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"You smell like other woman" the blonde bitch Miley said sniffing at the top of me , the shirt I wore yesterday meeting with Stella is still on me . I was too tired to change last night or Maybe her perfume was still in it that's why I didn't removed it ,her fragrance was giving me peace of mind .

"Just tell me , which whore is this "  she said climbing on me , I just pushed her and she fell on the ground and started crying "don't come near me , bitch "I said

"You know what I will call the marriage off " she said standing up , she will do me a favour if she do

"What is happening here "my father's voice rang in the house as my whole body went rigid even Stella's perfume was not giving me the peace of mind right now in his presence

" Dad, look at your son , he is smelling like a another bitch" she said running to my excuse of father "Why the hell you smelling like another bitch " he said grabbing my Collar .

"Just get away from me Martino " I said , yes I call him by his name , because he don't deserve to be called. Father . His rough hand made a contact with my face ,as sound of slap echo in the empty hall .

My hand balled into fist as I wanted to punch him in the face , but I couldn't bring my self to do , just wait till I will be the heir

"You disrespectful piece of shit "he growled as he lunges towards me but Miley stopped him " it's okay dad , don't do that , he is just little ill manner like his mother " she said and I lost my control, I jumped on her , as I curled my hands around her neck and push her on sofa and climb on her " you fucking whore , how dare you to take name of my mother , from your shit mouth , you cunt"I shout as I slapped her across her face , I felt the grip of my father on me and he pull me and threw me across the floor ,he is powerful enough to throw a huge man like me .

He start kicking me in the stomach as some of the kick landed on my face Also , bastard will damage my face.

" You will never learn you piece of shit " he shouts as he kick last time In my stomach . He went to coughing Miley as he soothe her ,leaving his own son like this , I think I am just born to b suffer like this, he is the reason I am like this .

"You okay Miley my baby" he said as he hug her and pat her shoulder while she was crying , I roll on my back and started laughing, laughing on my situation laughing how my own father don't love me , how I expect anyone else to do it ?

They were watching me like a hawk .must be thinking I finally lost the last brain cell of mine

I was just laughing, laughing like a crazy manic . My fits of laughter broke by the ringing of my phone . I pull out it and it was showing unknown number

I put the phone on my ear

"hello !!" Her sweet voice entered my ears and it worked like a painkillers , my pain went down " Alwar , you listening" she said , I wanted to talk but my mouth was a way to hurt to open it .

" Alwar , please say something " she said , as I finally spoke " yes "

"Oh thank god , I thought you changed your  mind" she said , why she is so hell bent in curing me? I can't be cured . When I saw her again in the hospital I just couldn't believe my eyes , and On top she was my therapist .

I thought that night was our first and last encounter and I won't be meeting her again but I was wrong destiny threw her again in front of me like this

"I want to take you to outdoor sessions " she said "where" I replied " I will text you address just come there" she said and ended the call , just after that notification came . I slowly stand up wincing in pain,this time for sure my ribs are broken because the pain was too much .

"Just take therapies properly this time , and get that woman's goddamn sign " he said " which woman dad" that bitch asked " just her therapist, he replied pating her hairs

I ignored them and went on my way stumbling in between .I wanted to ran away a while back , but my mother's promise keep hanging my mind , she wanted to see me at the top , she wanted me to become the heir of the LE DEÔN empire....she never wanted our relatives to take over it .

But why I am bearing all these , when she also left me ? She also left me here to root with this bastard and after that never tried to find me ?

Maybe my own will is joined with this dream ,I want to destroy my father and that will only happen when I will be the heir ..he knows it really well but still risking it because it's better to give the whole empire in hands of mitherfuckin relatives .

And for that I need her sign no matter what ,let her play her games , and let her be the goodies two shoe , helping others and making rainbow . I want to make hell on the earth for my father and I will do It

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He was late ,and I am waiting for him at entrance from a while , my eyes was keep. Searching him but he is no where near

I sigh , thinking about the day when I first came to Spain , scared little girl who had nothing,not even food to eat ,and how this orphanage where  I am standing  helped me and kept me with them , raised me, educated me and then made me what I am today

There were alot of Reasons to Ran away from America , but he was the main ,he made my life cursed for me .making me want to kill myself everyday .

The sound of car honk broke me out of my thoughts , as my eyes went to a blue colour sports car , it was two sitter car with door opening in air

Alwar came out of the car , with his signature sunglasses on his eyes , he was wearing lose white t-shirt which was open from his chest to starting of his stomach ,giving perfect view of his hard chest

"Hey psycho"  he said waving at me , as I noticed his face " what's wrong with your face "I said " nothing just slipped "he said , but I know for sure it was not the reason .I am aware of these kind of injuries

"Say truth" I asked " shut up Dr Psycho , and tell me why you brought me to the loosy place "he said scanning the old building. It was a rustic old building designed in old architecture making it look like a haunted house

" I used to live here " I said in a small voice , I hold his hand and said " let's go inside "

