up with her. She sharply rounded corners and flounced over hardwood floors, each footstep clanging out her anger, before she flung open the door to Mr. Nashâs office without knocking.
âWho the hell is the idiot in my rose garden?â she demanded without preamble.
âIdiot?â I squawked, chasing her inside. There was no call to be labeling me an idiot. âYouâre the one who started yelling at me for doing what I was told to do.â
Isobel crossed her arms tightly over her chest, shifted again to hide her bad side from me, and then proceeded to ignore me as her father lifted his face from whatever he was reading on his computer.
He glanced back and forth between us with raised eyebrows. âI see you two have met.â
âMet?â Isobel repeated the word as if it were some kind of sacrilegious act.
âYeah,â I muttered, crossing my arms over my chest as well, glaring her way. âShaw Hollander. So nice to meet you.â Then I nearly pissed myself when I realized how disrespectful Iâd just been to Mr. Nashâs daughter. Right in front of him.
Damn, he was going to kick me off his property in about five seconds flat, wasnât he?
None too keen about my greeting, Isobel narrowed her eyes my way before whirling back to her dad. âWho is he?â
Instead of growing angry with me, Mr. Nash actually looked amused. His eyes crinkled and flittered with mirth as his lips tightened, trying to hide a smile, which made me think, holy shit, maybe he wasnât going to fire me after all.
âHe just told you, sweetheart. His nameâs Shaw Hollander. I hired him this morning to be our new handyman.â
âHandyman?â She stared at her dad as if heâd lost his mind. Then she shook her head. âWhy? We donât need some fumbling, inept louse,â and yeah, she just had to fling her hand in my direction when she said louse, âscrewing up things when we can just hire a professional whenever we need something fixed.â
When Mr. Nash opened his mouthâhopefully to object on my behalfâshe rushed to add, âAnd besides, how does handyman equate to him plucking roses from my garden?â
Her father paused to send me a sidelong glance. I flushed, unable to lie and claim I hadnât been half a second from scoring a flower for my mom. He blinked at me before turning back to his daughter. âThe fact of the matter is I want a handyman, so weâre keeping the handyman. And I only suggested he help with your roses as a way to relieve you from all the work you put into them. You slave away hour after hour every day, darling. I thought youâd like a break every once in aââ
âWell, I donât!â she snapped. âI donât want anyone else messing in my garden. Especially him.â
Hey. What was that supposed to mean? Especially me? I hadnât done anything wrong, except try to steal a single rose I was sure she wouldnât even miss, and I bet anyone wouldâve done that. She didnât have to go making me feel like a worthless scumbag because of it.
I glared at her, mentally concocting half a dozen nasty comebacks, like sarcastically apologizing for being too lowborn for her lofty rose gardenâs standards, but I kept my mouth shut.
She growled, âKeep him out,â and spun away to storm from the office.
Well. Goodbye to you too, princess.
God, what a bitch.
Except I felt bad for thinking that as soon as it entered my brain. I didnât know anything about her or what her life had been like. I could only imagine the pain and suffering sheâd gone through to gain those scars. And the cookâs son had called her a monster. What if heâd called her that to her face, or other people had? Maybe she had a perfectly good reason to attack first. Maybe she was just that used to being attacked. Her mood really did scream defense mechanism. It made me feel even guiltier about labeling her bitchy when honestly she was probably just in self-protect mode.
âShe seemed particularly passionate about you, didnât she?â Mr. Nash murmured, almost more to himself than to me. And what was more surprising was that he seemed pleased about Isobelâs âpassionateâ dislike of me, like maybe something was going exactly according to his plan.
That made my suspicions rise. I squinted at him. âYou knew she wouldnât want me in her garden.â
Mr. Nash glanced over before smiling brightly. âOf course.â
Shaking my head, I had to ask, âThen why did you send me in there?â
With a sigh, the older man settled back, deeper into his chair, as if his explanation was too long and complicated to answer sitting upright. But all he said was, âBecause I knew you two would run into each other if you went in.â
Huh? âI donât understand.â
He nodded as if sympathizing with my confusion. âYou know, back in the regency era, affluent spinsters and widows paid nice young women to come sit with them and be their companions.â
Okay. That explainedâ¦well, nothing.
âBut if you try anything like that these days,â he added with an irritated sniff, âitâs barbaric and youâre accused of buying someone friends.â
When I squinted, totally lost, Henry gave a small growl. âMy Izzy hasnât left the property except for doctorâs appointments and the rare special occasion in eight years. Eight years. Sheâs turned herself into a hermit because of those damn scars, and I hate it. Itâs no way to live. She says sheâs not lonely, but I know my child. And sheâs lonely. Iâve tried to bring in young women her age to keep her company, but sheâ¦â
He shook his head, looking vaguely ashamed.
