Chapter Nine
Awake | Book 1 of the AWAKE Series | (BWWM)
Dylan
The water flows from my head down into my ears, filling them to the brim, drowning out the sounds of the room. I close my eyes tighter, afraid the shampoo Iâm rinsing out will get in them. The warmth of the water is too generous to my aching muscles and the steam opens up my senses just long enough to catch his scent. Even under the spray of the shower head I can smell him before I feel him. His hands clasp down over mine, mimicking my movements until I allow him to take over rinsing my hair. I know exactly what heâs trying to do.
âItâs not going to work,â I continuously chant in my head but as the shampoo is washed away so is my resolve. The anger I felt towards him before is gone, replaced with lust and now Iâm yearning for him.
I sigh and melt into his hands and I can almost hear him smile. He knows heâs won.
His hands cascade down my body, racing the water droplets to see who can reach their destination first. He wins of course, and his hands grip my wide hips, pulling me to him, body to body. I can feel his erection pressing against my ass and I pool down below. I slide my hand behind me and grip ahold of his manhood. I canât wrap my entire hand around him but Lord do I try. He feels so firm in my hand, so ready, and I can feel his pulse under one of the veins. Instinctively I lick my lips and moan causing him to groan and push himself further into my hand.
I stroke him softly, not wanting to give him too much at once; he has to pay for angering me earlier. Teasingly, I let my fingers graze him ever so lightly. Over and over I glide over his member, not enough to get him off but just enough to keep him aching. I hear him growl in frustration before he spins me around and crashes his lips into mine roughly. His fingers find their way into my hair and he grips a handful then pulls my head back, showing me whoâs in charge. A moan escapes my lips and I feel his smirk against the skin of my neck but Iâm too lost in the sensations to care.
His fingers quickly find my pleasure spot and rub tiny circles over the nub. My insides clench as he pushes me closer and closer to the edge until his fingers slide from my clĩt to my nipple, giving it a pinch. I push my hips toward him, trying to prolong the contact, only to get denied.
âPayback is a bitch Angel,â he sings into my ear before repeating the tantalizing torture.
At the end of it all Iâm so wet and wanton that I donât give a damn about my initial plan for revenge, all I want is release.
âPlease Dean, I canât wait any longer,â I moan.
He looks beautiful, the water from the shower head falling down on him like rain. His light brown hair is a shade darker and sticking to his forehead in the sexiest way. His eyes are a smoldering dark green, filled with lust and slight amusement. He holds my hands together above my head and I wish heâd let me go so that I could at least touch myself.
My body is a ball of kinetic energy. My insides feel like theyâre rattling against the confines of my skin. Even with my hands trapped above me, I couldnât stop moving if I wanted to. I squeeze my thighs together trying to create enough friction to get myself off. It feels like Iâm on ecstasy. Every nerve in my body is sensitive and on high alert thanks to him bringing me so close just to pull me back again.
âThat depends on you. What have we learned?â he asks, his eyes gleaming with humor but I know he expects an answer.
I internally groan, afraid that if I do it audibly heâll continue to deprive me. âI wonât tease you anymore I promise,â I breathe. If he werenât holding my wrists Iâd give him a scoutâs honor.
He takes his free hand and slides it down slowly from the side of my face to my collar bone. He weaves a circle around my nipple and continues straight down my stomach to my clĩt, giving it a light pinch.
I swear under my breath and a shiver goes up my spine when he suddenly pushes two fingers into my wetness.
âYou will never deny me this do you understand? This belongs to me,â his words are clear of malice and filled with promise.
The fullness of his digits makes me even wetter for him and I quiver around his fingers, nodding ferociously to answer his question.
âGood girl,â he groans into my ear, âMy good wet girl. I love that you get so fucking wet for me Rose.â
He quickens the pace of his fingers and finally lets my wrists go to use his other hand to squeeze my nipple. My mind is swimming. His filthy mouth always gets me going.
