King of Envy: Chapter 2
King of Envy (Kings of Sin Book 5)
That Friday, I showed up as promised at the bistro Jordan booked. The food was delicious, but sadly, it was hard to enjoy even a Michelin-starred meal when the person sitting across from you hated you.
He didnât say it, of course, but I could feel the animosity rolling off him in waves, and it took all my willpower not to flinch beneath his glare.
I took a sip of water and tried to avoid eye contact while Jordan rambled on about our wedding beside me.
âWe secured the castle in Ireland, courtesy of Katrakis,â he said, oblivious to the tension suffocating the table. âSeven hundred guests. Five days in the countryside. Then the Ethiopian ceremony afterward in the States. Itâs going to be the wedding of the year, and weâre thrilled. Arenât we, sweetie?â
âAbsolutely.â I smiled.
The idea of spending a week with seven hundred people I barely knew made me want to crawl into a hole and die. That wasnât even counting the hundreds of guests my parents were inviting to the reception they were throwing for me in D.C.
Nevertheless, I had to play the role of excited fiancée. That was part of our deal. Jordan needed a wife to secure his inheritance; I needed money to get out of the soul-sucking contract my younger self had unwittingly signed in order to help my family.
Five million dollars upfront for five years of my life, plus an extra five mil once Jordan came into his inheritance. It was a mutually beneficial arrangement.
So why did I feel uneasy every time I thought about the ceremony?
âWeâve gotten RSVPs from almost everyone on the guest list.â Jordanâs voice carried over the din in the restaurant. âSpeaking of which, thank you for taking charge of the bachelor party. I know parties areâ¦not your favorite.â
Silence.
It was always silence.
I finally braved a glance across the table, where his best man loomed like an immovable mountain of muscle and scars.
Vuk Markovic.
CEO of Markovic Holdings, chairman of the Valhalla Clubâs management committee, and quite possibly the most intimidating person Iâd ever met.
At six foot five, he towered over me even while sitting. His stern mouth and the vicious scar bisecting his otherwise devastating face lent him an air of quiet danger, but it was his eyes that sent goosebumps rippling over my skin.
Cold. Impassive. So pale a blue they were nearly white.
They met mine for a brief moment before Vuk flicked his gaze back to Jordan and responded with a few curt hand movements.
Iâd learned American Sign Language in high school after my aunt lost her hearing, so I understood Vuk perfectly.
Iâm your best man. Thatâs my job.
Not the most enthusiastic reply, but I couldnât imagine Vuk expressing enthusiasm over anything. The man was made of ice.
âI know, but still,â Jordan said. âI appreciate it. We appreciate it.â
He squeezed my hand on the table; I faked another smile.
Nothing to see here. We were just another soon-to-be-married couple who were deeply in love with each other. Obviously.
A muscle ticked in Vukâs jaw.
His eyes touched mine again, and I fought another wave of chills.
Neither Jordan nor I had told anyone else about our arrangement. It was too risky. There were literally millions of dollars riding on our ability to sell our relationship, and as much as I hated keeping secrets from my family, I needed the money.
But sometimes, Vuk looked at us, at me, like heâ â
The blare of a ringtone derailed my train of thought.
Jordan grimaced. âSorry, I have to take this.â He removed his hand from mine and stood. âIâll be right back. No dessert for me if the server asks, okay, babe?â
âYep. Got it.â I hoped my reply sounded natural and not forced. Although we conversed easily one-on-one, our need to convince the world we were a happy couple put a strain on our interactions around other people.
Once Jordan was gone, Vuk and I lapsed into silence again.
âSo,â I said brightly, wishing not for the first time that Jordan had chosen someone less terrifying to be his best man. âWhat do you have planned for the bachelor party? Poker? Lap dances? Be honest. I wonât get offended.â
I didnât want to talk about the wedding, but I couldnât think of anything else we might have in common.
Vuk regarded me coolly. One hand wrapped around his glass, the other remained on the table, and God knew he hadnât engaged in a single conversation with me since we met over a year ago. I doubted heâd start tonight.
Okay then. I guess he didnât want to talk about the wedding either.
I held back a sigh and took an unenthusiastic bite of salad.
Iâd just forced the greens down when a family of three passed by our table. The daughter, who looked like she was around seven or eight years old, stopped to gawk at Vuk.
âMom, Dad, look at his face.â Her stage whisper was hardly a whisper when she was standing less than a foot away. âWhy does it look like that?â
âDonât stare,â her father admonished. âItâs rude.â
âBut those scars! Theyâre gross.â
âEmily!â The mother glared at her daughter before casting an embarrassed glance in our direction. âIâm so sorry. Sheâsâ¦â Boisterous laughter from another table drowned out the rest of her apology.