I drag him with me but he wince in pain

"Hey are you okay , you are all sweaty" I said checking his temperature , he has fever

" Oh my god, you are burning "I said "it's okay psycho, just get over with your session soon" he said , his voice was becoming heavy

"You really not looking okay" I move towards him but before that his head fell on my shoulder as his familiar sent sparked my whole body

"Alwar" I called his name , but he didn't responded ," hey alwar , you scaring me, are you okay?" I asked shaking him but I think he fainted

" HEY MRS PARK , PLEASE HELP". I shout for Mrs park the manager of this place , her footsteps can be heard from far as she came rushing

"Oh my god what happened to him" she said with a frown on her beautifully wrinkled face "I don't know , just help me , taking him inside" I said

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After struggling alot we managed to lay him on bed , the whole orphanage was gathered outside the room, checking who is this handsome guy is.

I already called the doctor and he is on his way .

"You know he is a beautiful young man" Mrs park asked and I nodded my head .he face sleeping with a frown , and there was. Alot of injuries on his face .

"How is everything here " I asked " everything here is just fine " she said .this place was blessings,this was orphanage and old age home together, Mrs park used to say , by this the old people will get kids and the kids will get parents .

I scan around the room , still same as before , the walls was cracked and the fan was old and rusty , this place was really In bad condition

my eyes again went to him,I need him wake up so I can actually ask how the fuck he got injured, he was lying there like a. sleeping beauty looking as innocent as a child ,without worrying about about the world.

"Mr park doctor is here " a lady came and said , following here the doctor came , s relief wash over my heart ,

The doctor did his examination while we were waiting outside the room in the hall, there was broken bench on which I was sitting . , I was wondering how he even got those injuries , I am sure those injuries were not because of tripping .

After a while doctor came

"Is he alright" I asked "well yeah , he woke up" doctor said "but it's really critical, his ribs are damaged , they are not broken but damaged ,because of continuesly impact of injuries " he said " what do you mean , by continuesly?" I asked , oh god I just hope it's what , I think it is .

"Means , he is getting injured on same place again and again , the old scars are also there following few new scars " he said " if it will happen again , his ribs migh get broken " he completed

"So doctor,what should I do ?" I asked " I gave him medicine ,and just make sure he don't get injured again" he said "umm , doctor , can his injuries caused by falling somewhere?" I asked " that's not possible , he must got into fight somewhere "he said and left , leaving me alone with my thoughts

He got into fight ? But with whom?

I slowly went into his room , he was half laying there , resting his back on the backboard of bed .

His shirt was gone , leaving his muscled body on display . My eyes roam around his body , there was a lot of black and blue bruises . I gulp in nervousness .

"Hey" I said ,he looked towards me and simply nodded , I went near and sit beside him " happy?? Seeing me miserable?" He asked in a bitter tone and I flinched

"My heart hurts ,for you" I said brushing his hairs from his forehead , he was watching me intensily " I don't need your sympathy " he said and removed my hand

" Alwar , you promised, you will let me help you " I said " yeah that's why I came here , didn't I?" He said and broke the eye contact

"How this happened" I asked " non of your business" was his reply , I grabbed his face in my hand and made him forcefully look at me " you have to tell me " I said in firm tone , his eyes was scanning my face , they move from my eyebrow to my eyes to my nose and stopped at My lips , he moved his face little closer to me , he grabbed my fave lightly with his hand, his one hand was on my neck and with one hand he was touching my cheeks

He slowly move closer , so close that I can feel his breathe in my skin .

He lean forward , but I didn't moved away , what I am doing ? Why I am not moving back , he is my patient and I should not do this with him .but my inner self was too weak to move back , why his presence do this to me ?? Make my heart flutter this wild ?

His lips was about to touch , door of the room burst open,

"OH MY GOD ,  I AM SORRY" Mr park voice hit my ear as I pushed Alwar away , I quickly stand up ,oh god , this ground should open and shallow me in

Alwar didn't moved even a inch, his hand was still in air , in same position was holding me , his eyes was closed and his lip was lilted like he was kissing someone in air .

"I should have knock" Mrs park said ,, with her there was a little girl , who was standing there covering her eyes .

"You can open your eyes little girl" I said , she slowly open it and sigh in relief " I see you and ,uncle are not doing bad thing " she said In sweet childish voice .

"What the fuck you doing here , coming in my bedroom" Alwar shout and I slapped his hand " Alwar she is kid" I said , the little girl got and and climb on the bed , she stand there with her hand on her waist

"Listen here mister , it's not your room , it's my room" she argued with him

" I can buy this , right now" he threatens her " then go ahead buy " she said throwing her hands in air ...

She was looking to cute and I was trying hard to control my laugh ,they both noticed it and said in Union

"WHY THE HELL YOU ARE LAUGHING"

" You two are overreacting" Mrs park said as she smiled and picked the little girl ...

