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" My eyes opened to an unfamiliar settings , I was laying on a bed that wasn't mine , I sit up and think about how I got kidnapped,  I know who can do this shit with me.

" Hello beautiful" Leon's voice came , i knew it , it would be him ,

" Why can't you let me live ??" I said as I stand up and slap him across his face ,  he didn't said anything, he just gripped my hands and pushed me on the wall

" You want to live ??? That too without me ??   He growled as his grip tighten on my hands , I winced in pain and tried to push him away , but it was of no use like always

" You are my wife" he said " I Was " I said "you forced me into marriage " I said  .

" But I loved you so much , why you couldn't love me back, " he said. His expression changes from angry to sad .

For a brief second I felt bad for him, but then my mind gave flashbacks of what he did to me .

I pushed him way from and because he was vulnerable at that time , he stumbled back .

I tried to run away back he grabbed me by my waist and turn me around, slamming his mouth on mine into a forced kiss .

I felt disgusting, I feel like throwing up , all the memories of past came rushing back as I tried to push him away , but he wouldn't bulged .

He deepens the kiss , and grabbed my neck , I got so frustrated that I kicked him in his balls

He growled in pain as his grip loosen on me , my eyes fell on the vase near me , I quickly pick it up and break it on León's head .

The glass vase shattered into many pieces and León also became unconscious .

I took a deep breath and was thinking how I am going to explain this to Alwar , because it's getting out of hands , I need to tell Alwar .

But before that ,I think I should call 911.

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The time I woke up , it was already dark , I feel bad to sleep so much , Stella much be so bored .

When I got out of room , the whole house was dead empty, there was small note on the top of table

" Going to work , will be back soon "

She left for work , and didn't even wait for me to wake up ??

She again going to treat that shit ass person ???  She better not .

I wore my jacket as I get outside of house, as soon as I came outside the my phone beeps , indicating me that I received a message .

I unlocked the phone and open the chats, it was a photo , someone sent me a photos .

As soon as I saw the photo, my soul left my body .

It was photo of Stella with a man , they both were standing side by side , he was looking familiar, wait ?? He was León , they both were looking really young , they were in there school uniforms , Stella had a big smile on her face as she was showing peace sign from her hands . And león was intensely watching her

The next picture was of Stella alone, she was wearing a beautiful white wedding gown . The kind of dress I want her to wear at our wedding , but why she is wearing a wedding gown

The next picture was Stella with León , Stella was in gown and León was wearing a suit with flower attached to his pocket , and there was priest beside them

Stella was smiling slightly while León smile was really big .

That mean?? León and Stella , they are married ???

My heart was feeling like it would explode , I never knew I could feel hurt to this extent , it didn't even hurted this much when My mom left me .

The next picture, was something I will never forget, the next picture was my worst nightmare

It was Stella kissing león and she was wearing a dress she wore today .

The bag round of the photo , was of some house .

So she went to his house telling me she is going to work ??

Is this really happening, Stella really cheating on me.

I couldn't stand anymore , I fell on the ground with a thud as my phone slide out of my hands .

Stella really broke me all over again , what's the point of her to fix me , when she is the one who broke me all over again , she this time it is beyond repair .

This time she won't be able to fix anything. Because this time I will break her beyond her repair .

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After calling 911 , I came out of León's house and rushed towards mine.

I had to call a cab , because his place was at unfamiliar place .

I paid the driver , and rushed inside my house , Alwar would be awake till now , he must be worried.

I unlocked the door , and went inside , the house was empty, I checked the room also , Alwar wasn't there.

My mind went foggy , that how he can go somewhere at this condition.

There was a sticky note on the exact position where I left my note .

' come to Novail's club ' was written at it .

Why he had to go to Novail's club , and why he is calling me  there .

I sigh, I am already tired , what he is planning that he is doing it   . I took my keys again , and went out , lock the door behind and start my Scotty and head towards Novail's club

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This is nostalgic , I still remember the time , when Alwar called me here. He had a panic attack , he was so broke that night , and now today he is here perfectly fine .

