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I saw his back , when he jumped on the stage , then he pushed the guy  away , and when the chandelier fell on him , my body went rigid

A scream left my mouth as I run towards him , the huge chandelier , fell on him , only his was visible .

the corner of my dress stuck in the rod of the chandelier , tearing it all apart , my  loud cries , made  everyone silent ,they were just standing there watching ,me in my misery  .

" Alwar , " i called him out , but his eyes was closed , I didn't knew what to do , I didn't knew how to help him . My Alwar is like this because he was trying to save someone else's  life .

i kneel down beside him , his face was fully secured , there was only few small cuts , but the rest of his body , was study in the chandelier .

" I will save , okay ?? Alwar I will save you okay ?? Then we will stop all these , huh??  I will never force you again for anything , you are perfect as you are , you don't have to change , okay ?? Alwar talk to me " i was keep repeating this words , in hope that he will listen to it , and will reply me .

I grabbed the chandelier , and tired to move it , it was heavy , and the broken glasses of it sliced cut through my hands , the blood started coming out and it spread all over the floor , my blood mixed with Alwar's blood , and that was the moment reality hit me , Alwar was badly injured ,  the amount of blood was flowing on the floor , telling me how badly he was injured

i scream , I scream again and again , I will lose my mind , how to i save him ,

" Stella , come to your sense " i can hear novail's voice ,but i can't react , i was only Crying with the top of my lungs " SAVE HIM , SAVE HIM " i was screaming , continuously , Novail hugged me but I was just pushing him .

" I called the ambulance " I hepitiful ard a unfamiliar voice , he was the guy Alwar saved , only if Alwar didn't tried to save him .

the guy gesture Novail to help him moving the chandelier , Novail rushed towards him , they both holds the chandelier from the side of his face , and they was trying to lift it opposite side ,

I was run to help them , two three more people came ,following more people , everyone helped to move the chandelier and were successful

when the chandelier removed successfully , I felt a little relief , Alwar won't feel trapped now , I looked towards his body . his white shirt was stained in blood , and torn apart , the glasses of the chandelier sliced his skins from all over his body

I was relief that  nothing stabs him and damage his organs  ,

I rushed towards him and holds his head and lay it on my lap

" Alwar , please wake up " i said , I lost all of my energy , to even speak

" when ambulance will come " i asked , they all were looking at me with  pitiful gaze , it was make me disgust .

" they are here Stella " Novail said ,and soon after I heard the siren of ambulance .

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Its been three hours since they  took Alwar inside operation theatre ,  and these three hours felt like 3 days , Novail also come with me  following by Alwar's father

I was sitting on a chair , my head was resting on the wall , and I was just staring into space , I didn't have energy to even move my body .

why this had to happen with Alwar ?? because of me he came out , because of me he was there and because of me his father got another chance to torture him , this all happened because of me .

I was in my thoughts when the door of the operation theatre opened , the team of doctors come out , His father was the first one to go them

" is my son Alright ??" he asked " yea he is perfectly fine and stable now, there wasn't any organ damage , and his injury will heal in few days " he said ,everyone took out breathe of relief .

Alwar is alright , he is alright

" when we can see him , please I want to see him " i said from where i was sitting

" you can see him " he said , I quickly stand up , but I wasn't feeling my legs , I still manage to run towards the doctor

" she will not see him , my son is in this condition because of her " Alwar's father said , I looked towards him , " you can't stop her " Novail said " Alwar would have only want to see her at time like this " he added

" come this way " doctor said  , and I followed him

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the glass partition , was the only thing preventing ,e to breathe in the same air as Alwar , he was lying there , eyes closed , there was a lot of wires connected to his body . his chest was slowly raising giving me peace of mind , he is there , he is alright

i place my hands on the wall , Novail was with me whole time , in the start but he left after sometime .

I want to see him awake ,

I don't know how much time have passed . Novail was coming back and forth , and some doctors also tried to convince me to leave , but I couldn't .

my body was slowly giving up , as it was getting hard to stand and take breathe , the vison in front of me was slowly getting blur , i took the support of the glass door to stand properly but it was of no use , as my hand slipped and i fell on the ground ,

I can hear novail shouting for help , as he rushed towards me , I couldn't see his face but I know he was there

I wanted to stay conscious to see Alwar wakeup , but my Consciousness was slowly fade away , and darkness covered me

My eyes slowly open ,I don't know from ow long it has been since I am here , I wasn't fully unconscious all these time  but my memory of these past days are blur.

" MR Alwar , can you hear me ??" the unfamiliar voice hit my ears " Can you see " he asked again , I nodded my head .

