eighteen.

it was a stranger.

i was relatively irresponsible about social media, so i put my kik username in my instagram bio

(stupid huh)

the stranger asked me if i liked 'cock'

and i said no

then they corrected themselves saying cock as in 'chicken'

either way i don't like chicken all that much

so my answer remained the same

i told them that i was going to block them, when suddenly the stranger said

"please don't, I'm sorry"

so i didn't

"my friends took my phone and messaged you, im sorry"

thinking back on it, why would they message me? Because they knew I liked you back then? Or because you liked me?

i asked them how they got my kik and he said,

"it was in your instagram bio"

and they were right, so i couldn't have been surprised.

i remember when i requested to follow you, it was 12am and my heart was racing, as if it was a big deal

there was no reason to get nervous, either way, you weren't about to accept my request that late.

then the person told me,

"please don't block me, it's friend a"

well shit.

your pfp was a zoomed in picture of a kid (turns out it was your brother) , and your username was weird

i asked you why the weird username and you told me that you used that kik to talk with people you didn't want finding out your actual kik.

guess i was one of them.

but i didn't believe you, and i kept on saying that it was probably stupid bitch because she knew i liked you.

you insisted that it wasn't stupid bitch, and asked me if there was a way to prove otherwise.

i don't think i found a reasonable response

so you continued to talk to me as if the whole incident didn't happen.

and i was chill about it bc the whole time I thought it was someone else.

you told me that you liked this girl, named erika, to be honest i still thought it was stupid bitch, because i honestly didn't care if she was actually lesbian or not.

i asked you if you asked her out, and you said you had, but she said no

i told you that i could help you if you wanted me to, but if i had known it was you, friend a, i would have done the complete opposite

however, you politely denied my help, and we talked normally.

why is it that you'll talk to me through text, but not in real life?

why don't we talk anymore?