Bria POV:

All throughout dinner I was thinking about two things. The first was regarding my best Mickayla because she had called me earlier saying that she was on her way back to Kingston because she had came to look for me at my house and instead found out that her mom was in a relationship with mine.

Understandably she was upset not necessarily because her mother preferred women but, because her mother had chosen to be with my mother knowing she was a pastor, that her and I was bests friends and not even concerned on how it would affect our relationships and with no care for either of their respective partners.

She then asked me if I had known and because I didn't want to lie since I have had enough of that done to me , I told her yes and she was even more hurt and upset but, Understood that it hadn't been my place to say anything to her .

She also asked me if I planned on coming back to Kingston to which I told her yes but, that I had to took care of somethings first. I didn't planned on telling her about Caius because she would obviously think I was crazy and mentally sick in the head to not only be in a relationship with the man who inserted himself into my life with his twisted and psychopathic traits and turned it upside down but, the man who also kidnapped me for almost a month, killed my first boyfriend and then tried to kill me multiple times but, at least he gave my sister a kidney and saved her life and fi tell eh truth mi wouldn't blame har fi think seh mi mad because inna all conclusion , a really madness .

The next thing I was concerned about was going to Russia with Caius . We didn't know each other for that long , well I didn't know him for that long since he had taken it upon himself to know me before I knew him and instead of being a normal person and talking to me he had stalked me for over three years but, then again , if he had spoken to me I would have definitely called the police because if I am calculating right he would have been 24 and I was 16 when I first saw him and that was illegal , at least in my terms.

Now he was taking me with him to Russia and I didn't know what to expect of his family but, if I was going to judge base on who he was , I knew I didn't want any form of relationship with them because I couldn't handle more than one insane person and Caius already ticked every single box under that category but, I did want to see them because maybe seeing them and being apart of their world even for just 3 three days , would help me to figue out why Caius was the way he was .

When I had turned my head and saw him standing there in the living room entrance this evening with the bouquet of flowers and chocolates, I wasn't just surprised , I was downright shocked.

I hadn't expected him to even know where to find a flower shop much less to have entered one and then the chocolates, he had bought my favourite kind . It just made me realise that the person he was now , wasn't who he was born initially, something had changed him , made him the person who he was now and I knew I may never be able to bring that particular Caius back but, I was willing to try . Still didn't mean that I was going to ever forget what he had done to me or the people he had killed and hurt in the process but, I was sure that overtime I would forgive him .

He was cruel, cold , selfish and evil and didn't know what it meant to have a heart but, he was also gentle and kind without knowing and I hoped that overtime I would get to see and experience more of that side of him. I knew I was forever indepted to him for having saved Celine's life and it was part of the reason I even gave him a chance to begin with because I knew that without him, she may have died and I didn't think I would have been able to live with that lost . It truly fascinated me that he had given his kidney to save her life despite having not even met her even though he told me he hadn't done it out of kindness or because he cared but, only so he could own me , yet still he was now bringing me flowers and chocolates .

After dinner I was in my room, laptop on my lap when Caius entered shirtless, only wearing a grey sweatpants and I placed the laptop on the bedside table as he came towards me , only one thing on my mind . He lifted me in one smooth motion and I wrapped my legs around his waist as he walked with me into the bathroom and set me down infront of the shower.

" tek off yuh clothes ", he said as he pulled off his pants and boxers and I did as he asked and he slide the glass doors of the shower opened and I went in as he entered in after me. He turned the shower on and the warm water sprayed out in heavy rush immediately making us both wet but, I was also wet in another more throbbing area .

As if reading my mind he pushed me up against the wall , thank God for the spacious shower and with one hand around my throat he kissed me, his tongue sliding into my mouth and I pressed my hands on his chest, feeling the rapid beating of his heart breath the skin . His lips left mine as they trailed kisses along my throat , down my chest to my breast.

My hands rested on his shoulders as he bent his head and I felt the warmness of his tongue over my niple as he took it into his mouth, sucking on the sensitive tip before repeating the action with the other. I gasped as my stomach tightened, and my nails dug deeper into his skin on his shoulders possibly puncturing the skin but, he didn't care as his tongue continued it's sweet torture on my nipples.

He then lifted me in one swift motion, hoisting me up into the air and bracing me against the wall of the shower , spreading my legs so that they rested on either side or his shoulders and my pussy was opened up to him to do as he pleased. He placed kisses on the inside of my thighs before he kissed me full on my pussy and then slide his tongue between the folds . I tried desperately to hold back the moan that threatened to tear from my throat but, he wasn't having it as he curled his tongue inside me and I moaned his name , biting down on my bottom lip .

I gripped onto his shoulders as I felt the intense feeling in the lower part of my stomach building and when he sucked on my clit and curled his tongue inside me again followed by the words,

" cum fi mi Bria", his voice raspy , I orgasm my whole body convulsing as I came undone and the whole time he kept his mouth over my pussy , his tongue tasting the entirety of my relase.

He gently placed me back down on my feet but, held me steady by my waist as my knees was now too weak to support my bodyweight. I then felt his cock pressing against my stomach and I looked down , seeing it erected and hard . He watched me with hooded eyes as I knelt down and took it in my hands , looking up at him as I slide my tongue along the entirety of his length. I kissed the head of his cock before opening my mouth and taking it fully inside sucking as I used my hands to stroke what wasn't able to fit.

He grabbed my hair , his hand clenching as he started to thrust harshly deep into my throat and despite how much I needed air and the tears running down my face , he didn't let up and a part of me didn't want him to. He closed his eyes as his thrust became more harsh, much faster until he groaned as he released, the hot saltiness of his cum filling my mouth and making me choke. He pulled out and looked down at me telling me to swallow and I did so and got to my feet .

We finished showering and by the time we came out of the showr his cock was hard again so he picked me up and carried me to the bed , setting me on the edge with my face pressed into the mattress , my back arched and my air in the air . I then felt my arms yanked behind my back and a cold metal clicked around them , handcuffs and not the easy kind either. He rubbed the head of his cock on my pussy before pushing in fully , filling me so much it was almost painful,  as he set a rhythm with his hips , thrusting slow and deep.

His pace gradually became faster and tears filled my eyes because of how much it hurt but, I didn't want him to stop . Our breathing  came faster in sync, his hips slammed against my ass and then I exploded as I came and he pulled out of me as my body shook with the strength of my relase. He came on my stomach and then he kissed me as he whispered against my lips,

"Ты — свет, что сияет в самых темных уголках моей души". I didn't know what it meant then but, I knew it meant alot from the dept of emotions in his eyes when he said it.

(You are the light that shines in the darkest corners of my soul.)