chapter nine

We had been dancing for what felt like ages and the alcohol in the body was now kicking in. My clothes clung yo my body like a second skin, I was all sweaty and at this point I just felt hot all over and needed some distance from the dance floor, probably get some air or something.

My dear best friend was probably somewhere stick her tongue down the hot stranger she called " her type".

I swayed a little as I made my way through the dancing couples. I was slightly envious most of the people here were a couple or at least I thought.

Lucky for me I made back towards the exit of the bar and close to the restaurant and that's when I stopped. My blurry vision cleared immediately,my heart stopped just a tiny bit before picking up ... My body was now hot and my emotions were a frenzy... He was here but not alone he was with the same gorgeous woman I saw him with at the square... What the fuck! They were holding hands and talking do friendly and to make matters worse they seemed happy.

This same man who I had given the permission to stick his tongue my throat and his fingers were buried deep inside me ordering me to cum which I shameless did and now here he was with some woman touching her with those fingers and same gentleness...

Anger , bitter, betrayed, sad... Heartbroken? "Shit girl look at you saying heartbroken when you knew what you were getting yourself into." I screamed at myself.

And as if on cur his eyes met mine and like the stupid emotional little teen I just could not understand what emotions were running through him but they were soon to be replaced with a blank look then anger.

"Why the fuck was he mad at me am the one who is supposed to be angry"

His eyes raked my whole body before he stood up and slowly approached me...

"Where are you coming from..." He questioned

I just scoffed.

"Have you been drinking?"

"Who is this?... Wait isn't she the same girl from the gathering some time back." The woman questioned and I could not help but sneer at her.

"Mallory..." James warned dangerously.

Oh so her name is Mallory hmmmm .

"Come on, " James ordered.

"No you don't get to order me". I responded and this just seemed to infuriate him.

James suddenly gripped my arm and pulled my arm dragging me out not mentioning the weird looks we got from the customers.

Mallory followed behind quietly.

"Did they even pay for the meal?" I questioned silently.

"I will explain later just go to your place and I will talk to you later" James told Mallory and like an obedient "pet" she did not question him and left. Pathetic.

The car ride was quiet and the cool air from the opened window did do me some good as I sobered a little. James was still quiet his grip was so tight that I could notice the strain from how white his knuckles had turned and how elaborate his veins had popped ... Oh boy !

"You can drop me off at Mary's I will be fine"I timidly said.

James said nothing but he suddenly stopped the car beside the road.

He started to run his hands through his hair frustration evident .

" I don't like petty behavior and acting like some spoilt brat is not something that I appreciate." He said.

"You have some nerve telling me all that... I was out with my friend yeah I may have been drinking and got slightly crazy but it's all your fault.... you you you." I could no longer form words as I broke down ... "I was jealous " I said it so quietly that I did not believe that my last words were audible enough.

"My lifestyle maybe complicated but you are the freshness I need in my life and women like Mallory should not worry you... Please take a deep breath and try to calm down I hate seeing you in this state."

James said gently before slowly unbuckling both our seat belts then pulling me across and onto his lap.