☁ Chapter 1 ☁

Third-person POV

Eirwen doesn't even remember, how did he get out of the clinic and was now following the maid, who came visit him yesterday.

While he was silently walking along with the maid that was in front of him, He observed and memorize each path and directions, because it would be useful rather than getting lost in the hallway, which would be embarrassing, and annoying that will may occured to him

he also noticed that each maids and butlers, he passed by, Catches a glimpse of his presence they either walk away or bow down politely at him.

Which was very uncomfortable, when they do that at his own presence, he is still not used to it.

But the maid in front of him spoke, that he needs to get used to it because he is the son of the Grand Duke.

Speaking of maid, She did introduce herself before she takes him out of the clinic and help him tour around while she return him to his own room.

Her name was Miss Kate.

I've also discovered that this mansion was so big and easy to get lost if you didn't get to memorize each of these paths, you'll get mislaid immediately.

He sighed.

He finally arrives in front of his room as Kate open the door revealing a big bedroom, everything was so expensive, you can even tell it when you just stared at it... the furniture was very well arranged, there's even a bookshelf that contains 100 books or much more, the bed was so large and it is called the king's bed... the window was large and behind that window, there's a balcony that you can relax; I think this room is not a bedroom but a five-star hotel... my past self is really crying right now...

" This maid will excuse herself, so please have a rest, your Royal Highness, while I get your snacks," she said before leaving the room, now Eirwen was left alone in this big hotel room...

While he waits for his snacks, he takes those minutes or hours exploring his bedroom and familiarizing each one by one.

After he was about to get done and the maid wasn't back yet, he grabbed something in the bookshelf, a book that has an interesting title.

The Lonely rabbit and the Famous Wolf.

He sat down in the single chair as he flipped open the plain aesthetic cover and spend his hours reading until the maid was finally came back.

Kate was gently knocking at the plain white door, as Eirwen told her to come inside, and she did with a cart wheel on hand pushing all the way inside that was either filled a lot of snacks and teas.

She gently served some warm tea on the coffee table, with some banana cakes, strawberry cakes, and chocolate cakes. And stood beside him, when she was done as he looked at the maid standing and than to the desserts that was served in the table.

Eirwen was either shocked by the desserts that was just served and how should he eat all of this!

His not a person or a man that would waste his food because it was overserved- he let out a sigh of defeat.

But It was even more uncomfortable, when eirwen notices kate's presence, standing looking and gazing at him as he grabbed a fork.

He can't eat nor drink with this kind of tension if she keeps on standing beside him, what's more, she also carefully observing him, every move or any action he makes which is even more horrifying than a stalker.

Eirwen let out a cough to distract himself from the creepy maid he had beside him.

Kate walked closer at him with a clean hand towel in her hand, despite her empty expression, she was worried about Eirwen's health.

"Your highness? Are you somehow feeling alright? Do you want me to bring a doctor to check you? " kate said.

"...kate " he finally speak out

" yes, your royal highness? " she responded quickly without breaking a sweat.

" you are allowed to sit down and have a cup of tea with me, while we talk about things, how about that? " he smiled at her, she look at Eirwen with wide eyes but a while second she completely turn back into her past manner.

" This lowly maid doesn't even deserve this kind of honor, because sitting down with your royal highness is like tarnishing your reputation, so I rather not. " responding to Eirwen who has cold sweat running down his forehead as she wipes them with a warm towel.

" it's an order kate. " kate froze from her action as she glance at her little young master who gazed back at her. Those empty ruby-like eyes have a faint sparkle on them, she just sigh in defeat as she followed his order, she glimpses at her young master, he finally didn't tense up or dretched in sweat, her young master must be very uncomfortable which was very rare to see. She just smiled at him secretly.

He pick the tea and sip a little, his chest finally calm down and the tea was indeed warm and delicious, he gaze at kate and put it down to its rightful place.

"... Did you make this tea kate? " he asked her with a smile as she nodded still having a smile plastered on her face.

" Your royal highness is right. "

" your tea is delicious and It's perfect to ease someone's mind and heart. " this was the first time he complimented someone, plus this tea deserves a compliment, so he didn't see any bad about it.

He didn't notice the shocked expression of the maid in front of him as he was focusing on eating the delicious cake that his maid serve on the coffee table.

They heard a loud but gentle knocking on the door, Kate was back at her past manner, and she stood up from the couch and walk toward the door, checking who it was.

As kate open the door, she saw a young man and it was revealed the 2nd son of the Grand Duke Gilbert De Loras.

It was His royal highness,

Draven De Loras.

