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I grunt in pain as my whole body tremble under his firm hold , my eyes was fogged up because of my own heavy breathe

His rough hand again made a contact with my freshly shaved face as I winced in pain, his grip on my throat became tight , so tight that I can hear the sound , the small bones of my neck making

"Why. You .had.to.ruin.today's meeting " he said ,  venom was dripping from each words, his hand again came down to slap me ,he push me against the white marble floor which was blooming from the light chandelier

I greedily fill the airs in my lungs , as he Kick me in the stomach with his pointed shinny shoes . It wasn't even hurting anymore , I am now immune to pain ,  daily beating cause me to become rock , a rock which don't feel , which don't react

He run his hand his wet hairs as drop of sweat came down from his forehead , i scanned his face ,finding a single features that resembles me of him , his broad nose was nothing like mine his , his small and curt eyes was more vicious than mine

I think I resemble my mom more ,that's why he hate me like this , because mom left him and his little ego was hurt , he was doing this cause he was a failure ,and failure of life

"You know , how important it was" he shout as he threw a glass across the room , the broken piece of glass was glistening against the marble floor ,even glass have more shine then my eyes

"You messed up such a meeting , you going to be heir of Le deón empire next month" he said as his hands curls around his waist " now everyone will know what a sick and mental person you are , they will jump on my empire LIKE A FUCKING DOG". He shouts last part

"Now the fuckers have guts to say they need medical approval from a official psychologist , to give you position" he said and my heart hurts at that thought ,there was only one thing I ever wanted in my life , was to become Heir of my business ,not for. Money but for power , power holds more firmness than money

I know I messed up today's meeting, but I wasn't in my control , I drank too much last night ,and I was not in my right mindset ,I beat the guard up ,called my father whore in front of whole shareholders and then broke the projector , enough to get beaten tonight

"You need help Alwar" he said , my ears Perks up hearing it , it's wasn't like that I never tried to get help , but they didnt worked , never

"I know someone who is perfect for this" he said and he pace around the room for a while and quickly ran away outside leaving the echo of the sound his shoes made

I pull my fingers towards my lips as I slowly wipe the blood from the corner of the mouth , I folded my leg and hold the near by wall to stand up , I wince in pain as I feel the crack sound my bone made

"Fucking hell" I murmured to myself as I pull out my phone ,I dialed the number of my only friend, the ring was loud drum music which was getting on my nerves

"ALWAR my bitch " he shout from the other side and I pull away the phone from my ear "where are you " I asked

"Club , where else , come fast the environment is really good today " he said , loud music was banging from the other side and I lost all of my interest to go there

"Nevermind" I said as I was about to cut the call " WAIT". He shout " you should come , your mind will distract I know what happened at shareholder's meeting "he said , of course he. Knows ,his dad is also one of our shareholders

"Okay" I said , he is right I should distract my mind and think about what I will do further , cause one thing I know for sure no psychologist can ever treat me , and which means there will be no approval from them

I sigh in frustration as I picked up my car's key and rush out of gate

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The disco light was shining high ,which was giving me headache, the music was loud enough already plus Novail's singing in my ear and the Loud cry of the guy I was holding was cherry on the top

"You should let your friend have fun with you " I said as punched the boy in the face , whom I chosen to make today's punching bag , he was crying and begging me to leave him ,but this was my way to cope up with my shit , take shit from my asshole father and give it to others

I punched again on his face as he fell on the ground , I cleaned my knuckles on Novail's t-shirt as I kick him again in the stomach , he was crying and shouting really hard , I don't even punched him that hard

"Can you please shut the fuck up" I said as I lean back on the big sofa ,my head instantly sank in as I took a deep breathe, the VIP zone was good enough not to let these stupid drunk teenagers in , other wise it would not become my place to took out my frustration

The guy on the floor slowly got up and ran away .