This was the kind of glow up I wanted for him

The loud music of the club was giving me headache, there wasn't many people around , the club was almost empty .

I made my way towards the VIP room , that's the place where Alwar and Novail stay

The opened the door of the VIP room and my eyes meet , four people

Alwar , Novail , Martino , and Miley .

Miley was practically sitting in Alwar's lap and he wasn't even pushing her away, my heart clenched at the site , as I tried to speak something but words was not coming out of my mouth .

" Oh welcome DR Stella " he said  " Or should I say MRS De Luca " he added with a smirk

He knows

His eye lost all the warmth it has for me , the way he was looking at me was unbearable ,

" I was about to tell you everything " I said  " oh no, I don't have any interest in knowing your personal life, you did your work and now you will get paid " he said throwing a check at my face , my eyes got shut as the check hit my face , I slowly pick the check in my hands , I saw ,it was blank check

Why Alwar is doing this to me ??? He wasn't even looking like my Alwar . Is he really my Alwar ??

" Alwar " I said , he shut his eyes closed hearing his name from my mouth , he took a deep breathe and stand up and came close to me

His face was just inches away from my face , his face is same but the aura changed , he is not my Alwar, even he is not the Alwar I meet the first day.  He is much more worse.

" Your job ends here " he said brushing my hairs away from my face , " I only wanted your sign , you gave your body for free " he said , and all the beautiful memories I had with him turns into disgusting nightmare

A tear fell from my eyes , which is rare , I don't cry, but hearing his words making me weak

" Maybe it's your job, to give your body to everyone" he said , venom was dripping from his mouth , I pushed him away from me

" I WAS ABOUT TO TELL YOU EVERYTHING "I shout  , he grip my hairs in his fist and bring my face closer to him .

" What ?? That you cheating on me behind my back ??? You kissing your husband behind my back ??" He said , now everything is clicking to me , everything was planned , León planned it all way .

My eyes fell on Martino. He was also smirking and Miley , her emotions was hard to read .

" Alwar , they all are framing me , you have to trust me " I said , his expression changes for a moment but he pushed me away .

" Go away Stella, I only wanted you for sign , now I get it , I don't need you anymore, I am marrying Miley soon , you are already invited " he said as he made his way towards miley ,

He pulled her face in his hands, and kissed him , my heart broke into millions of pieces as my silent cry became a loud sob.

" Alwar please , don't do this with me " I said, but he gesture his guards to take me out.

His guards hold my hands and starts dragging me

"Alwar please, listen to me , you have to trust me , please trust me Alwar  , please" I was sobbing , but he was not even making eyes contact with me ,

The guards dragged me out of the club, as I fell on the ground outside.

I was crying so loud that people around me was watching me with pitiful eyes .

Why this had happened to me ??? Why ?? I was finally happy in my life with Alwar and now this happened

I know he didn't meant anything he said. He is just angry on me , there is no way all those emotions he showed me were fake.  There is no chance. He didn't only did this for my sign.

They all planned this against me and Alwar , but how I am going to make him understand?? How will I ever make him realize that it's not my fault , and they plot this against me .

He have to listen to me , he can't do this with me

I slowly stand up with all the energy left in my body , today was a hard day , you can't even say hard , it was worst day .

How can my life flip in one day ??

How will I ever able to live in that house again , without Alwar ???

There is no way I can leave.  Alwar , I can't leave him , I will try my hardest to make him understand .

I slowly start moving back to my house, I came from Scotty but I don't have energy to drive , I can't even go back to my house , because I can't stay there not even for  second.

I call a cab , and head towards the only place I could think of .

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I never thought, that I will come to this place again willingly , but here I am standing in front of my mother's house .

