Chapter 387 - She Saw Lu Jinnan Seated on the Couch
Mr Fu, I Really Love You
Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
When Liang Mulan saw Tuan Tuan, she was reminded of how her friends already had grandchildren, so she couldnât help but to nag Lin Chen a little.
âThese kinds of matters are all determined by fate. When it arrives, youâll have your grandson⦠stop worrying blindly!â said Lin Jingquan.
âStop worrying? Even when Iâm worried, your son is still not concerned about his own marriage. If I donât worry, when will the two of us get to have grandkids?â
âLook at you, will you get your grandkids out of all this worry?â
With Liang Mulan and Lin Jingquanâs debate, the atmosphere in the living room started becoming more lively. Lin Chenâs smile and the warmth in his heart started to dissipate⦠he felt like silence had settled around him instead.
Without a cigarette between his fingers, Lin Chen felt as though his heart was missing something.
Some questions were hard for Lin Chen to ask in front of his parents and the child, so when his parentsâ debate grew even more heated, Lin Chen said, âIâll step out for a smokeâ¦â
Seeing Lin Chen stand up, Liang Mulan misunderstood it as her son being unhappy about her mention of his marriage. She glanced at Lin Nuan and hinted for her to go with her eyes.
Lin Chen took out the pack of cigarettes and lighter in his suit jacket. He stood under the roof and withdrew a cigarette, lighting it up while shielding it from the wind with one hand.
The remnants of the sunset dyed the sky the color of rust. Lin Chenâs dark eyes reflected the sky and resembled two balls of passionless fire.
The cool breeze blew into Lin Chenâs thin shirt as he let out a puff of smoke and tapped the cigarette ashes on to the ground. Before he could place the cigarette back to his lips, he saw Lin Nuan walk outside as she wiped her hands with a piece of wet tissue.
She didnât wear a jacket, instead simply donning a slightly thicker black shirt. Lin Chen asked, âDonât you feel cold?â
Lin Nuan smiled and replied, âNot reallyâ¦â
Lin Nuan stood beside Lin Chen, and she hesitated for a moment before saying, âBrother, Iâm officially married to Fu Huaiâan now.â
Lin Chen wasnât dumb; when he saw Tuan Tuan at their house, he already had a vague guess.
He took a drag of his cigarette before saying, âBe honest, why did you get married to Fu Huaiâan? Is it to return the favor⦠or do you really like him?â
The wet tissue in Lin Nuanâs hand felt warm from her body heat, and she squeezed it as she smiled and said, âInitially, it was more of returning the favor⦠but now, I truly like him.â
âWhat do you like about him?â asked Lin Chen, the rising white smoke from his lips blurring his unreadable gaze from her sight.
Lin Nuan couldnât help but smile, saying, âI think I like him for plenty of reasons, I canât just give a single oneâ¦â
Lin Chen smiled too. He stared at the red end of the cigarette with half-lidded eyes, looking as though he was enjoying the cigarette thoroughly. He then asked, âHave you two decided on a wedding date?â
Lin Nuan pursed her lips and only answered after a momentary pause, saying, âI donât want a wedding. I think the current situation is pretty goodâ¦â
Lu Jinnanâs words were ingrained in her mind?âshe didnât want Fu Huaiâan to become a topic of gossip for high society.
Lin Nuan constantly felt that there was very little she could do for Fu Huaiâan, and this was one of them.
Lin Chen chose to swallow his whole speechâ¦
He hadnât finished smoking the cigarette, but he realized that Lin Nuan wasnât going to go in until he did. Lin Chen had no choice but to surrender and put out the cigarette before following Lin Nuan back into the house.
Liang Mulan continued nagging at Lin Chen for his smoking addiction. He promised to smoke less before he carried his belongings upstairs to change into casual clothes, instructing Lin Nuan to make tea for him.
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Inside the Linsâ small kitchen, which was reserved for brewing teaâ¦
Lin Nuan had just placed the tea leaves inside the teacup and turned around to grab the kettle when Lin Ran took the kettle a step ahead of her.