âYour tight little cûnt gets so wet for me doesnât it?â
It does. I love the tone of his voice when he talks like this to me.
âOh God,â I moan, gripping his shoulders, my nails digging into his skin.
His thumb starts to circle my nub and I come undone. It feels heavenly, thatâs the only way to describe it. Like a feather floating in the wind only to land peacefully on a bed of feathers. I feel feminine and beautiful and satisfied as I come down from my high, my eyes closed tight. I inch them open only to be met with Deanâs lust filled green orbs.
He kisses me softly at first, allowing me to regain my bearings. Once I respond to him he deepens the kiss, dipping his tongue into my mouth hungrily. His hands roam all over my body, stopping to rest on my ass. He gives it a rough squeeze before lifting me into the air and wrapping my legs around his waist. Kissing down my jaw to my neck he stops to nibble on the skin.
âGod, I canât wait to be buried deep inside of you,â he whispers just above my skin.
The words send tingles up my spine and goose bumps rise on my skin. He kisses back up my neck to my lips and kisses me deeply, sucking on my tongue before nipping it lightly. I stare into his eyes and he adjusts himself to enter me. I can feel the heat between our lower regions, waiting to be connected and just before he slips through the sound of an alarm blares through my subconscious.
âGeeze lo-fucking-uise,â I groan, slapping my phone until my alarm goes off. A dream? It was all a damned dream? I groan again and throw a tantrum in my bed, kicking my legs and flailing my arms about wildly until I realize how silly I must look. Sighing, I get up to go take a cold shower and get ready for work.
The past couple of weeks have been great. Iâve gone on a few dates with Dean and Iâve learned a lot about him. Heâs a very noble man even though he likes to play the role of the bad boy, he has a good heart. Weâve talked pretty much nonstop since our first date and heâs stayed the night a few times since then but we still havenât kissed or defined our relationship. Dre says itâs not a big deal and that weâre adults so no one asks to be boyfriend and girlfriend anymore but what am I supposed to think? Iâve never been with anyone that Iâve felt this connected to, this in tune with. It seems like weâre in sync on every accord aside from this.
âHey pretty lady,â Reed says as he walks into the break room.
Our relationship has been flourishing as well. After my date with Dean I was dreading having to face Reed at work and tell him I couldnât see him anymore. He surprised me by taking me out to lunch and letting me down easy. He came to the same conclusion that I did, we work together so we could never work. Since that lunch weâve become even better friends than before. He still compliments me but I think thatâs just his personality.
âSo whatâs on the agenda for tonight? Any plans?â
I roll my eyes and laugh. Heâs been trying to get me to go bowling with him for the past week and a half, each time I turn him down. Itâs not that I donât want to hang out with him, I do, itâs just that not only do I hate the idea of wearing pre-worn shoes, Iâm an absolutely shit bowler.
âNo can do Summers! I have a date with some Pretty Little Liars,â I explain, as if Iâm not talking about a television show.
He rolls his eyes, one of his favorite things to do at me Iâve learned, âYou and that damned show.â
Iâd introduced him to a few episodes when I hung out at his house last. Unlike Dean he didnât have to pretend to dislike the show, he actually hated it.
âItâs the special Halloween episode Reed. Donât judge me.â I get up to throw away my trash and hear him laugh from behind me.
âWhatever Trevino. I will get your cute ass into a pair of bowling shoes and on a lane eventually.â
I mull my eyes into the air dramatically and mimic him before me both burst into laughter, talking until lunch is over.
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I finish putting the popcorn into bowls and grab glasses for wine. Three bowls of corn, three bags of chips, and three wine glasses. When I told Reed earlier I had a date with some pretty little liars I didnât just mean the show. Andrea and Dean are both coming over to watch the episode with me. I couldnât explain why I left that little tidbit out from Reed. Dean is just a subject I donât broach with him. Although it would be great to have a manâs perspective on some of the things Dean does, I just canât bring myself to tell Reed weâre seeing each other. I keep telling myself itâs to respect the feelings that he has for me but even I know thatâs bullshit.