All the memories rushes back through me , but it wasn't hurting at all because the kind of pain I am experiencing right now , feeling much more worse than , what I have through

I press the bell , of my mother's house,  I took a deep breath , the door opened and my mother came out , her eyes went wide seeing me , she was looking shock

" Can I stay here " I asked , looking down , I don't want to go back to my house, because every inch of my house will remind me of Alwar , I can't live in that house without him

" You don't have to ask me , my baby " my mother said, maybe I need her affection at this time ??

She took me inside , and made me sit in her room on her bed , she quickly went to kichen and started shuffling thorough god knows what .

Soon after she bring me a huge tray , with alot of stuffs on it .

" You ate ?? I bring you snacks, I am sorry I only had these , I will cook something for you, you like noodles don't you ??? I will cook it for you , first eat this " she said placing the full tray towards me .

It was too many snacks , biscuits pastries , chocolates and everything I like

Tears again filled my eyes as I raised my head to look into my mother's eyes

" He left me " I said  " mom , he left me " I said and I put my hands on my eyes. Tears starts to flow slowly and than became full sob

My mother quickly wrap her hands around me as I buried my head in her stomach , I sobbed in her embrace , who knew I could get this much comfort in my mother's arms ?

She was patting my head and continually coo me murmuring sweet words and constantly kissing my head

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I was laying beside my mother,  continually staring at the wall in front of me  , I don't even have energy left to cry , I told my mother everything , from starting to end , everything that has happened with me and Alwar, she listened everything without saying anything , she just sat there and listened me crying  .

The hardest part for me to explain the way Alwar was staring at me , his gaze was full with hate and disgust , I can never survive anything like that. I can never survive to be under Alwar's hateful glare .

My mother is sleeping beside me , her one hand was on my stomach trapping me between her arms , I know she is thinking I will do something bad to myself , but I won't do it because I know Alwar will understand me and forgive me .

I just have to explain him at right time .

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My heart was about to explode , Stella's voice was ringing in my head, so as her picture with León .

I wanted to be angry, I wanted to feel anger so I can take it out and move on and think to forgive her , but I can't take out my anger , I was just numb , so numb that I cant even blink my eyes .

Why I am feeling so disgusted by myself?? I know her from only 30 days , how can she impact my life in this way ???

How can I fell for this woman head over heals ??

" You love her alot , don't you ?" Miley said , I don't know why but she has been staring me from a while now

I didn't replied to her .

" It's so pathetic , how can you marry me when you love someone else this deeply " as she get up and rush out of room

I don't know why I am doing this, can I forgive Stella for what she did to me ??? Can I ??

Forgiving someone need courage, do I have that courage??

It's not even a day without her and I am already feeling miserable , but she cheated on me , if she would have loved me , she would never do something like that .

But I can still forgive her , if she show me she deserves my forgiveness I will forgive her .

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I sat in my car, frustrated from my life , am I joke to everyone why do I have to be like this ???

Alwar don't love me , and I know exactly how Martino and León planned everything out so they can separate them .

But why I am supporting them??? Why I am in this thing with them , when I am not getting anything except pain??

I hit the horn and scream from top of my lungs to the point my lungs gave up .

The frustration soon became sadness and I started crying .

Why can't I get the love I want ??

I broke out of my thoughts when someone knock my car's window , I turned my head and my eyes meet , the eyes of a police officer .

I wipe my tears and open the car door and came out  , his head was turned other side and he said

" Ma'am you were honking so hard , what is your problem it's so late at nig-- " he cut himself as he turned his head towards me . He stopped speaking  all of sudden .

He was staring at me intensely , his eyes was not leaving mine . This making me unconscious .

" Why you staring at me ???" I asked , putting my hairs behind my ears

" Ahh , it's just, you seems worried can I help you ??" He said ,his aura changed completely , just a moment ago he was shouting at me , now he is being all sweet and cute

" It's so late at night do you need me to be with you ???" He said, if I see , he is really cute police officer . He is too young to be an officer

" Are you free ??" I asked , and he smiled broadly

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