After Lin Ran had passed that envelope to Lin Nuan earlier on, she headed upstairs saying she wanted to get some sleep since she didnât sleep well the night before, but she didnât look like she slept.
Lin Ran held the kettle with one hand and her mug in the other. Knowing that she wanted to get some water, Lin Nuan placed Lin Chenâs teacup aside on the marble counter to let Lin Ran get her water first.
In the kitchen, both remained silent with nothing to say to each otherâ¦
Lin Nuan didnât just stay rooted to the side as she waited for Lin Ran. As the sound of the hot water being poured into the mug filled the space, she took the box of tea leaves and placed it back into the cabinet before putting some water into the electric kettle.
She spaced out staring at the tap.
Lin Nuan didnât know what to talk about with Lin Ran. Every time they had met, Lin Ran always picked on her and started arguments. Today, however, Lin Ran smiled and conversed well with Lin Nuan for the whole time they were together in front of Liang Mulan and Lin Jingquan; this made Lin Nuan slightly uncomfortable and confused.
Lin Nuan didnât even know what to say, let alone communicate with Lin Ran, so she decided to just keep silent.
Lin Ran placed the kettle down. She held on to her mug as she leaned against the counter, seemingly enjoying the sight of Lin Nuanâs smooth actions?âLin Nuan had lived in this place for a far longer time than her, so she was more familiar with it than Lin Ran.
She, Lin Ran, didnât know where Lin Chen kept his tea leaves, and Lin Chen would never ask her to brew tea for him.
Compared to Lin Nuan, Lin Ran felt like she was the outsider to this family instead.
The phone in Lin Nuanâs pants vibrated. She plugged the electric kettle in and started boiling it before taking her phone out. She answered the call once she saw Fu Huaiâanâs name on the screen.
Lin Nuan glanced at Lin Ran, who was still in the kitchen. She lowered her voice and said, âHeyâ¦â
âYouâre at the Lins?â asked Fu Huaiâan.
âYeaâ¦â
âI have to stay at the company and work overtime tonight, but Iâll try to go there as early as possible. If I canât make it in time to fetch you and Tuan Tuan, Iâll send the chauffeur overâ¦â
âItâs alright, just focus on your work! You donât have to worry about Tuan Tuan and me!â
After Lin Nuan hung up, she went to grab the thermoses. Lin Ran blew at the water in her cup. She continued leaning on the counter as she calmly opened her mouth and said, âThereâs no more waterâ¦â
Seeing that Lin Ran had no intentions of leaving, Lin Nuan asked, âDo you have something to say?â
âDidnât you say that youâd never interact with the Lins again? Why are you here again?â asked Lin Ran, her emotions indecipherable from her calm voice.
âIâm sorry!â said Lin Nuan with pursed lips. âMother called me earlier today, so Iâ¦â
Lin Nuan felt guilty towards Lin Ran, and it was indeed her fault for going back on the promise she made⦠like a fickle and vile character. She couldnât continue her explanation, falling silent instead.
She didnât want to find an excuse and say that she couldnât bear to cut off all ties with Liang Mulan and Lin Jingquan, who had raised her more than twenty years; this was what hurt Lin Ran the most.
âIâll give you all those assets, so can you please stop coming over and stay away from my parents?â said Lin Ran with a weak smile, lacking the anger and nasty words she used to have.
Lin Nuanâs hands clenched into fists. Knowing what was wrong and right was one matter, but whether or not she could actually let it go was another matter.
âDonât say that you donât want those. Iâll only be at ease if you take them, who knows what youâre trying to get out of our family!â said Lin Ran.
The kitchen was full of silence apart from the sound of the water boiling in the kettle.
Lin Ran looked at Lin Nuan and said, âLin Nuan, do you know what youâre acting like right now? To say it in simple terms that Iâm sure you can understand, youâre no different from a third party! You know deep down that being a homewrecker is wrong, but you still continue to pester that married man despite having already promised his wife that you will stay far away from her husband!â
Lin Nuanâs ears turned warm, as she was unable to retaliate.