"How long you gonna torture others to cope with your shit " Novail said as I laughed " last time you burn a guy's house down and beat him to death ,because he pushed you lightly" he said ,as I remember that time

"And do you remember, how you threw Ricky from stairs ?" He said " goddamn that guy was in coma for more than three months " he said , Novail tried a lot of things to help me but I couldn't never get cured , after Ricky's accident I was send to a mental asylum only to get threw out of i had almost every personality disorder , they got scared and got rid of me

"I am frustrated" I said, as my hand was itching to beat someone again

"You should get laid" novail said sipping from his drink , I give him a shakily laugh ," you know I can't do that " I said knowing the consequence of doing it . That bitch of a woman will smell any other girl's smell from me and surely gonna tell dad

"FUCK MILEY" Novail said , yeah fuck Miley, I just hate her , she is a bitch ,a bitch which is chosen by my father for me , thinking about her immediately reminds of of extreme bleached hairs which looks dead ,there was a time when my hand got stuck in her hair and I got cuts around my hands because of how rough they were  I wanted girl with pretty hairs

My eyes goes around the ring that was clutching my ring finger , it keep remind me of that day when I engaged to her because of my father's master plan to have her company also .

She is another torture for me .

I closed my eyes ,trying to get rid of her thoughts .

" I only had two shots how I am this drunk" a really sweet voice of a girl hit my ears  " which is my way , how can I forget my way " she continued , my curiosity got best of me as I opened my eyes to see the face of angelic voice , and there was she scratching her head ,

Her fluffy black hairs was up to her waist , the curve she has was no joke , her face was smooth pale but breathe taking, her lips was so in shape and. Her eyes ,goddamns that eyes was like a sea , I wanted to sank in

"Are you lost baby girl?"novail asked her as he hold her hand, and I internally laugh on his cheesiness

"No , I am not " her sloppy voice was cute

Her eyes stopped at me , and my heart skipped a beat, she was scanning my face closely

"You bleeding young man" she said looking towards me , and a spark ran to my spine being under her eyes , she ruffles in her purse and took out something and ran towards me almost tripping on my lap

She started giggling seeing her clumsy self

She slowly removed the wrapper of bandage and place it on my forehead , her small and cold fingers brush around my skin sending shiver to my whole body , she was sitting close ,so close that I can see her every moles on her face .

After she was done ,she stands up again tripping " I think I should go" she said and walked away from VIP room

She was drunk and anyone can take advantage of her ,I thought to myself , but who I am to even save her?

I ignored her but still followed her downstairs , in her way she almost tripped three time , I was on verge to go and hold her but didn't

She flipped her hairs and took a dramatic exit from the club and I followed her , ignoring running Novail  behind me

She was walking on the dark road singing to herself and doing little moves with her body now and then

Her heals was making beautifully sound with the ground , like a hand of pianist make with the piano

Her hair was covering her whole back.  Looking like feathers , a soft feathers. Which I wanted to touch

I thank God that I followed her ,because the night was dark and God know if she is even in her senses

Her foot  made a contact with a rock and she tripped, I jump forward to help her , but she managed her body well and start laughing , which automatically made me smile

She stops at the small mart, as she touch her stomach , maybe she is hungry , the light outside the store made her face more visible , her face was more shiny then her hairs ,there was not a single mark on her whole face , just a definition of perfect .

She made her way towards the mart , as I stand out the mart , there was chairs and table around the mart with small umbrella on the top ,  this place looks more peaceful than anywhere else

She was walking with her eyes close around the mart ,I was watching her from outside . Looks like she is quite familiar with the Mart and mart owner

She came outside and took a chair drank whole bottle of soda she got from inside and lazily stretch's her hands on table and placed her head on her hand and closed her eyes . sleeping in front of a stupid mart

Her eyes was close , her hairs was move aside to other direction showing her beautiful face ,and sharp jawline , her neckline was pretty with feather like small hairs covering it , a thin chain was hanging from her neck which had a infinite pendant

I sigh and took a opposite side of chair , it first time seeing her this close , she indeed was prettiest woman I ever saw  .

"Oh ,she again fell asleep here "a old woman came from the shop and said "don't worry gentle man , she will wake up and go to her house over there " she said gesturing towards a small house across the street , that house was looking nice , average kind of middle class house

"What's her name " I don't realize , how it came out of my mouth

"Stella" the woman said and again went inside , what a beautiful name

I again glanced towards her , and thought how irresponsible this woman is

But why I did this ?? Why I followed her like that ? Since when Alwar Le Deón started worrying about people .

It's a one time thing ,I will never see this woman again in my life I know for sure

Never , cause I am bad person and I will be bad person

I move my hand to remove her hairs from her face.

"Seeing you this vulnerable makes me want to become a good person for once" I said to myself knowing that this is not possible, because I will never be like this again .

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Thoughts on Alwar ?? He Is broke bae