41. COCKSUCKER

I slept well for the first time in a while that night. When I woke up, I was smiling. I instinctively covered my face but then I let go. What was I still hiding? Timothy knew I liked him and we'd had sex last night.

Holy fuck, man.

Excited like a kid before Christmas I ran out my room, right into Timothy's.

He was facing the window, only wearing his tight black pants. He was getting dressed. He hadn't even heard me come in.

He gasped when I wrapped my arms around him.

"Josh!" He said surprised.

I spun him around and kissed him.

"Boys!"

T and I instantly let go of each other when we heard Joe from the hallway.

He came into the room.

"Everything okay?" He smiled upon seeing our freaked out faces.

"Yep." I laughed.

"You two really gotta hurry up. Don't be late. I'm off to work."

"Kay. Bye dad." T said.

"Bye kiddo." Joe ruffled T's hair.

Joe punched my arm and disappeared into the hallway. I waited till I heard the door close to kiss Timothy again.

"Josh, we're gonna be late." T tried to pull away but I pulled him right back in. I started kissing his neck.

"So what? We can miss one class."

Timothy's heavy breaths were like music to my ears. I gently moved my hand up his naked chest.

T grabbed my hands and pulled away. "Except, I've already missed a bunch of classes this year, remember?"

T looked up at me with his big blue eyes. I shivered and thought about last night.

Then I looked at the bed. And then I remembered what was under the bed and... needless to say, I was woodier than a tree.

T walked into his bathroom. I stared after his perfect ass and groaned.

"We can be quick!" I insisted.

He didn't answer. I went into his bathroom and he was busy crafting his hair. I wrapped my arms around him. "Did you hear what I said?"

Timothy sighed. He looked up. "I'll compromise."

I raised my eyebrows curiously.

"If we make it to school in time I'll.. help." T gave me a look.

I stared at him for a while in disbelief to figure out if he was joking. He kept his gaze straight, not a hint of humor on his face.

I remembered T's skills from camp and raced out of his room. He started to laugh.

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"You're speeding. You're gonna get us in trouble." T said calmly as we raced through the streets in my car.

"I don't give a fuck. We only have ten minutes to get there!"

"It took you like three minutes during camp." T smirked.

"Yeah. You're a good cocksucker, what a surprise."

T chuckled.

Thanks to my reckless driving we made it to school five minutes early.

"We have to go now, though." T said.

"You promised! And knowing me it'll take less than forty seconds. You said it yourself!"

T sighed and undid his seat belt. I did the same and took a deep breath.

// Sorry to disturb you. This chapter takes place in the future when both characters are adults. \\

The parking lot was empty. Most people were already in school.

This time T managed to unbutton my pants all on his own. I chuckled at the thought.

Timothy leaned down and much like last time and kissed and licked his way down my length.

"Just put it in, please!"

He was such a tease.

T obediently did as I said, though it was a struggle at first. He expertly made his way down most of my length and about a minute later I exploded into his mouth.

I watched T swallow and worried I'd get hard again just from the sight.

T pulled away. "Happy?" He smirked.

I nodded.

T went to open the door but I pulled him back. "Wait."

I smiled at his pretty face. Then I wiped his cheek. "I don't want people to know about your skills."

T playfully rolled his eyes and got out of the car. He ran into the school and made it to class on time. I on the other hand got lost in a daydream and almost missed my first class.

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During lunch I sat with my so-called friends but all I could think about was Timothy. I stared out the window, looking for him near the tree with Allie and the other emos but he wasn't there.

"What do you think, man?" Dave asked, pulling me back to the conversation.

"About?"

He sighed impatiently. "About camp? It was pretty overrated if you ask me. Though it was nice to get the chance to finally get it on with Jen." Dave smirked. I could see that proud twinkle in his eye. He thought he had something I wanted. What a loser.

"Yeah. Overrated." I stared out the window again.

