Chapter 280
When Love Breaks by jack
Chapter 280
Mark reached out, gently ruffling my hair as he spoke in a calm, measured tone.
âThe girl I wanted to ask to that concert⦠was you. The one Iâve been waiting to divorce⦠also you. And the one Iâve loved for twenty- years⦠yes, you.â
His voice carried a quiet confidence, his amber eyes shining with unwavering certainty, âJane, itâs always been you, nobody else.â
It felt like my heart was being pulled out of my chest. Suddenly, I was flustered, at a loss for words.
Tumed out, when faced with someone who genuinely cared for and loved me, my first instinct was to feel unworthy.
Mixed emotions swirled within me, and I instinctively wanted to deny it, âHow could it be me? Youâve known her for so many years, and weâve onlyâ¦â
âDo you remember me telling you about moving back with the Larsons when I was eight?â Mark patiently explained, lifting his wrist to show me a bracelet, âBefore I was taken back by the Larsons, I was in Southhaven. This bracelet, does it ring a bell?â
âNoâ¦â I shook my head in confusion.
My memories before moving in with my aunt were fragmented, consisting only of bits and pieces about my parents and being chased for debts.
My aunt, having to put up with Allenâs mood swings just to feed me, would never have taken me to a hospital.
Later, when I sought medical advice, the doctor said it was amnesia caused by severe trauma.
And itâd been too long; the chances of recovering those memories were slim.
âThis was a birthday gift you gave me.â
Mark, clueless about the storm inside me, didnât seem down at all. He spoke gently, âItâs okay. We have a long future ahead of us. Itâs enough that I remember the past.â
âYouâ¦â I hesitated before asking, âWhen did you recognize me?â
It was that time you fainted from low blood sugar.â
Mark looked at me with a tender gaze, âI heard someone call your name.â
He chuckled softly, âAt first, I wondered if it was just a coincidence. But then, I noticed so many of your habits were the same as when you were little. They havenât changed.â
I blinked, âLike what?â
âYour love for spicy and sweet foods, the way you fidget with your hands when youâre nervous, your fear of anything squishyâ¦â
Mark observed me, âSo, it adds up, right?â
With each habit he listed, my certainty grew, and I had to admit, âYes! It adds up.â
It really was me. Absolutely me.
But stillâ¦
Ifidgeted with my hands, saying, âMark, I mightâ¦â
Not be ready to return your feelings.
Liking someone isnât easy, and before I can clear my own heart, accepting another feels irresponsible.
Both to myself and to the other person.
âI donât need an immediate response from you.â
Mark understood me too well, his voice soothing, âJane, you donât have to feel guilty or pressured because of this. I like you, and I helped you that time, because, as a kid, you protected me so many times.â
âAs a âbastardâ with no father and a deceased mother, whenever I was mocked or bullied, you were there, fists ready, like a little warrior, shielding me.â
âWas it really like that?â
I asked, somewhat wistfully.
Had I been really like that as a child? Bold, brave, fearless, standing tall like a sunflower.
How did I become what I was todayâ¦