twenty nine.

i need closure.

because i dont want to feel this way anymore,

just tell me once and for all,

that everything im feeling, is wrong,

and that years ago,

it was a mistake to even consider us to ever be more than 'just friends'

i want to move on,

because i know, that this feeling,

has to be a phase,

that none of this, was ever 'real love'

and one day, im going to meet someone who makes my heart beat faster than when im with you.

you, are one of many guys in this world,

and you alone,

amount to nothing.

so ill say this one more time,

i dont like you,

what i feel for you, is childish, and isn't real love

whatever 'this' was, was never equivalent.

this 'long search' for an answer,

has come to an end,

because the answer is simple,

what i felt back then, was nothing,

what im feeling right now, isn't affection,

the feelings that im so desperately trying to understand,

mean nothing,

despite all that, it's going to take me a while,

to completely forget you.

but i honestly can't wait until the day,

i can see your face

and feel nothing.