" I am sending your family member here , you can meet them " he said , and then he went away

finally I can see the beautiful face of my angel  again , I regret that I fought with her , if i had died ,that was the last thing she could remember about me

I know her , she must be blaming herself , for all these .

the door of my room open , and my eyes fell on Novail

" what the fuck you doing here motherfucker , where is Stella ?? " i said , in a low voice " hello to you too " he playfully said " happy to see you alive " he said as he sit beside me

" where is Stella " i asked , he made a disgusting face " you guys are so cringe " he said " where is she " i asked again " you are so whipped " he said again , and i gave him  deadly glare " okay , she is not not good " he said , this makes me sit  right away " hey , don't move so quick , you are injuries are still fresh " Novail warned me " what happened to her " I asked again .

" she fainted , yesterday , she was standing outside your room watching you from days , yesterday her body gave up and she fainted , she is okay now just little weak " he explained

" i want to see her " I said , as I jumped out of bed " hey calm down , wait a little ,  you can't rush " he said but I didn't wait , he pushed me back in the bed

" ALWAR , wait here , She will on her own come to you " he said " but she is sick" i said " she is fine , just taking rest , let her rest , then only you are allowed to see her " he said , I look down , I want to cry now

" look , she tortured herself , from past two days , you have to wait for her to come to her sense " he said , before I could reply to him , the door of my room opened again revealing , the guy I saved

he was standing there , with a huge bouquet in his hand

" what he is doing here " I said " I am here to thank you " he said , he walked towards me , and slowly gave me the bouquet " you saved my life " he said , " I am so thankful to you  " he said , and a weird feeling arouse in my heart , a very unfamiliar emotions , first time in my life someone was thankful towards me

" what your name " i asked " you don't know my name ??" he asked in shocked and i just move my head left to right

" you are so weird , you beat the shit put of me , without even knowing my name " he said and novail and i burst into laughing

" don' t laugh , I will take back all the chocolates " he said , picking up the chocolates

" hey put it back , I will give it to Stella " I warned " so what your name " Novail asked again

" My name is Stefan " he replied , " we good now ??" I asked " yes we are "  he said

and first time in my i was feeling satisfaction , satisfaction because I helped someone , And this was making , me feel peace

Its been three days , since Novail told me Alwar woke up three days I was waiting to see him , now I am standing here in front of his room , my hands are shivering , and my mind is fuzzy

I was hesitant to go inside , even though I was dying to see his face again '

I gathered all the courage and opened the door , and I came directly face ton face with Alwar , He was standing on the door , His eyes meet mine , and a relief wash over me .

"Stella " he said my name , as he threw his arms around me , and pulled me towards him and shut the door behind me

he hugged me and buried his face in my neck , my feet was not on the ground as I hold him by his neck .

" I missed you " I said and he tighten his grip

" I am in Love with you  Stella " he said , and my breathe stuck , I know he said that he like me , but now he saying He love me .

" I am in love with you " he said again , I pushed him and hold his face in my hand and stare in his eyes  to see if he is not joking

he really love me ??

" you really love me ??" I asked , my voice was breaking

" I can't see anything else other than you , I can't even imagine parting ways with you " he said

" I love you soo  much that I lose my mind over you " he said , tears fell from my eyes

" I Love you " i said, and a wide grin spread across his face

" you really do ??" he asked , and i nodded

" Stella , you did everything to treat me , you did everything to save me , but you don't let me in , please let me in Stella " he said " If you can't open up to me right now , tell me to wait ,tell me you will share your past with me " he said " you will leave me " I said " i will never leave you , No matter how dark your past is , I will never leave you " he said

" I promise I will share everything and I will open up " I said , and i mean it , I love this guy so much that I can't lose him , I can never lose him ,

" I love you " I said , he leans down and kissed my tears covered face , he captured my lips and holds my waist

his hands slowly move all over my body , as he deepens the kiss , I wanted to be more close , more and ,more close , I pull him towards me ,and and pushed his head towards me to deepens the kiss , I grabbed his head as he tilt my face for better access

I slide down my hands down to his neck and moved it to his chest , he was still  wearing his hospital  dress , A pajama and lose t-shirt

I tugged his Tshirt to open his button as he broke the kiss and glare down towards my fumbling hands

He groans as he pick me up from the ground and threw me on the hospital's bed and climb top of me , he slammed his mouth again on me as i rolled my hands around his neck

he bring his one hands inside my top and cup my breast , and i Swear this sent shiver down to my whole body

I moan little as he pressed my breast  , he took his time exploring my mouth while his hand was busy torturing my breast

he broke the kiss and took a deep breathe ,

" remove this " he said pulling my top and removing it , and after that he removed his shirt also revealing his beautiful body , there was still bandages around him which makes my heart ache

he again slammed his mouth and then move it towards my neck , his lips made contact with my naked chest , he pull me little up and slides his hands behind ,my back , removing my bra , he pull it out in one go ,

he took his time to watch my body intensely , his gaze was making me fall in love with myself , there was small smile on his lips as he licked his lips , he sit on top of me , a he holds both of my breasts , and groan

" you are so beautiful " he said as he lean down again to kiss me , I never felt soo many butterflies in my stomach , he was smiling throughout the kiss  which made me smile also

" you wanna do it " he asked , i never heard him speaking so gently , " hell yes " i said and we both burst into laughter

i pulled him for kiss , we again kissed , his hands moves towards my jeans as he gently open the buttons .

