Bria POV:

While mi wait lock up inna the room , the only thing mi coulda think bout a the fact seh mi just kiss eh man who tun mi life inna hell . Imagine,  afta everything weh him do , mi really guh mek eh mistake and allow him fi kiss mi and mi coulda push him weh , mi shoulda stab him when him did distracted but, instead mi freeze and mek him kiss mi and even worse, mi kiss him back.

Him lock mi inna wah room wid gas and mi nearly dead and all eh tek a fi him fi touch mi and mi loose mi sense a control and mi senses in general. Of course mi feel like fi box mi self because the whole situation just sick because him mad , mentally challenged and mi doubt him have wah heart or even know eh fus thing when eh come to feelings or weh eh mean fi actually care bout somebody and yet still, mi si sumuh else .

Of course that kiss didn't changed anything and I wasn't going to magically forget the fact that he was sick and twisted. That kissed might have been a test , another one of his mind games to weaken my resolve but, despite my logical thinking I couldn't erased that image of him and that look in his eyes.

Of course mi a just 18 and mi nuh know one thing weh eh mean fi in love wid smaddy or have nuh experience wid sex but, the look inna him eye dem , eh did dark, kinda crazy like smaddy who a fight fi nuh loose control a dem emotion and yet still him couldn't control himself and mi like wah ediot who shoudah push him weh or stab him , deh deh a kiss him back and wah even worse,  wah small part a mi did like it . Jesus! Wah wrong wid mi?

How old was he even ? Because I knew for a fact that he was years older than me . My eyes wondered to the wall of sex toys and the restraints attached to the bed and the wall . Of course , what he had just done was another of his tricks, he didn’t only wanted me to felt pain but, he wanted me to become weak  to him and I wasn't going to allow him that satisfaction.

I had a college degree that I wanted complete and I had a sister and as bad as the lie my parents had made me lived , I still had them to go back to especially my father and I had Mickayla.   No matter what games he had planned  inside his messed up head , I had to find a way to leave even if it meant killing him .

I must have fallen asleep because the next thing I knew , I was awoken by the door being unlocked and I sat bolt upright in bed, my eyes immediately met his the moment the door opened. He entered and locked it behind him and I got off the bed and stood close to the dresser just in case he tried to attacked me I could throw something.

" how yuh feel?" , he asked as he walked over to a soft couch chair that was in the room and sat down . I noticed he was dressed in a suit,  dark blue, suprised he wore a colour that didn't matched his soul.

" feel? dat deh word deh even inna yuh vocabulary fi ask nuhbody?" , I responded arching an eyebrow.

He sighed as he shifted his eyes from me and looked around the room before looking back at me .

"Bria mi nuh like ask questions twice", he stated coldly , his tone flat .

" afta yuh almost kill mi this mawning yuh have eh audacity fi ask mi how mi feel? Yuh lock mi inna wah room wid fucking gas and wah spider almost as big as wah tennis ball. Why yuh neva just kill mi and done ? Wah yuh really a try achieve?"

He didn’t respond merely continued to look at me , mainly my lips and I felt that disturbing heat again,  it was his eyes.  They did something to me and I didn’t like it .

" why yuh kiss mi ?" , I asked deciding that since he was asking questions, I would ask one of my own. I saw immediately that he hadn't expected me to asked him that because his eyes lifted from my lips to meet my eyes and I saw that look again,  like he was conflicted and a look of regret.  Well if he regretted what happened,  so did I and I planned on showing him that as soon as I got my hands on another knife or fork .

Remembering that,  my eyes dropped to his hand and I saw that it was heavily bandaged and I couldn't help feeling satisfaction that I had caused him to bleed, to feel if even just a slight amount of the pain he had dealt to me .

" yuh feel proud?" , he asked as he lifted his bandaged hand ,completely ignoring the questioned I had asked before, he must have caught me stearing at his hand .

" yes but, it shoudah be one a yuh eye dem", I replied and to my annoyance he smiled and I noticed he had dimples and his smile, jeez. Bria wah the actual fuck? Yah figet seh him mad ? This a goodly one  a him mind game dem .

" inflicting pain and drawing blood can become an addiction Bria but, wi still need fi work pon yuh aim ", he said .

"Suh yuh aguh teach mi how fi nuh miss when mi stab yuh? That sound sensible to yuh ?"

"And yuh think mi woulda teach yuh if mi nuh capable fi enough fi avoid yuh aim? ", he resorted .

" mi ask yuh wah question Caius , why yuh kiss mi ?", I asked again.

" why yuh respond? Why yuh neva push mi weh Bria?"

I didn't have an answer.  Truthfully I should have,  it was the most logical thing to had done in that moment but, he had looked at me in a way I hadn't been looked at before and my brain did a complete 360 . In that moment I had forgotten just while it lasted, the person he truly was and what he had done and was capable of doing .

The look in his eyes had been one of desperation and conflict. I didn't know him and I knew I never truly will but, in that moment,  I knew he had fought with himself , tried to decide between following logic or did what his mind told him to .

He had looked at me like he was starving,  like he wanted ....no needed, something from me and it had made me weak , all logical thoughts had gone through the window and I didn't care if he was sick , twisted or whether it was a manipulation tactic, I had wanted him to kiss me and when he had , it had felt  euphoric,  like I had finally gotten a desperate dose of oxygen after being restricted of air.

He got to his feet as he said ,

" nuh mek eh get to yuh head caused eh nah guh happen again . Yuh nuh mean nuhun to mi and mi nuh do romance . Yuh only deh yah suh mi cah watch eh light weh inside a yuh dissappear, just like this mawning. Suh whateva yah think seh yuh know or yah plan fi use fi try nuhun , figet bout it " and with that he turned his back to me and was about to leave the room when I said,

" try fi control yuh self Caius , eh next time yuh try nuhun like that again aguh be eh last time" and without a word, he simply opened the door and left , locking it behind him.