She placed a hand on the little girlâs shoulder and quickly ushered her out of the restaurant. The father trailed after them, taking great care not to look at Vuk.
Cold metal bit into my palm. I hadnât realized how hard Iâd been gripping my fork, and I had to physically force my hand to uncurl.
Vuk, on the other hand, hadnât moved an inch. If it werenât for the near-imperceptible tightening of his lips, I wouldâve thought he hadnât heard the girl at all.
How often did people openly stare and whisper for him to act so unfazed?
My earlier annoyance softened with sympathy. I wasnât sure whether I should address what happened, so I let the silence stretch on while I debated what to say next.
Besides the scar on his face, Vuk had additional burn scars wrapped around his throat. They peeked out from the neck of his shirt, and though they werenât as visible, they were enough to make the average person do a double take.
But the little girl was wrong. They werenât gross; they were simply a part of him. Some people had freckles and moles; he had scars.
Vukâs lips tightened further. If my appearance disturbs you so much, we can end dinner early. His movements were sharp enough to cut glass. I wouldnât want you to lose your appetite.
Blood rushed to my face. I was mortified that Iâd been caught staringâthe very thing the little girl had doneâbut his assumptions regarding my character made me bristle.
Did he think me so rude and shallow that I would blatantly judge the way he looked over dinner?
âI wasnât staring at you because of your appearance,â I said. âYouâre sitting across from me. Itâs natural that I look at you. I wasnât even thinking about you.â
It was a bald-faced lie, but I certainly wasnât going to share my real thoughts with him. I had a feeling heâd hate sympathy more than he would rudeness.
Vuk arched his brow a fraction of an inch.
âI wasnât.â I lifted my chin. âI was thinking aboutâ¦Ireland. And how excited I am to visit.â
He looked unimpressed. Youâve been to Ireland before.
This time, I was the one whose eyebrows flew up. âHow do you know that?â
Iâd studied abroad in Dublin for a summer, before I was scouted and dropped out of Howard to pursue modeling full-time. It wasnât a secret, but it wasnât common knowledge either.
There was a short pause before Vuk answered. .Jordan told me
I frowned. I didnât remember telling Jordan about Dublin, but I could be wrong. The past year and a half had been such a blur that I barely remembered what life was like before I agreed to Jordanâs marriage of convenience.
It was a long engagement, but I was marrying the heir to Jacob Ford. People expected us to have a lavish wedding, and those took time to plan.
Our ceremony was set for February, six months from now. After that, Iâd receive my first five-million-dollar payment, and I could finally leave my agency.
Theyâd already taken too much of my money and soul; if I lost any more pieces of myself, Iâd have nothing left.
âAre you bringing anyone to the wedding?â I asked Vuk.
Despite his public profile as a major CEO, he was notoriously private.
I knew heâd been born in Serbia and that his family moved to the U.S. when he was ten. Heâd studied chemical engineering in college, where he met Jordan, and the pair had been roommates for their last two years at Thayer.
Some people called him the Serb because they said he hated being called by his real name, but I suspected that was just a rumor. Jordan always called him Vuk, and he never said a thing about it.
That was all I knew about him.
There was zero information about Vukâs personal life online, and I was oddly curious about his dating habits.
Iâd never seen him out with a date, but he was rich, single, and powerfulâthe holy trinity, as far as half the women in Manhattan were concerned. He had to be dating someone, if only casually.
An indiscernible emotion flickered across his face. Perhaps.
âThatâs not really an answer.â
If I had another answer, I wouldâve given it.
I glared at him. âDo you get off on being difficult, or does it just come naturally to you?â
Both.
A small growl of frustration slipped out.
Vukâs mouth twitched. On anyone else, it mightâve passed for a hint of a smile, but the mere idea of Vuk Markovic smiling was so far-fetched, I was certain I was imagining things.
âIââ
A whoosh of air interrupted what I was sure wouldâve been a thoroughly witty reply on my part.
âSorry about that.â Jordan sounded breathless as he settled back into his seat. Iâd been so fixated on my conversation with Vuk, I hadnât even noticed his approach. âThe call took longer than expected.â
âIs everything okay?â I asked.
A furrow dug between his brows, and his previously neat hair stuck up like heâd been running his fingers through it.
âNot really.â Jordanâs voice was tight. âItâs my grandmother. You were right. Sheâsâ¦not doing so well. I have to go to Rhode Island tomorrow to see her.â
Orla had returned to her Newport estate after the party on Tuesday.
âWhat do you mean by not doing well?â I asked, concerned.