At least tonight I wonât be the only liar in attendance. I canât help but feel like both Dre and Dean are hiding something from me. I donât think itâs anything crazy like theyâre secretly screwing but they are definitely keeping things from me. As close as I am to Dre I can never read her the way that she reads me. One look is all it takes and itâs like she knows exactly what Iâm thinking but with her itâs a total mystery, always has been.
She keeps being very weird about me going places on my own, constantly wanting to tag along even if itâs just to the store to grab toilet tissue. Itâs almost like she knows when Iâm about to leave to go anywhere but to work because sheâll call right as Iâm getting to the door. Once I decided to test my theory and didnât answer the phone. Not one minute later she was at my front door. When I asked her what she was doing here she said she was just in the neighborhood but I know she lied. Her voice always goes slightly higher when she lies to me. It was weird.
As for Dean, I feel like he has something heâs hiding because he never invites me to his place. In the almost two months that weâve known each other heâs spent the night here countless times but Iâve never even seen his place. On the other hand, Iâve been to Reedâs house multiple times in the past weeks and we even alternate places now when we hang out. I was so surprised when he invited me over it slipped and I mentioned it. He told me something that made me question Deanâs motives.
He said, âA man who has nothing to hide doesnât hide his home. I donât have a wife or kids or anything so why wouldnât I invite you over?â
I laughed it off at the time but my mind immediately began buzzing with anxiety over that being the case with Dean. Heâs never even mentioned where he lays his head when itâs not in my bed. I know what type of underwear he likes, how he likes his eggs, and that heâs ticklish under his right foot but I couldnât even begin to fathom something as simple as where he lives. Something about this just isnât right.
The doorbell rings, making me jump and knock over a glass. With reflexes I didnât have before, I swiftly snag the glass mid-air and sit it back on the ottoman I bought a few days ago. I feel like Peter Parker discovering his new powers as Spider-Man. I stare at my hands in awe, half expecting a web to shoot out at any moment. I flick my wrist but nothing happens and I canât help but feel a little disappointed my nerdy fantasy hasnât come true. Another sharp knock at the door reminds me of what I was doing before and I head to the door.
âItâs about time damn!â Dre complains, handing me a bottle of Moscato.
Sheâs wearing a pair of tribal print leggings that hug her thighs and hips and an oversized sweater, typical PLL night attire.
âStop complaining you whore!â I joke and she throws popcorn at me.
Leave it to Dre to barge into my house and immediately start eating. My attention is drawn back to the porch when I hear light chuckling coming from it. Dean is here too and he looks ridiculously good. Heâs dressed simply in a pair of light grey sweats, a white wife beater, and his leather jacket.
âHi,â I breathe, still taking in the sight of his muscles contracting with each breath in his tight tank top.
âHey,â he says with a smirk. Stopping to kiss my cheek on the way in he whispers, âYou look beautiful,â into my ear, making me blush.
I look anything but, if you ask me. My outfit matches Dreâs aside from our choice of top and the print on our leggings. Iâm wearing my Union Jack print leggings and an off the shoulder oversized white top, very basic and very far from beautiful. I lock up and snuggle in between the two of them on my bed after pouring each of us a glass of wine. They came over an hour after the episode aired so now we can watch it back via DVR, commercial free.
âI still donât think A is a guy!â Dre says as soon as the episode ends. Iâm still a little creeped out like I always am after their Halloween specials, itâs the main reason I have Dre watch them with me.
âWhy do you say that?â Dean asks, picking up our trash and walking over to throw it away.
âBecause! All of this is some catty bitch stuff. No self-respecting man is going to go through the trouble of texting these hoes his plan before he does it! Heâs just going to do it!â
The way sheâs explaining it makes it seem like itâs common logic when really itâs just Andrea logic. I burst into a fit of giggles and shake my head while Dean looks genuinely in thought.