His sharp dark eyes stared at kate, she was shivering, afraid of him as she quickly kneeled down, welcoming him inside of Eirwen Bedroom, meanwhile Eirwen was surprised because of his 2nd brother's suddenly visiting him.

His features match what the novel illustrates him to be.

That the aura of the second son was so dark and so gloomy, that you can just tell it from afar.

But despite having an aura like that, his rather a famous person who was known as a friendly man in the future, well except to his younger brother Eirwen de Loras.

He glanced down at the cake on the coffee table, trying to avoid the look from his new stranger brother, which he doesn't like.

Draven signaled, kate to leave as she does so.

She quickly left, leaving both of them sitting quietly in the room.

It was so dead silence.

No one was speaking, the noises that can be heard was just the chewing of the cakes and the tree leaves that was moving because of the soft wind.

" ... "

Draven stared at his younger brother, who just looking at the cake, and eats. Fully ignoring his existence, Its like he wasn't there in the first place, Which irritate him He slightly frowns...; am I that scary that he excuse himself to look at the cake instead of me?

" So, younger brother. " he finally spoke, he tried to speak gently and softly. ( one statement it is scary ) Eirwen was listening trying to calm down his beating heart.

Thanks to his Idol's high immune system, he can keep up and eventually calm down his heart and look at his 2nd brother with lifeless eyes but has a hint of faint sparkles.

His 2nd brother was still gazing at his younger brother when Eirwen finally looked at him with that gaze. But there's something about those eyes that are quite not familiar to him.

" what is it, second brother?" His tune was not gentle but it was very cold. So cold just like his expression and glance when he started at him, just by looking at his younger brother, he felt like he was standing in a snowy cold place.

So chilly.

' How dare you come inside my idol's room when you ignored him even in his death, You all didn't even appear or visit into his last days of the funeral... ' he thought in his mind as he clasped tightly his finger at the fork he was holding.

He forgets about how scary his new second brother was... he just hates them all.

His second brother was surprised to hear his younger brother speak that way to him.

In the past he was always happy to see him, he even hugs him but now...

" ...ahem, how's your wound is it still hurting?..."

He asked, brushing off his younger brother's cold voice. Since he knew he never talk to him like that, he knew his younger brother liked him.

And no one can change that.

" it's none of your concern second brother, aren't you busy always? I was deeply surprised that you unexpectedly came to visit... Which was very rare to see " He takes a sip of kate's very well made tea...

His younger brother's expression was so dead...

It looks like he doesn't like him anymore, which Draven doesn't want to happen...

" Little brother, I know that I'm occupied with father's work, aren't you glad that I visited you today despite I'm a busy person? " he said trying his best to make his brother look at him.

Eirwen lift his head as his cold and chilly eyes glanced at him but his gaze was so lifeless.

" second brother if there's nothing more to say... You may go since you still have so much work to do, and I am very Glad(not very glad) that you visited after I've recovered... " he looks at his new stupid brother in front of him with a fake smile plastered on his face.

The older stood up as he nodded...

"... Mm, alright.. " he responded to his little brother as he walk out of Eirwen's bedroom.

After he sees his second brother finally leave; if my idol is still in this body and he heard that you were worried about him, he will cry pouring all his emotion out of his tears. But he is now gone, you deserve it... you all deserve it...

He pursed his lips as he grip tightly his fist into a tight ball. He looked down from his palms.

He let out a deep sigh...

And look up from the ceiling; Eirwen wouldn't have died in vain and become a villain if you all showed him enough love he ever wanted.

And also that female lead.

He was now 8 years old...

After he tried to remember the Novel's

The male lead will soon come into this mansion tomorrow... Wait...

"Tomorrow?!; that's too fast?! That stupid male-lead he wanted to avoid the most. His crazy. Because of his first brother's personality, the male lead liked him as a brother he ever wanted... Which was very stupid.

According to the novel he read, the first brother of Eirwen doesn't have any particular charisma or something that the crown prince would tail him for the rest of 7 years...

Eirwen scratches his head in frustration,

But oh well, he just needs to ignore and avoid him at all cost, if that needs to dig up a hole on the dirt at least he was well invisible.

" Jing " I murmured out as the faint light in front of my eyes appeared, a blue warm start glowing as it was happy being called out again.

" Jing, what should I do to a person who's very bad to me? " He asked, as he laid his head on the top back rail of the chair

' you should just ignore them ' that's what jing was saying.

Eirwen just sighs it out.

Looking at jing, who's started to glow and glow a little brighter.

' I guess, Jing is right, I should have just ignored them, those people don't need the original Eirwen's attention, nor he was even part of their life, since I'm now the one who's controlling my idol body. so don't blame me.