âIâm not sure. Her assistant just said I should go up and see her ASAP.â
That couldnât be good.
My teeth dug into my lip. I wasnât close with Jordanâs family, but I didnât want anything to happen to his grandmother either.
She was the reason for our arrangement. Orla had tired of waiting for her only grandchild to settle down, and she gave Jordan an ultimatum last year: marry within the next twenty-four months and stay married for at least five years, or sheâd donate the entire family fortune to charity.
All one hundred and twenty million dollars of it.
Needless to say, Jordan had approached me days later with his proposition. Iâd accepted, and here we were.
I have to go to Rhode Island tomorrow to see her.
The rest of his words suddenly clicked. âIf you have to leave tomorrow, does that meanâ¦â
âI canât make it to the cake tasting,â he said apologetically. âIâm so sorry. I know how hard it was to get that appointment.â
We were scheduled to fly to California tomorrow to meet with Sammy Yu, whose wedding cakes had become a status symbol for those in the know. Brides across the country waited months to get a tasting appointment. Couples literally booked a whole trip to San Francisco just to see him.
âNo. Itâs okay.â I shook my head. âWeâll reschedule. Your family is more important.â
âI doubt weâll be able to reschedule before the wedding. Weâre cutting it close as it is, and my mother will pitch a fit if we donât have a Sammy Yu cake at the reception.â Jordan rubbed a hand over his face. âThe shitty part is, she wants to take the jet to Rhode Island, so you canât use it for Cali. And I donât want you to do the tasting alone. If onlyâ¦â His gaze slid across the table.
Dread suddenly coalesced in my stomach. No.
âVuk, I know this is a lot to ask, but would you mind taking Ayana to San Francisco tomorrow?â A pleading note entered Jordanâs voice. âYou have your jet in New York, right? Itâll only be for the weekend, and Iâll owe you one.â
I braved another glance at Vuk.
Any hint of warmth he mightâve shown earlier had disappeared. He resembled a stone statue, his mouth a grim slash as he stared at Jordan like the other man had asked him to peel off his flesh and fashion it into a carpet for me to walk on.
Okay, ouch. I knew he didnât like me, but he didnât have to look that horrified at the prospect of traveling with me.
âPlease. I donât trust anyone else to go with Ayana, and you know how my mother is,â Jordan said. âIâll never hear the end of it if we donât get this damn cake.â
She can take the jet. Vuk didnât look at me. I donât need to go with her.
I bristled. While I appreciated his jet offer (sort of), I did not appreciate them talking about me as if I werenât here.
âI donât need a jet,â I said. âIâll book a commercial flight like a normal person.â
âThatâs too much hassle,â Jordan argued. âYou need to be back by Monday morning, and thereâve been so many cancelled flights lately because of that big IT outage.â He turned to Vuk again. âTwo days. Thatâs it. You know my food preferences, so you can sub in for me at the tasting, and Ayana doesnât like flying alone.â
I winced. My anxiety over flying wasnât a secret, per se, but it seemed too intimate a detail to share with Vuk.
Everything seemed too intimate to share with him.
His features twisted into a scowl. If he was annoyed before, he was downright irritated now.
Part of me hoped heâd say no. Yes, flying private was much more appealing than popping a Valium before a crowded flight, but Vuk and I had never been alone together before.
Even now, surrounded by dozens of diners in one of the cityâs hottest restaurants, he managed to suck all the oxygen out of the room. His presence was like a black holeâpowerful, inescapable, and so all-consuming everything else paled in comparison.
Fine. His expression was pure ice. . Iâll goThis weekend only.
âGreat.â Jordanâs relief was palpable. âI appreciate it, man.â He squeezed my hand again. âIsnât that great, sweetie?â
âSo great.â I beamed so hard my cheeks hurt.
If I were an actress instead of a model, Iâd get fired on the spot. Luckily, Vuk didnât notice my pitiful attempt at feigning enthusiasm because he still hadnât acknowledged my presence.
It was like Jordanâs return had flipped a switch. Heâd gone from sort of carrying on a conversation to straight up ignoring me.
Okay. I could deal with that. Iâd rather have a silent companion than one who didnât understand boundaries.
Besides, it was a cake tasting. It wasnât like Vuk was accompanying me to buy bridal lingerie.
One round-trip flight and one weekend in California. Itâd be easy.
I reached for my water again, my ridiculously opulent engagement ring flashing beneath the lights. It wasnât my style at all, but Jordan had insisted on something showy âfor appearanceâs sake.â
Vukâs eyes narrowed. They bore a hole in the diamond before they slid up to meet mine.
A fresh wave of goosebumps scattered over my arms.
Easy. I swallowed. The water tasted like metal. Right.