I love the way heâs making such an effort with her. None of it goes unnoticed. Dre can be a bit of a handful but he knows how much she means to me so heâs trying, and I love that about him.
âYou know you may be right Dre! Besides if I was A I wouldâve been way too distracted by Hannaâs tits this entire episode! She should wear that dress everywhere she goes! To the beach, the mall, to the gym,â he goes on and on, his smile cracking his face.
I nudge him hard in the side but I canât help but laugh and agree. Her boobs did look damned good.
âYou my good sir are sick,â Dre says in between laughs, âD-Rose your boyfriend is a perv.â
The second she says it her hand flies to her mouth and her lips from on âOâ.
I can feel my palm twitching. I want to slap the taste out of her mouth. Why would she say that?
âWell would you look at the time? Iâve got to go! Work in the morning and all,â she says grabbing her Ugg boots and slipping her feet into them, âIt was nice seeing you Karter weâll all have to do this again sometime.â
Before I can even walk her to the door sheâs gone. I know itâs just to avoid my wrath but she hasnât and wonât for long.
I start to clean up the wine glasses in silence. Iâm not really sure what to say and Dean isnât saying anything either. My mind starts to run with the reasons behind his silence as I walk to the kitchen with the dishes. Iâve washed the same spot on the same glass three times, trying to waste time. Maybe if I let the awkwardness of Dreâs slip up leave on itâs own we can salvage the rest of our night. I continue to wash the dishes until Dean walks in with the paper bowls we used and throws them away. We move in awkward silence until we bump into one another. As soon as I go left, he goes left and vice versa until we both stop and break the weirdness with tight laughter.
âIâm going left,â I say with a smile.
He nods and steps around me to the right, throwing the trash away.
âSo,â he says, scratching the back of his neck, âboyfriend huh?â
I spin around in his direction holding my hands up in surrender. âI never told her that. And even if I did whatâs the big deal? You hang out here all of the time and weâve gone on dates. Itâs not like Iâm seeing anyone else. Oh gosh I bet youâre seeing someone else. Lord I just made this so awkward-â Iâm talking a mile a minute until Dean puts his finger on my lips to quiet me.
âYou both talk a lot when youâre nervous,â he says with a grin, caging me in between his arms against the counter, âThe way to hold a conversation is you speak and then allow the other person involved to speak in case you didnât know.â
Heâs poking fun but heâs still being a condescending jerk so I roll my eyes at him.
âYou see if you were mine you wouldnât be doing any of that eye rolling.â
That stopped me in my tracks. What is that supposed to mean?
âItâs disrespectful,â he continues, answering my thoughts, âand I donât take kindly to disrespect. Eye rollingâ¦tsk tsk tsk thatâs a punishable offence.â
A part of me wants to run, to feel afraid or even shocked by his words and although they are shocking itâs not for the reason they should be. Iâm shocked because his words are turning me on. Heâs impossibly close. I can smell the mint on his breath mixed with the fruity scent of the wine, Iâm intoxicated on it alone. The heat radiating off of his body warms mine to the bone, making me feel alive and vibrant. Itâs the heat between us that Iâll blame for what I say next.
âH-How would you punish me?â I stutter on my words but nonetheless the question is out there, hanging in the air just waiting for an answer befitting the moment.
I open my eyes, not even realizing that they were closed and Dean is staring at me with an eyebrow raised and a smirk on his handsome face.
âIâm more of a show and tell kind of guy,â he breathes.
I have no idea what to say to that so I say the one thing that comes to mind, âIâm a virgin.â
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A/N
Hello my good people!! I know itâs been a while since I last updated and I apologize *spanks hand* I was just having such a hard time actually writing on this book! Writerâs block is no fun but since I took so long I tried to make it longer and I thought Iâd give you guys a little smut as a treat (finally)! Iâm a little rusty when it comes to that so I hope you liked it XD I replaced the normal spellings with âspecialâ letters in the hopes that Wattpad wonât lock the chapter F.Y.I.
Oh! And thereâs a picture of Karter Dean O.O
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