Chapter 37

They was at Messiah's place, laid up watching something on TV when Javier just picked him up without warning.

"What you doing?" But Messiah was already wrapping his arms around Javier's neck.

"Taking you to bed." Javier carried him to the bedroom, loving how natural it felt now.

Later they was tangled up together, nothing between them but skin. Javier had started wanting to feel Messiah like this at night - close and warm and real.

"You trying to sleep?" Messiah asked quiet, face pressed against Javier's neck.

"Not yet. Why?"

Messiah was quiet for a minute, fingers tracing patterns on Javier's chest. Finally so soft Javier almost missed it: "I love you."

Javier's arms tightened. "What was that chiquito?"

"You heard me." But Messiah lifted his head to look at him. "I love you Javi."

Instead of answering, Javier kissed him deep, trying to pour everything he felt into it. When they broke apart he kept Messiah close.

"I love you too Siah baby. So much."

Javier's arms tightened around Messiah, his heart pounding in his chest as he processed the words. Messiah's confession hung in the air between them, raw and vulnerable, and Javier felt a surge of emotion he couldn't quite put into words. Instead, he kissed Messiah again, deeper this time, his hands moving to cradle Messiah's face as he poured everything he felt into that kiss.

When they finally broke apart, Messiah's eyes were dark with desire, his breath coming in short, ragged gasps. Javier's hands moved to Messiah's waist, his fingers brushing against the sensitive skin there as he pulled Messiah closer.

"You mean that, chiquito?" Javier asked, his voice low and rough with emotion. "You love me?"

Messiah nodded, his hands moving to Javier's shoulders, his fingers digging into the muscle there. "Yeah," he whispered, his voice trembling. "I love you, Javi."

Javier's lips curved into a smile, his hands moving to Messiah's hips as he rolled them over, pinning Messiah beneath him. "I love you too, baby," he murmured, his lips trailing down Messiah's neck. "So fucking much."

Messiah's breath hitched as Javier's lips found his collarbone, his hands moving to Javier's back as he arched into the touch. Javier's hands moved to Messiah's waist, his fingers brushing against the sensitive skin there as he slowly pulled Messiah's shirt off, tossing it to the side.

"You're so fucking beautiful," Javier murmured, his lips trailing down Messiah's chest, leaving a trail of soft kisses in their wake. His hands moved to Messiah's hips, his fingers brushing against the sensitive skin there as he slowly pulled Messiah's sweatpants down, leaving him completely exposed.

Messiah's breath came in short, ragged gasps, his body trembling with anticipation as Javier's hands moved to his thighs, spreading them wider. Javier's lips found his again, his kiss deep and hungry, his tongue sliding against Messiah's as he pressed his hips forward, his hard length pressing against Messiah's.

"Fuck, Javi..." Messiah groaned, his hands moving to Javier's shoulders, his nails digging into the skin there as Javier's hips rolled against his.

Javier's lips trailed down Messiah's neck, his teeth grazing the sensitive skin there as his hands moved to Messiah's ass, gripping him tightly. "You want me, baby?" Javier asked, his voice rough with desire. "You want me to fuck you?"

"Yeah..." Messiah breathed, his voice trembling. "Fuck, Javi... please..."

Javier's lips curved into a smile, his hands moving to Messiah's hips as he reached for the bottle of lube on the nightstand. He poured a generous amount onto his fingers, his eyes dark with desire as he looked down at Messiah.

"Relax, baby," Javier whispered, his voice soothing. "Just breathe for me."

Messiah nodded, his body slowly relaxing as Javier's fingers brushed against his entrance. The touch was light, almost teasing, and Messiah's breath hitched as Javier's finger slowly pressed inside.

"You're doing so good, chiquito," Javier murmured, his voice thick with desire. "Just relax for me."

Messiah nodded, his body trembling as Javier's finger moved deeper, his touch careful and deliberate. Javier's other hand moved to Messiah's hip, his grip firm but gentle as he slowly worked Messiah open.

"Fuck..." Messiah groaned, his hands gripping the sheets as Javier added a second finger, his movements slow and steady. Javier's fingers curled inside him, brushing against a spot that made Messiah's entire body jolt with pleasure.

"There it is," Javier murmured, his lips curving into a smile as he watched Messiah's reaction. "You feel that, baby?"

"Yeah..." Messiah breathed, his voice trembling. "Fuck, Javi..."

Javier's fingers continued to move inside him, his touch careful but firm, stretching him open and preparing him for what was to come. Messiah's body was on fire, every nerve ending alight with pleasure as Javier worked him over.

"You're doing so good, chiquito," Javier whispered, his voice rough with desire. "So fucking good."

Messiah's hips bucked slightly, his body trembling as Javier added a third finger, his movements slow and deliberate. Javier's lips found his again, his kiss deep and lingering, his fingers moving in a steady rhythm inside Messiah.

"Javi... I'm ready..." Messiah breathed, his voice trembling but sure.

Javier nodded, his fingers slowly pulling out of Messiah as he reached for the condom on the nightstand. He rolled it on quickly, his eyes never leaving Messiah's as he positioned himself between Messiah's legs.

"You sure, baby?" Javier asked, his voice low and steady.

"Yeah," Messiah whispered, his heart pounding in his chest. "I'm sure."

Javier nodded, his hands moving to Messiah's hips as he slowly pressed inside. Messiah's breath hitched, his body tensing for a moment as Javier's thick length stretched him open. Javier paused, his voice soft but steady.

"Relax, baby," Javier murmured, his thumb brushing over Messiah's hipbone. "Just breathe for me. You're doing so good, chiquito. So fucking good."

Messiah nodded, his chest rising and falling as he tried to steady his breathing. Javier's voice was grounding, his touch reassuring, and Messiah slowly relaxed, his body opening up to Javier's slow, deliberate movements.

"That's it, baby," Javier whispered, his voice thick with desire. "You're taking me so well. So fucking perfect."

Javier pushed forward again, his cock sliding deeper into Messiah, inch by inch. Messiah's hands gripped the sheets, his nails digging into the fabric as he felt Javier fill him completely. The stretch was intense, but Javier's hands on his hips kept him grounded, his voice soothing as he whispered praise into Messiah's ear.

"You feel so good, chiquito," Javier groaned, his hips flush against Messiah's ass. "So fucking tight. You're taking my dick so well, baby. So good for me."

Messiah's breath came in short, ragged gasps, his body trembling as Javier began to move. Javier's thrusts were slow at first, careful and deliberate, giving Messiah time to adjust. But as Messiah's body relaxed, Javier's movements became more confident, his hips rolling in a steady rhythm.

"Fuck, Javi..." Messiah groaned, his head falling back against the pillows. "You feel so good..."

Javier's hands moved to Messiah's thighs, spreading them wider as he leaned down to press a kiss to Messiah's chest. "You're so fucking beautiful, chiquito," Javier murmured, his lips trailing up to Messiah