Chapter 292
When Love Breaks by jack
Chapter 292
We were adults and had cleared the art between us days ago. It was evident what Markâs kindness and attention meant. I was at a loss. for how to respond. I had said everything I needed to say that day. Constantly turning him down would only make things awkward, and we might end up not even being friends.
Mark hesitated, âJane, am I making you feel pressured?â
Ifiddled with my fork, about to speak, when he continued thoughtfully, âLike I said, you donât need to respond to anything. Just think of it as something friends do for each otherâ
âWhen youâre ready to start a new relationship, we can take it slow,â he added.
My heart warmed at his words. I might have fallen deeply for him if I hadnât gone through that disastrous marriage with Bryant and if I were still at the age of acting on impulse. But I was afraid. The cost of getting my heart involved was too much for me to bear
I slowly let go of my fork. âWhat if that day never comes?â
I didnât want to hide anything from Mark anymore, not when we had come this far. Seeing his stunned expression, I put down my fork. âIf Bryant and I had never divorced, what would you have done?â
âI wouldâve stayed single, Mark replied with a forced smile, the soft light casting a glow over his head.
âI wonât lie to youâ he continued, âI returned to the country partly because I heard things between you and Bryant werenât as perfect as they seemed onlineâ He looked at me squarely, a hint of selfâmockery in his voice. âDoes that make me despicable? Hoping for your divorce, hoping for a sliver of a chance with you.â
âNo way. Before my divorce, youâve always maintained your boundariesâ I said, caught off guard by Markâs candidness, with my words barely escaping my lips. âBut divorce doesnât mean Iâm ready to be with someone else again. Up to now, just like Chris, youâre important to me, a good friendâ
The light in his eyes dimmed a bit when I mentioned âa good friend.â But I didnât want to deceive him.
Mark looked down, lost in thought, and lifted his gaze, his expression still gentle. âJane, how about we set a timeline? Like six months, a year, two years. Fill give up if I canât make you fall for me by then.â
I hesitated. âLetâs say six months.â
Christine and I had different views on love but agreed that love didnât necessarily grow over time. Sometimes, it was just there, or it was not. If it were possible to fall in love, the years passed, and the next six months should be enough. If not, I didnât want to waste his time.
T âOkay Mark agreed happily, âLetâs eat before it gets cold.â
After dinner, I walked him to the door, and he glanced toward Gregoryâs place, suddenly asking, âJane, are you close with Mr. Ford?â âWeâre friends.â I replied honestly, âNot close, but not distant eitherâ
Much like Mark had described, Gregory was bold and unrestrained, a mystery to most.
âOkayâ Markâs expression softened, âI head off then. You should get some restâ
Bryant and Dorothyâs engagement party was next month. With Dorothyâs unique taste, the design work would take some time.
I rushed through several days of work, and by Friday night, I had sent the initial designs to her email.
The following morning, before seven, someone knocked on my door in a chaotic rhythm.