Chapter 101
When Love Breaks by jack
Chapter 101
âScared Iâll regret it?â Bryantâs voice carried a hint of sourness, âBut Iâm more scared of becoming a stranger to you.â
It was freezing outside, but his embrace was as warm as it always had been. His words took me aback.
He had opened the car door for me when I returned to reality. After I got in, he turned and walked away without looking back.
Through the veil of the rain, I caught a glimpse of his drenched figure. It felt like my heart. was being gnawed away by millions of ants, growing emptier by the second.
It turned out that ending a marriage was that simple. The couple just needed to spare half an hour, head to the city hall, submit the paperwork, and sign a document. A month later, they would make another visit, and if both parties still agreed, they could get a divorce certificate.
Just like that, everything was severed. The shared beds and the mutual support seemed like nothing but a dream. Of course, all would happen, only if Bryant didnât go back on his word.
When I returned to Christineâs place, she opened the door from inside before I could even reach for the keys.
She came to me. âBack already?â
âYeah. I managed a light chuckle, trying to appear nonchalant.
She quietly watched me come in and shake off my shoes, then hesitantly said, âBryant texted me. Did you guys go through with the divorce?â
âSort of. Weâve filed for it. Iâll pick up the divorce certificate in a month.â I undressed my coat and grabbed a hair tie to pull my hair back casually. âWhy would he text you?â
She hesitated before speaking, âHe asked me to take good care of you this month.â
âThinks Iâm going to jump off a bridge?â I said mockingly, âTell him not to overthink it. Life. is going on without him.â
âNo, itâs not that.â Christine denied, frowning thoughtfully, âI just feel like thereâs more to his message. Could it be heâs not wanting a divorce? Maybe heâs just trying to appease you for now. After all, the divorce canât go through if one party withdraws the application during the cooling-off period.â
âNo wayâ¦â A lump formed in my throat. Could Bryant be having second thoughts? It was indeed his style.
But then, thinking of Margaretâs baby, which would take a few more months before
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arriving, even for her sake, Bryant wouldnât change his mind within this month. He had made his choice long ago. It was only me holding onto foolish hopes.
Exhausted, I headed for the shower. âIâm going to take a bath.â
Christine asked with concern, âAre you okay?â
âIâm fine. Itâs just a divorce. Thatâs what I want.â I said.
âThatâs good then.â Christine closed the door behind me and added, âGet some rest after your bath. You hardly slept last night.â
âWill do.â I nodded with a smile, and as the door clicked shut, I slumped onto the toilet seat, bending over as tears streamed down.
I didnât want to cry. I had longed for the divorce. Shouldnât I be happy? Even though I hadnât received the divorce certificate yet, why did it feel like my heart ripped out, leaving a
hollow void?
Perhaps feelings never heed to reason. And I didnât have many eight years
that.
+ years to
waste like
What made me feel even worse and guiltier was thinking of the child, who would grow up fatherless even before being born. Seeing other kids with their dads would surely make him sad.
To pull myself out of the misery swiftly, I immersed myself in my work during my recovery. My design drafts couldnât wait any longer.
Once engrossed in work, one would forget everything else. The agony of working was enough to consume all oneâs energy.
I had redrawn my designs many times, never quite satisfied. It wasnât until the thought of having a little bundle in my arms by the next Christmas suddenly sparked my inspiration!
I had just made a few strokes when my phone rang. It was from the Ferguson Mansion.
Worried it might be something a