" there is no going back " he said as he pulled my jeans down " who wants to go back " i replied back , he slowly pull down , his pajamas also as he pull out his member , i was too shy to even see what his little buddy look like

" I can't believe , I am making love to you first time in hospital " he said and i laugh ,

he slowly placed himself in between my leg , as he pushed my legs to spread further , " you ready ?" he asked " yes , I replied "

he pushed himself , inside me , as hiss in pain and closed my eyes sut , the pain was bearable , he groan as he move a little

" oh god " he groan as he increases his speed , my moan gone louder , but he placed his mouth on my mouth to control my moans

" Alwar " i moan his name , " yes , baby " he asked " I love you soo much " i said moaning " you making me crazy " he said , in his rough husky voice ,

his groans was making me feel on the top of the world and he was he was speaking sweet words in my ear , made me feel so special

" I love you " he said  " i love you more " i said , " not more then me " he said and pushed his member little hard , which made me wince in pain " agree ??" he asked again , and i laughed

" you are a kid " i said , " stop speaking , or i will never stop " he said speeding up , well who wants him to stop , there is nothing that can be more beautiful then this moment

This moment made everything worth in my life , every struggle , every hardship , every heart break , every betrayal , was worth it , everything was worth it because at the end , life gives me Alwar , life gave me Alwar as a reward of everything I went through , Even I have to go through all that to , I won't hesitate , because in the end ,I will get my rewards , my Alwar

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its been two day , since me and Alwar has our love making session in hospital , today he is ging to get discharged m and today I decided to sign his certificate , even though 2 days are still remaining  ,  but he is certified , he risked his life to save someone , there is nothing more to describe his wellness and mental stability

I still want to find his mom for him , which i will do , once he will join  his company

i press the button of the lift , as lift open , and a girl came out of it

" Bella ??" the girl was Bella " what you  doing here ??

Bella was shocked to see me ,she looked at me like she saw some ghost

" m-my mother is a-dmitted here " she said shuttering , she is acting weird

" what happened to her ?? " i asked , but she didn't replied me " Stella , I will meet you at home , I am actually in hurry " she said and run past me

this is very weird , she never acts like this

" what happened " Alwar's voice hit my ears and i gasp " you scared me " i said , putting my hand on my heart " what you doing here ?" he asked , he was holding his bag , I first took his bag from his hand , and linked my hand with his

"I saw Bella , but she ran away " i said , as we move towards the car " what ?? she meet me upstairs " he said " what ?? " i said " yes, but she talked very sweetly with me " he said " she told me that her mother is admitted her " i said " what ? , she told me that she came to see me " he said , this is weird , why she didn't told me and lied to me ??

" maybe her mom is also here , and she meet me on a way " he said " maybe "i said " did Novail came " he said , I jump with a smile " yes " i said , he laughed at my reaction " you looking really happy" he said " I am happy , because today is the last day " i said , his eyebrow knitted in confusion

" of what ? " he asked , i pull out an envelope and give it to him , he took it and open it , a smile spread over his face as he read the content

" today is the last date of us as a doctor and client " i said , he threw his hands across , me as and lifted me off the ground

" I love you soo much " he said " i love you more , now lets go , or Novail will get mad at us " i said and he laughed '

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I took Alwar home , he is now asleep his meditation  makes him really sleepy , and i am doing my work , I am now looking forward to telling Alwar , everything about , my past ,

it maybe be dark , but i also want to heal , and only Alwar can heal me

my thoughts broke by my phone ringing , I picked it up

" hello " i said " Stella come here "

"Leon?" I asked ," yes "  he said

" how you got my number " he said " just come here stella . you have s session with me " he said , and i sigh " today will be our last session " i said , the line went dead

the ended the call , without saying anything

i picked my bag and keys , leaving note for Alwar , that I am going to work

i came out of door and locked it

but before I can turn around , someone threw a clothe at my mouth , my heart beat raised as I tried to struggle ,but before i could do anything ,my mind starts to gets fizzy and my body loses its control , and soon after darkness consumed me .

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