My ultimate purpose here finally began to sink in. But it seemed preposterous, so I shook my head, even as I said, âSir, if you brought me here to befriend you daughter, why didnât you just say so from the beginning?â
And why did he seem so pleased that my first encounter with her had ended disastrously? Iâd done the very opposite of befriend her.
âBecause thatâs not why youâre here,â he answered, actually answering nothing. âIzzy was right; a paid companion wouldnât ensure genuine friendship for her. And thatâs what she needsâsomeone who actually likes her. If she had anything less, it would only leave her feeling more hollow. So I donât want you to befriend her.â
Damn, I was back to being confused again. âYou donât?â
âOf course not. Iâm not stupid. No matter how much he might wish it, a father canât force anyone to love his child, or even like her.â His expression took on a melancholy despondency. âBut I can provide her withâ¦I donât know, entertainment, maybe. Which made me think maybe you couldâ¦â
I shook my head, not at all sure what I could do to entertain Isobel Nash. âYou thought I could what?â
His shoulders slumped. âIâm not sure, entirely, justâ¦break up the monotony of her day. Give her contact with someone other than family. Interrupt her routine, annoy her, make her mad, make her smile, make her laugh, make her shout, I donât care, justâ¦just make her feel again. Take away her loneliness and be genuine about it.â After a pause for thought, he lifted a finger. âThe only thing I forbid you to do is hurt her. If you hurt her, youâre gone. No exceptions.â
I nodded. No way would I ever do anything to hurt Henry Nashâs daughter. But I was still trying to figure out what exactly I was supposed to do to âentertainâ her.
âIf nothing elseâ¦â Henry reached for the coffee cup sitting on his desk to take a deliberate sip. Then he flushed and shrugged ruefully. âWell, youâre a good-looking kid. Maybe sheâll enjoy just watching you work. Sheâs already given away how pleasing she finds your appearance.â
My mouth gaped open, stupidly, not remembering that moment at all. âShe did?â
Mr. Nash grinned. âOf course. When she said âespecially him,â the way she did, she outed herself. Your handsomeness made her feel insecure.â
I shook my head, not gleaning that perspective from her comment at all. Glancing at her father as if heâd lost his marbles, I murmured, âIâm not so sure thatâs what she meant by that.â
âBut it was,â Nash argued cheerfully. âI know my Izzy, and you intimidated her.â I started to shake my head again, but he pointed at me. âYou did. Youâre a pretty person who didnât seem bothered by her scars.â
âI wasnât,â I assured him.
âExactly. And thatâs why I need you. Youâre just the thing I want throwing a wrench into her gears and forcing her from her comfort zone. Since her scars donât adversely affect you, I know you wonât make her feel like a freak, yet you wonât back down from any challenge she issues, and sheâll keep coming back for more because sheâs attracted to you.â
Beginning to maybe believe his claim that Isobel thought I looked good, a rush of endorphins took control of me, whooshing through my bloodstream and suddenly making me feel very alive. I remembered how close sheâd gotten in the rose garden and how good sheâd smelled. The urge to kiss that sassy red mouth of hers to shut her up properly had been strong. It was starting to stir again.
In factâ
I paused, realizing what this whole thing actually meant. Dear God, Iâd been hired to be a piece of meaningless pretty for a lonely mutilated woman.
I cleared my throat, not sure what to make of that. Then again, Iâd come here earlier, worrying Mr. Nash might want to make me his sex slave, so technically this was a lot more relieving. A hell of a lot more relieving, since I was actually attracted to Isobel in return, and he wasnât asking me to do anything sexual. But thenâ¦that part also made me more uncomfortable. What if I crossed a line I knew I shouldnât? Nothing in Mr. Nashâs manner suggested he wanted me to actually make an advance toward her. But it would be too easy to fall into flirt mode now that I knew my purpose was to pay attention to her.
Except, nope, I wasnât going to think about that right now. My motherâs safety and security depended on this, so Iâd behave.
I would.
âOkay, so, uhâ¦how do you want me to do this, exactly?â
Mr. Nash shrugged again, no help whatsoever. âWeâre calling you a handyman, so go do somethingâ¦handy.â
Something handy. Wow, that was specific. Seeing the look on my face, Henry snuffled out his impatience. âIâm sure you can find something to clean or fix around this old place.â
Old? He was calling this immaculate piece of state-of-the-art architecture old?
I came from a totally different world than this guy.
He fluttered out a hand as if to shoo me along. âJust go where Izzy is and start fixing or cleaningâ¦or organizing whatever is around her.â
My mouth fell open. He really didnât plan on being any more helpful than that, did he?
âHow do I know where sheâs going to be?â
This place was huge, and apparently Izzy had exiled me from her precious rose garden.
âOh, thatâs the easy part.â Mr. Nash seemed entertained to inform me. âMy girlâs religiously predictable. If sheâs not in her garden, sheâll either be in the library reading, the theater watching a movie, or in the kitchen.â