Lin Ran was right.
Even if what happened that year wasnât Lin Nuanâs choice, even if she was also a victim, even if the parents who had raised her for more than twenty years suddenly became someone elseâs, she couldnât accept it!
Her actions were indeed no different from that of a third party.
âFather and Mother both hope that I can interact peacefully with you and treat you as my sister, donât you think thatâs so funny and ridiculous? Itâs like asking the wife to be friends with the third party⦠Absolutely unheard of!â said Lin Ran, whose smile gradually vanished as she spoke. âLin Nuan, every time you appear at our house, youâre pushing a knife straight into my heart! Do you think⦠I can really be sisters with you?â
Lin Ran placed her mug on the marble counter and wrapped both arms around herself, saying, âWhile you guys conversed happily downstairs, I remained upstairs by myself. Itâs as though Iâm the outsider in this family! This feeling⦠only appears when youâre around! When youâre not, Father, Mother, and even Brother treat me very well, so I despise it when you come to my home! Do you understand?â
Lin Nuan nodded.
âIâve completely fallen out with you before. Even if we try to mend it, the cracks will still show through, and Iâm unable to sit down and pretend to be sisters with you like nothing happened. Youâve never experienced the life I used to lead, you donât understand the anger and hatred I have!â
This was probably the first time Lin Ran was calmly speaking to Lin Nuan without lashing out in anger uncontrollably, so Lin Nuan listened seriously.
âBrother was right, youâre innocent, and I, too, was raised up by your parents. I understand all of it, but my hatred canât be resolved just like this, and Iâm not one to fake itâ¦â
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Lin Ran walked out from the small kitchen first, sitting in the living room to play with Tuan Tuan.
Tuan Tuan was introverted and quiet, so he simply kept a straight face and constantly looked towards the kitchen.
Lin Nuan brewed the tea and brought it out for Lin Chen, who had already come back downstairs.
Tuan Tuan missed his father. He slowly moved towards Lin Nuan and tugged at Lin Nuanâs sleeve with his small hands.
Lin Nuan bent down to hear Tuan Tuan whisper into her ear, asking when they could go home.
Lin Nuan laughed lightly and petted Tuan Tuanâs head. With slightly red eyes, she asked, âTuan Tuan, do you want to go home now?â
âEn!â Tuan Tuan nodded his head.
Seeing that Lin Nuan seemed to have intentions of leaving now, Liang Mulan frowned and said, âWhatâs the rush? Dinner is almost ready⦠Iâve made a few of your favorite dishes!â
Lin Ran sat on the couch quietly.
She no longer felt agitated about everything because her heart was gradually turning cold. Every time her parents became even nicer towards Lin Nuan, her heart grew colder.
âI got a call from Huaiâan asking me to fetch an important document for him!â said Lin Nuan, lying.
Lin Ran and Lin Nuan had stepped out from the kitchen one after another, so Liang Mulan glanced at Lin Ran subconsciously.
Lin Ranâs face remained expressionless, but the fingers in front of her chest balled into fists, her knuckles turning white.
âLin Nuan got a call just nowâ¦â said Lin Ran simply.
It wasnât good to delay sending over important documents. The Lins knew that for a company, important files⦠could only be handled by the most trusted people.
âIâll give you a liftâ¦â said Lin Chen, turning to go upstairs and change again.
âThereâs no need to! Iâve just booked a cab using the app, and itâll be arriving soon. Just let security know to let the car in later!â
Although Liang Mulan couldnât bear to part so soon, she didnât force Lin Nuan to stay.
Lin Nuan bent down to help Tuan Tuan put on his uniform jacket at the entrance. Tuan Tuan stood still obediently, letting Lin Nuan button his jacket before carrying his small school bag.
Lin Nuan stood up and noticed the cab was already at the door.
