Chapter Twenty-one.

We reached it and as soon as we were inside his lips were on mine. It was dark and cold, but I couldn't feel anything but his skin on mine.

We stumbled into his room and shut the door behind us even though the dorm was empty due to Calla and Rova still being passed out in my bed.

He laid on the bed and I straddled him like I did that day on the fire escape.

I kiss him slowly, the room quiet besides our heavy breathing and small moans.

He pulled off my shirt, his hands traveling up and down my chest and sides.

I let out a shuddered breath, his fingertips tracing all over my body, my back arching slightly.

He laughed at the reaction, which snapped me out of the trance I was in.

I pulled off his shirt, revealing his tan chest that I had missed so much.

Before I knew it, his skin was back on mine.

The kiss had turned intense, my tongue fighting with his and his hands playing with the belt around my waist.

Soon enough we were both wearing nothing but boxers, large tents had formed in both of them.

I kissed his neck gently, my teeth grazing the skin.

When I had reached a particular spot on his neck, right above his collarbone he let out a louder moan, making me laugh and suck harder on the skin.

"Fuck-" He whispered.

My lips trailed down his body, finding his V-line and playing with the band on his boxers.

"Please Lexie-" He begged.

I smiled, humming quietly and pulling down his boxers.

The size was what I had dreamed about.

I kissed the tip, causing him to whine quietly.

His hand found the back of my head and pushed slightly.

I held back my laugh and was amused by the desperateness.

My head bobbed up and down, controlled by his hand. I forced myself not to gag, trying to impress him. I think it worked considering how turned on he was at the moment.

I lifted my head and crawled back over him, he rolled his eyes, desperate for a release.

I didn't really know what to do anymore, I had never done gentle sex. It was always quick and rushed, always for cash.

Jayden seemed to notice this because his hand was back in my hair, not for control, but for comfort. He tucked a piece of hair behind my ear, stroking my cheek gently.

The only light in the room was the moon that shone white onto his face, embracing his angel-like features.

He held my face with both of us hands, bringing my face closer to his and placing a soft and gentle kiss on my nose.

"Let's go slow, okay?" He whispered.

I anxiously chewed on my lip, "Jayden, I don't know how–"

He smiled, running his thumb across my cheek. "It's alright, you don't have to do anything if you don't want to. We can stop at any time."

I nodded, allowing him to lift me off of him.

He then hovered over me, kissing my cheek, then my neck, then made sure to praise each of my collar bones.

"So pretty~" He whispered, his kisses reaching my stomach.

I leaned my head back, feeling more pleasure than I thought was possible during sex.

He removed my boxers, his lips finding my own again as we kissed slowly.

"I'm sorry if I'm not doing good," Jayden apologized against my lips. "I've never done this with a guy before."

I smiled, "You're doing perfect, baby."

He seemed to like the praise, I'm taking note of that.

Jayden grabbed his container of lube, putting just enough on his finger to make it easier on me. I guess my anxiousness was obvious, because he kissed my cheek, whispering, "I'll go slow, let me know if you need me to stop or go even slower."

I nodded, placing my hands on each side of his neck. He began to push in his finger, my head throwing back.

"Are you okay?" He asked, not moving any deeper.

I nodded my head, "Yeah, keep going."

He pushed his finger deeper, the pain getting easier to manage.

"Fuck- more." I whispered, Jayden nodding and rubbing circles on my waist with his cold fingertips.

After adjusting to the second, he added a third.

My back arched as he went in and out with the three fingers.

I tried to keep my moans to a quiet and minimal amount, but I wasn't really aware of anything that was coming out of my mouth at that moment.

"Are you ready?" He asked, reaching for the condom.

No guy had ever asked me that before, it was always just...in.

"Yeah, I'm ready." I said with a smile. Jayden watched me for a moment, the same admiring look in his eyes that he had a lot lately. He reached down for a slow and deep kiss, lining his dick up with my ass, and began to slowly push in.

I moaned against his lips, my fingernails digging slightly into his back that I had gripped onto.

He lifted me up, sitting on the edge of the bed and me straddling him.

His hands held my waist, and my arms were over his shoulders.

"Comfortable?" he whispered.

I hummed, "Yes, and you?"

"Very."

I smiled at his response, kissing him once again. He slowly pushed my body down onto his dick, his lips moving in sync with mine.

Eventually, after going slow and gentle, he was all the way in.

My breath was short, I was not used to that size– if you know what i mean.

I began to move my hips back and forth, desperate for some movement.

"You're okay?"

I nodded, "Just–fucking–"

He laughed, helping me move with his hands on my waist. He flipped me back around, my back on the bed and him hovering over my desperate body.

The slowness of his movement was driving me crazy, "faster, Jayden"

He began to move in and out, his head throwing back exposing his beautiful jawline.

"Keep going my love, you're doing so good–" I told him, watching his cheeks turn red and how much he enjoyed being praised like that.

I was getting close, the combination of feeling him inside me and watching his face was pushing me to my edge.

My back began to arch, Jayden watching me as I got closer and closer.

A whimper left my mouth, Jayden leaned forward and kissed me deeply. My nails found his back again, scraping along the hot-yet-cold skin.

"Fuck Jayden-I'm-"

"You look so pretty, Lexie." And that–that pushed me over my edge.

My back arched even more, my head throwing back and my nails scraping Jayden's skin.

A loud moan escaped my mouth, alone with a small "Jesus fucking christ"

Jayden seemed to like my reaction, judging how he was immediately after.

He pulled out, leaning down and kissing me gently, and then giving my neck soft attention.

"Would you like to take a shower with me, or would you like to take one alone?" He whispered, making me smile.

"With you."

Jayden gave me a towel to wrap around my waist, and he did the same, assuming I would be uncomfortable walking around naked.

Which he was right, as usual.

The steam from the hot shower fogged up the entire bathroom within minutes.

He stepped in first, taking my hand into his and helping me step into the shower.

Jayden turned me around, beginning to wash my hair as I wrapped my arms around myself. I closed my eyes, feeling complete comfort.

This was what love was.

This is what it felt like.

"Hey Lexie?" Jayden asked. I turned around, facing him.

His hand met my cheek and stroked it lightly.

"Yes?"

"Will–would–no. Okay scratch that let me start over. Okay–would– no okay wait let me redo that–"

I laughed, "You got it, keep trying."

He sighed, obviously annoyed with himself, "Okay, um– damn it."

I stood on my tip-toes, reaching up and placing a gentle peck on his lips.

"Yes, Jayden?"

"Would you want to be my boyfriend?"

This was it, this was what I was waiting for. Well– don't get me wrong, I was also waiting to get fucked by him. But I had been Jaydening of a label since our first kiss.

Instead of answering like any normal person would, I practically pounced on him, throwing my arms around his neck and hugging him tightly.

"Um-" He let out a small giggle.

"Yes, yes, fuck yes."

He smiled, "I'm going to wash your body now." He said with a playful wink.

"Ew what the fuck-"

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