Chapter Thirty-One: Harlow
Saving Briar
Harlow bent, kissing her sleeping daughterâs sweet smelling curls before turning and padding silently out of the room. She closed the door, leaning back against it with a small sigh, before reaching into her back pocket for her cell phone. There were no missed calls and no new messages. Sheâd hoped to hear something about how that damned Alpha was doing but knew that even if he was awake she wasnât on the short list of people that he would probably call to update about his condition. The status of their non-relationship meant that when she was out of his sight she was probably also not on his mind.
Gathering her hair up into a ponytail as she walked out into the part of the apartment that acted as their living room, dining area, and kitchen she took a deep breath, before letting it out slowly. If sheâd known that she was going to have the night free she would have picked up a few shifts dancing, but after Cara had promised her at least a weekâs worth of work she had taken the entire week off and gotten other girls to cover her shifts.
Saying a quick prayer that she could still convince the future pack Luna to pay her for the work sheâd guaranteed, Harlow sank down onto the couch, picking up her cell phone and unlocking it, so that she could scroll through her text messages for the twentieth time, knowing she still hadnât missed anything.
The knock at the door had her scrambling to her feet. It didnât sound like Caraâs knock and she rushed across the room, throwing the door open, fully expecting to see Theon standing there on the other side, ready to tell her what the doctor had said about why he kept passing out.
She knew what she was to the man. She wasnât his mate, and sheâd spent enough time around werewolves to at least have a passing understanding of what mates were. Harlow had also been a dancer for long enough to know what it felt like to be used. He wasnât the Prince who was here to rescue her. But as the Alpha of her daughterâs pack, he might be able to make the situation better for Kayla, and that was really all she could hope for.
Harlow froze, her eyes widening when she saw who was leaning against her door frame. It wasnât Theon. In fact, she couldnât think of anyone she would have been less happy to see darkening her doorstep.
âFuck.â The words were barely louder than a whisper, after all she didnât want to wake Kayla, but he heard them and he threw his head back and laughed as he pushed past her and walked into the apartment, his eyes skimming appreciatively over her body as she ground her molars together in annoyance.
âI didnât invite you in.â Asshole. She said the last part in her head because the last time theyâd seen each other sheâd promised herself she wouldnât outright pick a fight, and she was trying to stick to that, even if she hadnât gotten off to the best start with her immediate, automatic reaction to daughterâs father.
âOh, Angel. Donât be like that. You know Iâve been out there in the snow, tracking down that little whore that happens to be mated to the Alpha? Without any female company? For days.â Harlow rolled her eyes as she reluctantly closed the door, not locking it, because she hoped that he would catch the hint that this wasnât going to be a long visit.
âThat must have been torturous. Iâm sure. You have my sympathy. And pity. Really.â Harlow was surprised at how flat she managed to keep her voice this time, but then she remembered how rough heâd gotten the last time sheâd gotten even a little bit sarcastic with him, and realized that maybe she was finally getting a hold on her tongue. Her words were certainly sarcastic, but as long as she didnât add that edge to her tone she knew that he probably wouldnât catch on. Now, as long as he didnât go looking for excuses to go after her, she ought to be okay.
âNow Hux.â She tried to force her voice to sound pleasant, but not flirty as he took a step closer to her, forcing her back towards the wall closest to the bedroom. âKayla is asleep right now. And she was so upset about what happened earlier in town that I think itâs best if we donât wake her. Maybe you can see her tomorrow at my Momâs house. I know she would just love that.â
Hux took a few steps closer, and she moved backwards until heâd backed her all the way into the wall. He leaned close, his nose trailing across the outer edge of her jaw while she held perfectly still, not willing to set him off, especially while Kayla was home. She listened as he took a slow, deep breath before hissing out a string of profanity unlike any she had heard before.
Pushing off the wall, Theonâs future Beta stalked away from her, his hands balled up into fists, which Harlow could hardly keep her eyes off of.
âTell me exactly why our daughter was so upset, Harlow.â Just like that heâd turned and crossed the room, grabbing her by the bicep and yanking her down on the tiny couch that years earlier he had helped move into the apartment when sheâd been pregnant with Kayla.
âWe were at the diner, in the parking lot when Alpha Theon collapsed. We called for an ambulance. She was worried about him and was upset we hadnât heard anything before her bedtime.â Huxâs bright blue eyes were focused on Harlow, narrowing as she gave him the bare bones narrative of what had happened when his best friend had passed out.