She wore her cap and grabbed her jacket in her hands. After she got her shoulder bag, she smiled and said, âIâll be leaving first!â
She didnât call out Father and Mother in front of Lin Ran anymore.
Lin Ran passed the envelope to Lin Nuan, saying, âTake itâ¦â
Lin Nuan looked up at Lin Ran but didnât take the envelope. She said, âI wonât be taking this, itâs too bulky!â
She picked up Tuan Tuan and looked at Liang Mulan and Lin Jingquan, who were standing by the door, and Lin Chen, who stood behind them with his hands in his pockets. Tears threatened to form in her eyes.
She solemnly bid the Lin family farewell in her heart.
Afraid that they would notice the change in her emotions, Lin Nuan turned away while carrying Tuan Tuan, silently entering the cab.
She closed the door and held Tuan Tuan in her arms. She didnât look back as her eyes turned wet.
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There was no important document to be delivered to Fu Huaiâanâs office, but since Lin Nuan had said it in front of Tuan Tuan, she didnât want Tuan Tuan to know that she was lying.
She thought for a moment before asking Tuan Tuan, âDo you want to go to find Papa at the company with Mama?â
Tuan Tuan nodded his head fervently; he missed Papa tremendously!
Lin Nuan wasnât the type that excelled in creating sudden surprises, so she honestly texted Fu Huaiâan and told him that she lied about having to send him a document in front of the child, asking him if it was convenient for them to go over to his office.
Fu Huaiâan replied quickly saying that it was very convenient.
These simple words made Lin Nuan recover from her depressed mood, her lips curling into a blissful smile.
Lin Nuan remembered that Fu Huaiâan had yet to eat, so she asked the driver to stop by at the Wang Jiang restaurant to order some food, planning to eat a little with Fu Huaiâan at the company.
Fu Huaiâan got his assistant, Little Lu, to wait at the entrance of the building in advance for Lin Nuan and Tuan Tuan.
Upon seeing the cab nearing, Little Lu guessed that Lin Nuan had arrived and opened the vehicleâs backseat door gentlemanly and respectfully. He took the boxes of food Lin Nuan had placed on the seats beside her and greeted her, saying, âMrs. Fu, Mr. Fu let me come down to fetch you and Tuan Tuan.â
Lin Nuan was still a little unused to hearing others call her Mrs. Fu, but she simply smiled and nodded her head, saying, âThank you, and sorry for the trouble!â
Lin Nuan walked into the Kaide building carrying Tuan Tuan and followed by the assistant, Little Lu, causing some people to turn and watch her with curiosity. Upon seeing Little Luâs respectful behavior and attitude, they couldnât help but try to guess Lin Nuanâs status.
The mirror walls of the elevator reflected Little Lu, who walked half a step behind Lin Nuan. She noticed that he was only wearing his shirt⦠His sleeves were messily pushed up to his elbows, and his employee tag hung from his neck lopsidedly. He looked unlike his usual neat self, and Lin Nuan wondered if they were extremely busy that day.
Lin Nuan couldnât help but ask, âAre you all especially busy today?â
Little Lu lifted his head and smiled, saying, âEn⦠weâre all super busy because the board of directors suddenly wanted to check through our finances, and they want it as soon as possible. We have to hand them in by tomorrow morning, so the whole finance department has to work overtime, and once theyâre done, our presidents have to look through them once more before they can be presented.â
Even by this time, not a single employee in the Kaide Corporationâs finance department had gotten off work. Since the presidents had yet to approve of the accounts, even if they were staying behind doing nothing, they still couldnât leaveâ¦
âDoes Huaiâan also have to look through the accounts?â asked Lin Nuan.
âPresident Lu is in charge of that!â
Lin Nuan nodded and didnât ask any more questions.
She followed Little Lu into the office where she saw Lu Jinnan seated on the couch and piles of documents placed on and around the coffee table. There wasnât even enough space for a laptop, so it had been left balancing on top of the highest pile of papers.