chapter ten

James pov

"Do you like her?... I mean all I have wanted is to have an honest relationship and I respect all of what you say and your decisions so I just need the truth" Mallory said her voice laced with slight frustration that one could miss if they did not know her well... But I knew her all too well. Even though I was not quite sure what had happened for her to ask that I knew I could not avoid what she was asking.

"Why are you bringing this up right now?" I questioned.

Frustration was now evident on her face ... "You literally don't know..." She responded untangling our sweaty bodies from each other and sitting in a more upright position and pulling the covers high enough to cover her nipples.

I looked at her without really registering what she was going at. Noticing my lack of knowledge of what she was talking about she let out an frustrated sigh...

"Is her name Linah?" She questioned.

"How the hell do you know her name?" I sat properly facing her alert but trying not give away anything as I waited because I was fully aware that I had not talked to her about Linah.

The silence was too much and I still had not gotten my answer."Mallory"

She sniffed and looked at me with her eyes that were now filled with tears before saying. "Because you said her name while we were fucking."

Shit.

What was going on with me,how could I do that. It was not because Mallory was my girlfriend or anything but she has been there for me and not just to satisfy my sexual desires but also been there for me in my life.

My silence and web of thoughts were interrupted when Mallory shifted and moved out of the bed, began putting her clothes so as to leave.

"Look... Wait... Can we talk a little bit,at least clear the some things up?..."

"No fix your shit... You know James I can deal with a lot of your darkness but to do what you did is degrading to a woman like me and that feels like a slap on my face. So am leaving."

"At least let me drop you off or something.."

"Just stop I know my way home and I can take care of myself." She finished her dressing and left my house leaving my still naked standing right there in the middle of the room trying to fully come to terms with what had just happened.

"Linah ,you are the cause of all these problems. What have you done to me... "

I said out loud to myself and noticed how my dick became semi hard just by thinking about the young vixen.

...flashback

I had just dropped Linah at her best friend's house and the kiss we shared had awaken very strong emotions and the urge to fuck her was too much but I could not bring myself to do it because of all the baggage that I carried with me ... And besides I wanted to take her virginity and make that moment a memorable one for both of us.

I was still high from her kisses, touch and moans and how she came on my fingers her pussy clenching all around me making me wish it was my dick ... All these haunted me.

I thought of just getting home to take a shower and jerk off at the thought of Linah but Mallory was already at my house ,naked and touching herself on my bed when I walked in. With all the pent up emotions I did not hold back and yet again Linah invaded my thoughts and I fucked up.