chapter 18

I knew she saw me when i came in through the door of the cafe but she ignored me even went ahead to switch places with another waitress so that she could avoid me. That stung but it was a cold reaction that i did expect, with the sexy smirk that i always give women especially when i want something still did its magic so here i was at the parking lot of the cafe waiting for HER i had gathered that she will be the one to close the cafe and as drug craved addict i drove back thirty minutes ago just to wait and get to meet her.

My heart hammered against my chest like an adoscelent waiting eagerly to ask for a prom date from a girl, it was pathetic but here i was twenty more minutes and i would have her in my hands and maybe if i was lucky i would enact that dream i had. "Make it a fucking reality." I said it out loud.

"James is that you?" a sluttry voice echoed...

"Fuck sakes!" Nicole that bitch , what was she doing here, right now when any moment now Linah would be closing the cafe . Don't get me wrong i have love and respect for women but Nicole even with her beauty and how good she was in sex and giving head her personality was a totally different case.

"Hey" I responded coldly but i had a feeling deep down that would not stop her.

"I missed you, its been a while." she said while now running her slender hands up and down my chest pushing her busty chest to me making us stand in a very akward and intimate way.

"You need to stop." I sternly warned .

She reached her left hand behind my neck and gently tried to push me into a kiss which forced me to turn my head to the right towards the entrance of the cafe and there she was frozen in one place. Her face looked like she was in pain

"Linah" I called out her name and just then Nicole took the opportunity and forcibly pulled me ito a kiss . I pushed her off something I should have done before but now things had gotten worse.

I looked up to see the little vixen had taken off .

"What is it about her that draws you to her? Remember how..."

"Shut up Nicole." I silenced her before she could go on. "I am sick and tired of these stupid games that you keep playing. Stay the fuck away from me and my life. Its none of you business."

I finished talking turning away before getting into my car and driving off.

Nicole was left stranded , quiet and confused as to what had transpired. But that was not my problem anymore. The little vixen on the other side was literally driving me insane.

"I need to find her." And just then her figure was right before me racing down the road a black hoody over her head as she maneuvered quickly down the road.

Linah...

I am so stupid.

What is wrong with me, what more did I really expect. I have had this conversation so many times of how stupid I am but how many times does something have to happen to me so that I could believe it.

Really Linah!!!

My mind was going crazy and yet I had learned nothing, first it was the pretty lady then now the bitchy former teacher. I tried to run as quickly as my feet could but with all that was happening in my life I felt overwhelmed , tired and heavy.

My tears blinded me and as if on cue my legs could not hold me up any more and there in the middle of the road I knelt and wept like a baby.

I felt two strong hands pull me up and helped me to my feet. I didn't have to look because his masculine scent invaded my nostrils and even with how hurt and hard I had been crying I still found comfort in his touch.

James helped me to his car and after we were comfortably settled in he drove me to his place.

All I did through the way was crying silently. I avoided looking at him because I knew I would feel all of it all over again and I won be able to stop crying or even calm down.

In deed I was in such a bad state since I had not realized we had arrived at his place. I was not really surprised he brought me to his place but where would he take me. Back home to my parents that would have brought up so many questions, I guess it was a better this way. He helped me to his house he touched me so softly as if I was porcelain and shut the door . Inside it was pure silence.

My head hung low as I felt really terrible about myself. I could not look up. His breathing was all o could hear. I felt his warmth radiating and I knew he was near me but I didn't dare look up. His deep husky voice slowly said, "please look at me." He begged. There was something in his voice. It was as if he was in pain and this was what made me look up. His eyes met mine and there it was, his eyes held sadness in then. There was a small frown on his face.

I hateful seeing this look, overlooking all my pain. I slid my hands and laid them on his chest before moving closer to him then tip toeing and meeting my lips with his.

He granted me access and I deepened the kiss. Not going to roughly or fast. The kiss was just perfect, it was tender, so tender as if we were both trying to pour out our emotions through the kiss.

There was a lot of emotions running through me and it became too much that tears started to pour down my face. We separated just to catch our breaths. His eyes roamed all over my face before he leaned in and started to kiss down my cheeks, kissing the tears away. The sweet gesture made me smile.

I held his face with my hands stopping him from going on and then went ahead to kiss him deeply. He tasted of himself and the saltiness of my tears a perfect combination and this drove me crazy.

My lips moved a bit first in sync with his ... I may not be the best kiss of his life but here I was giving my all and not holding back . I enjoyed every bit of it.

I was slightly tough and getting reciprocated . I really had missed him. His hands gave me a slight squeeze as he pulled me further into him. My hands found their way around his broad shoulders before traveling to his neck. With my right hand I gave him a gentle tug . This forced a groan to errupt from him

A tiny smile formed on my lips through the kiss.