I don't have to give them some attention since they don't deserve it. " Eirwen said in his mind, Closing his eyelids.

Trying to relax his body and mind as he breathes in and out, releasing that useless bad energy that his second brother and the male lead just made.

He stood up as he walked outside the balcony.

After opening wide the door, A chilling wind brushed off from his silky white hair, and pale skin, His ruby eyes meeting the moon.

His figure was like shining under the moonlight which can be mistaken as a male fairy.

His white silky smooth hair was softly moving where the wind blows, he gazes at the glowing moonlight in the atmosphere, there are even more stars in the sky which can make you awe; ...How fascinating, I should have known already that this place is beautiful when I tried to imagine it, while I was reading the novel... But I never thought that it would be more beautiful than I imagine it to be...

He still remembered that day when his first love brought him in front of this moon.

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(...) <- means his story

{...} <- his emotion when he was singing<3

BOLD inside to (...) <- is also a lyric

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here's your perfect song<~

... I remember the day

Even wrote down the date, that I~ fell for you~

{ he was currently sad but smiling, Remembering the days he was with him... }

( A young man, sats down in his desk as he remembers the boy who keeps being by his side, he didn't know why on earth he started to feel something for that young man, he took out a pen and his notes and write down all of his emotions that store inside of his chest, in his book or else he would go crazy because of it... But now he stared at the notebook he wrote all of his feelings down and throw it on the corner, He doesn't want to remember that pain again )

And now it's crossed out in red

But I still can't forget if I wanted to ~

(; but why... Why does it have to go on like this!?

His tears keep pouring out from his eye socket, he wipes It down with his finger, resting his face on his arms on his desk as he keeps crying out his heart out. )

And it drives me insane

Think I'm hearing your name, everywhere I go

But it's all in my head~

It's just all in my head ~

(; those memories... I just wanted to forget them all, even your name and your actions, your favorite food! But why do you always appear in my dream even in real life, but those... were just my imagination... I always hear your name when I walk down the street even at school.

He pursed his lips as he walk away from the school, after seeing him walk away with some girl; never I thought I would see you again.

He tried to hold his tears...but it was useless... )

But you won't see me break,

call me up in three days

Or send you a bouquet,

(; That day I still imagined I still didn't accept we're already breaking up, I even brought him some bouquet roses, the day I still imagined I still didn't accept we're already breaking up, I even brought him some bouquet roses, saying

"It's a mistake" )

Drink my troubles away,

one more glass of champagne

And you know~~.

{ his tears start to drip out from his eyes as he keeps gazing at the moon, His tune was still perfect... }

... I'm the first to say that

( "I'm so sorry if I'm not perfect~ Kurt" his sparkling eyes that hides the pain of his soul, as his smile was reflecting his heart... )

And you're the first to say

( "I/You want the best thing" that's what Kurt said, as he walk away )

But now I know a perfect way to let you go~

( a young man who was holding the roses banquet, gazes at the young boy he once give his whole heart and soul, walks away from him, His tears finally made out from his eyes. He covered his face with the roses as his tears keeps pouring out )

Give my last hello, hope it's worth it

Here's your perfect~... { Gripping his chest tightly, as he keeps singing out his heart releasing the pain he stored inside of him }

My best was just fine

How I tried, how I tried to be great for you

I'm flawed by design and you love to remind me

No matter what I do

( the young man was standing in the near coffee shop as he sees him again, he walked toward him, wanted to say hello but instead, he give him a cold shoulder and ignored him while walking away, The young man gripped tightly his hands as he still gives a small smile. )

... But you won't see me break,

call me up in three days

Or send you a bouquet, saying,

"It's a mistake"

Drink my troubles away,

one more glass of champagne

And you know

( He was inside his room, drinking his pain in his chest while gripping his hair, his tears keeps coming.. And he wanted to let it go.. )

... I'm the first to say that

"I'm not perfect"

And you're the first to say

'you want the best thing"

But now I know a perfect way to let you go

Give my last hello, hope it's worth it

( silently wrote this song, while playing it with his intruments... This song can help him let go of all of his pain but this song lies the past love of them both )

... Say yeah, yeah, yeah~!

Ayy-ayy, ayy-ayy~! { the voice he sang out, was soft but has a hint of melodies with amazing voice control, those tears suddenly stopped, as he give the full moon with a big smile with his ruby eyes gives out the brightest sparkles. }

But now I know a perfect way to let you go~

Give my last hello, hope it's worth it~

{ he looked at the sky, Meeting the soft warm light of moonlight. }

Here's your perfect~

Never Eirwen knew, that someone was hiding and was also listening to him pouring out his heart onto the moonlight.

☁ End Of 1 Chapter ☁

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