âSo you just happened to be there?â Harlow was almost certain that he knew the answer to the question before he asked it. She wasnât sure how, she was just certain that he did. This was the sort of thing that heâd done when they were together. He would set her up, already knowing the answer to the question he was asking, and ask anyways, just to see if she would try to stretch the truth to avoid his wrath.
Not that theyâd ever really been together. Not officially.
She was a human, which meant heâd been very clear that sheâd never be more than a side piece, at least heâd been clear after heâd knocked her up. They broke up entirely when he started publicly dating a she-wolf when she was eight months pregnant with Kayla and he had the nerve to bring that bitch to her baby shower, which Harlow seriously regretted letting her friends make co-ed. No one, outside her mother and a few of her closest friends, had known that he was the father, and thatâs the way that it had stayed.
Even after that disaster, Hux had still expected her to be available to him though. But after the baby shower, anything beyond just tolerating each other was a hard pass from Harlowâs point of view. The issue became much stickier when he came by the club and paid for private dances, which he did at least once a month. He seemed to think those dances counted as Kaylaâs child support since that was the only way he ever passed money on to the two of them. Hux was also the only man who came to the club that expected extras with his dances.
Contrary to popular belief around town, Harlow was only a dancer. She had never actually done what sheâd done with Theon before Cara approached her and asked her to help her. If Hux had made any effort to regularly contribute to the raising of his daughter she probably wouldnât have ever considered it. But Cara had offered her so much money and she had so many bills to pay. And Hell, the thing was she hadnât had a boyfriend since she and Hux had broken up, which felt like it was possibly the most pathetic thing in her life, because everyone in town thought she was an actual whore according to her mother.
âTheon was giving Kayla and I a ride to get breakfast.â Her voice was so low if he was human he would have had trouble hearing it, but she knew heâd be able to pick up every word.
âThe fuck, Harlow? Are you fucking my best friend?â
He asked the question in a low voice, his eyes fixed on her face and Harlow knew the moment the words left his lips that he expected her to deny having anything to do with the packâs Alpha. Instead she pressed her lips together and shook her head before speaking.
âWhat I do or donât do with anyone else isnât any of your business. We broke up years ago. Fuck, I was never even your girlfriend. You were always fucking other girls.Yes, Iâm your daughterâs mother, which I would think would get me at least a bit of consideration and respect on your end, but I certainly havenât seen that, have I?â Harlow tried to stand but he caught her by the wrist with a bruising grip and yanked her back down beside him. Huxâs free hand tangled in her ponytail, forcing her face to turn up so she would have to look into his eyes.
âYouâre right about one thing Harlow. You arenât my girlfriend. A fucking half bred mutt is only good for getting my dick wet.â He was yanking so hard on her hair that she wasnât entirely sure sheâd heard what he had just said, as he leaned down so that his face was only inches away from her own. âBut that doesnât mean I want anyone else from the pack touching you. And if Kayla is going to have a little brother or sister you can bet your ass Iâll be itâs father.â
Harlow felt an icy band of fear grip her heart at his words. Hux didnât know anything for certain yet about what had happened between her and Theon while heâd been out hunting down Briar, but she was suddenly terrified that if he found out that sheâd been entertaining him for Cara he would feel the need to reclaim her for whatever sick reason he had bouncing around in his head. It didnât make sense to her, because she knew sheâd never belonged to him in the first place, but then again, she knew she was a person and not some thing that could be claimed or given away to a buddy. During private dances sheâd given him hand jobs and rarely, blow jobs, when she hadnât had any other choice, but sheâd managed to avoid fucking him since sheâd been pregnant with Kayla and she wanted desperately for it to stay that way.
âHarlow?â His fingers gripped her chin so hard she was certain that they were going to leave a bruise. âI asked you a question. Did you fuck Theon?â
Her eyes were squeezed shut and all she could hear was the blood roaring in her ears as she whispered, âyou need to leave, Hux. Kaylaâs asleep right now, but she could walk in this room at any minute.â
Just like that his hands released her, letting go of both her hair and her chin at the exact same moment as his weight lifted off her little bright yellow thrifted couch.
She let out a breath she hadnât realized that sheâd been holding and then muffled a scream with both her hands as blood splattered on the white walls of the room as Theonâs fist smashed into the side of his best friendâs face, sending him flying away from Harlow and directly onto her tiny dining room table. The small table collapsed beneath his weight with a crash that resounded through the small space as Theon turned his gaze on Harlow.
âHux? Hux is Kaylaâs father? Are you fucking kidding me?â