"What's you name mister" she asked holding hands of Mrs park " Alwar" he said rudely " I am Sara " she said

"I came to tell you both that dinner is ready , you should come and eat" Mrs park said , I nodded my head and she left

"So" he said ," you should wear your clothes so we can go and eat , do it fast I am waiting outside " I quickly said running out of the room , oh god I can't stay in one room with him alone

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The dinning hall was filled packed with old people's and kids , some of them was eating , some of them was making someone eat , and they together was enjoying the moments of there life , without any worry , they all were looking so burden less

Alwar was glaring at everyone, being the rude bitch he is ,he was just sitting there on the dinning table casually

"You should eat " I said , sliding his plate of boiled potatoes and pasta " I don't eat these kind of food ,how they even eating it with so much happiness" I said , he was ,glaring at the happy faces of everyone " they are happily eating, because they are thankfull that today they atleast got the food "I said his moment stop and watch me with disbelief " there are days when they sleep empty stomach"I said eating my food " how you know that" he asked " because I used to live here " I replied and a wave of shocked wash over his face

" You are an orphan?" He asked " oh yes , I am I lived here for five years " I said " why you wanted to bring me here " he asked

"Because I wanted to show you, that everyone has problems in there life , but they choose to live with it happily, life is all about that" I said " my problems are not that easy" he said " you watching that old lady over there " I said pointing at the old lady who was feeding a kid " she was super model in her time , her director raped her ,and made every producer and photographer rape her " I said and he flinched" they tortured her for 30 years " I said " and then threw her at road "" and look at her , she still living her life to the fullest , she help everyone here ,and feed others before feeding herself, because she knows how it feel to be hungry , she help girls who go through sexual harassment because she knows how it feel to be in that position" I said

"It's all matter of choice Alwar , either you make people go through the pain you went through or Make sure you never let anyone go through what you went through" I said , and he was watching the old woman with eyes full of admiration , she was laughing showing her beautiful teethe and the kid she was feeding was feeding her back .

" Just to use different perspective " I said , he was lost , lost in his own thoughts , looking different Alwar I meet first day . I won't rush anything, I will just take baby steps for him

"Now stop glaring at others it's rude " I said and he broke his gaze and looks toward me "but I still won't eat this " he said and I laughed " let me feed you " I said ,mashing the potatoes and mixing it with pasta , I took a huge portion in spoon and raise it to his mouth

"Eat " I said he slowly opened his mouth and pushed the spoon in his mouth, first he was chewing it slowly and then his pace increase "you like it ?" I asked , and he nodded his head wildly , I giggle and made another portion and feed him , he was eating happily

"Now eat your own" I said , he tried to mix the potato with pasta and ate " Hell, it's not tasting the way it was tasting from your hands , you woman , you feed me " he said and I laughed at his childish nature

"The young man is acting like a child grandma" Sara the kid from earlier said " dont be jealous of me , mine feeder is more pretty than your" he said , did he just called me pretty??? A simple word gave thousands of butterflies in my stomach . Are you kidding me right ????

"Stop it Alwar she is just a kid " I laughed but he stuck his tongue out to her and she teases him back

Dinner went pretty well , Alwar was very happy,I never saw this huge smile on his face , he was playing with Sara and was taking body massage with all the grandmas , he even gave them a little show , flaunting his muscles and they all were hooting and cheering him ,All the kids was playing with him they were running behind each others and screaming like a crazy manic ,everyone was admiring Alwar and  he was satisfied with all the attention he was receiving , he even forgot all the injuries he had ,but I didn't , I need to find out how he got injured, if he is not opening up to me , I should try to take out the information from others . whoever was related to him and I only know one human who was related to him that is Martino Le Deón but I had a gut feeling that I shouldn't ask him because I think that he is the one behind all these things

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ALWAR',S POV

It was best day of my life, I didn't knew I can enjoy this much , I even forgot the incident with my father earlier

Stella and I was sitting which each other at open lobby , we can see sky from here ,which was shining with stars and moon .

"You know you can talk to sky , when you feel alone " she said " because wherever you go sky stays with you", she said ..I was admiring her beauty , she was looking more beautiful under the moonlight .

"I think it's going to rain" she said quickly standing up , and the water droplets start falling at us making beautiful sound with the ground , it was like that nature is playing music for us

we came in shade to avoid getting soaked in rain , she brush her hairs off, and my eyes was fixed on her , the water droplets was coming downn from her ear to her neck living its best life , I wish I was that water

She smiled at me , and then she pushed me out in the open under the sky  , the rain fell on me ,and the each cell in my body came alive

" You should enjoy it Alwar , live you life , under the rain" she said laughing showing her beautiful teethe, the water was made my whole body wet , but my eyes was fixed on the beauty in front of me ,her eyes was scrunched up because of her big smile , he eyes was twinkling like sky gave his stars to her .

The rain was mercilessly making me drenched , my eyes was hurting because of all the water that was going inside but I was not ready to blink ,because that will waste time to admire her beauty . A smile automatically came to my face Seeing her face and that was the moment my eyes met hers I knew that she was a maze with no escape, if I stay longer with her , I won't be able of get out .

But why this sounds good, why some part of me wants to be trapped?

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