"Dude, it's okay. You can go to your little girlfriend." Taylor smacked my shoulder.

"Huh?'

"Ariel? I mean, Allie. We get it: You want her."

Not that again.

"We're not on speaking terms right now." Was all I said.

"Ooh, why's that?" Karl leaned in. The other guys looked at me eagerly.

"Uh.. Well.."

Think of something straight. Think of something straight.

"I guess I lost interest." I shrugged.

"Dude." Dave shook his head. "At this rate you'll never get a steady girl. I mean, look at me and Jen-"

"You and Jen wouldn't even have had a chance if I hadn't turned her down. You can cut the lecture." I snapped. I was just tired of his boasty attitude.

Dave looked genuinely offended.

"Just kidding. Don't act so butt hurt." I mumbled and munched on my bread.

The guys quickly talked over me and soon the subject was long forgotten, though Dave wore a frustrated frown on his face for the rest of the time.

I noticed T making his way outside. I felt flutters in my stomach.

"Be right back." I said and quickly left.

When I was out of the boys' view I practically ran outside.

"T!" I grabbed Timothy's arm and dragged him into a little shed.

Timothy watched me surprised. "What the hell?"

"I had to grab you before anyone could see us together." I explained.

"'Grab me'? What am I? An object?" T chuckled.

The sound of his laughter put me at ease. It replaced that slight uneasy feeling I had instantly.

"Look, you can't tell Allie."

"About what?"

"About us. You can't tell anyone." I felt kinda shitty telling him this. I heard keeping secrets like this often made people feel cheap. That was the last thing I wanted for Timothy.

"Yeah. I know." T said lightheartedly. He didn't look at all insulted or hurt. "I figured as much." T smiled and shrugged.

"And you don't mind?" I asked.

"It's not like I want people to know either."

"Why not?" I was honestly so offended. Was it really that embarrassing to be with me?

"Because Allie still likes you probably. And if my dad finds out he'll start to meddle and that's the last thing I want."

His reasons for wanting to keep us, whatever we were, a secret were a whole lot more selfless than mine. I felt a little guilty but hey, he chose this.

I wrapped my arms around him.

We made out for a while until things got a little too heated.

Which was about two minutes in.

"I think you might be hypersexual." T smirked.

"And you have the sex drive of a fish. Cold blooded, much?"

"Maybe you're just not hot enough." T shrugged.

"What did you say?" I took a step closer and T stood with his back against the wall. He began to laugh.

"No, no, no, you can't giggle your way out of this." I grabbed T's chin and leaned in again.

T moved away. "I should go eat. We don't have that long anymore."

I gave him a look.

"And.. I wanna see Allie. See if she's okay." T grabbed his bag off the floor.

I sighed. "Tease."

T moved to the door, walking backwards. He leaned against the wall. He seemed to be deliberating something.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing, I just think.. Don't you think things are going too fast?"

Too fast? No! I've been waiting almost a solid year for this!

"Do you?" I asked.

Timothy nodded.

"I just need some time. Okay?"

"So.. you want me to leave you alone or something?" My heart sunk.

"No. Just.. We just need to slow down."

"You mean no more blowjobs." I concluded like the world was gonna end.

T laughed. "Yes."

Maybe he was right and we'd just been going too fast. Especially since this idiot didn't even know I liked him until like.. two days ago.

Still if it was up to me we'd stop talking and thinking and just do. But I knew Timothy wasn't like that. Fucking brainiac.

"Okay." I shrugged.

Guess I'm back to beating the meat again. Sigh.

"See you after school." T smiled at me. I nodded.

And when he left I wanted to run after him.

Annoyed and frustrated I went back to my friends. Jen was at our table, getting most of the attention. I was kind of happy about that. This way I could stare out the window without being asked why.

I clenched my teeth when I saw T talking to Blade. That little bitch liked him. I just knew it. And I wasn't one to share but I had no business in telling him to back off. So I just sat there, seething.

A/N

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