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Chapter 5

Chapter 4: The Weight of Unspoken Words

In the heart of Eldoria

The palace grounds were bathed in the soft, golden light of late afternoon, the air crisp yet inviting. Prince Alexander was running through the flower beds, his laughter echoing across the garden as he darted between the towering hedges. His nanny, ever watchful, followed at a distance, but today, it seemed that the young prince was more carefree than usual, his steps light, his heart buoyant.

King Knox, observing from a distance, felt a twinge in his chest as he watched his son play. It was a sight he had not seen often—Alexander's laughter was a rarity in a palace that was more accustomed to silence than joy. The King had been distant, withdrawn for so long, that even the smallest moments of lightness in his son's life had been overlooked. But now, watching him chase butterflies in the garden, something stirred within Knox—a quiet sense of pride and longing.

Amaria appeared at the edge of the garden, her figure bright against the greenery, a smile playing on her lips as she watched the prince. It had become a familiar scene—her and Alexander, sharing in the joy of simple play. He had grown fond of her, of her gentle presence and the warmth she so freely gave.

As Amaria knelt to greet the young prince, her eyes sparkling with affection, King Knox approached silently, his footsteps soft on the cobblestones. He stood behind a marble column, observing the scene from afar, his expression unreadable.

"Amaria," the King called, his voice low but steady, as he stepped into the clearing. His gaze was fixed on the two figures in the garden, but there was something different in his tone—a softness that hadn't been there before.

Amaria turned, her face lighting up as she saw the King approach. She rose to her feet, brushing the grass from her hands. "Your Majesty," she greeted with a smile, bowing her head slightly.

King Knox's eyes softened as he observed the bond between her and his son. "I see that Alexander is in good hands," he remarked, his gaze lingering on the prince, who was now happily chasing a butterfly with reckless abandon.

Amaria chuckled gently. "He is full of energy today. But I suppose that is to be expected for a boy of his age."

King Knox's eyes flickered toward his son, then back to Amaria. There was a flicker of uncertainty in his gaze—an emotion he wasn't accustomed to feeling. "You've become an important part of his life," he said, his voice quieter than before.

She smiled softly. "It's been my privilege to care for him, Your Majesty. He is a remarkable child."

There was a pause, and King Knox, after a moment of hesitation, stepped closer, his gaze fixed on Amaria. "Do you... do you care for him, Amaria?" he asked, his voice betraying a vulnerability he rarely allowed himself to show. "Alexander, I mean."

The question, simple as it was, carried with it a weight that neither of them could ignore. Amaria's heart fluttered at the unexpectedness of it, but she didn't falter. She had grown to care for the young prince deeply, and her affection for him had become something that felt natural, almost instinctive.

"I do," she replied softly, her voice full of warmth. "He's a wonderful child, Your Majesty. I care for him as I would my own."

King Knox's gaze darkened for a moment as he watched his son, then turned back to Amaria. "He deserves that care. That love." His words held an edge of regret, though he masked it quickly.

"Love can come in many forms," Amaria said quietly. "And Prince Alexander has so much of it to give. Sometimes, all it takes is someone to show him that it's safe to receive it."

The King studied her for a long moment, his expression thoughtful. "And what of you, Amaria? Do you find it easy... to give love?"

The question caught her off guard. It wasn't the kind of question she expected from the stoic King, but she could sense the genuine curiosity in his voice. She paused, her gaze turning inward for a moment before she spoke.

"I've learned that love isn't always easy," she said carefully, "but it's always worth it. And sometimes, the most unexpected connections are the ones that heal the deepest wounds."

King Knox's eyes flickered, his gaze lingering on her with a new intensity. The King was a man who had known nothing but duty, who had built walls so high around his heart that no one had ever been allowed in. But now, standing before Amaria, something was shifting. Something he hadn't allowed himself to feel in years—a pull, a longing that was foreign to him.

"Do you think... that Alexander is capable of feeling that kind of love?" he asked quietly, almost as though he was speaking more to himself than to her.

"I think Alexander is very capable of love," Amaria replied without hesitation. "But he's also very young. It's just a matter of helping him see that love isn't something to fear, but something to embrace."

King Knox looked down at his son, who was now sitting on the grass, watching a bird flutter past. There was a deep sadness in his eyes as he considered the boy's isolation, his early loss. He hadn't realized just how much his own emotional distance had impacted Alexander's ability to express his own affection.

"Do you think," the King began, his voice barely above a whisper, "that... I could learn how to give that kind of love? To him... and perhaps to others as well?"

Amaria didn't immediately respond. Instead, she moved to sit beside him on the marble bench, the soft rustle of the leaves above them the only sound. She thought for a moment, considering the weight of his question. Finally, she turned to face him, her expression gentle but resolute.

"I believe it's never too late to learn, Your Majesty," she said quietly. "Sometimes, the first step is simply allowing yourself to feel."

For a long moment, there was silence between them. Knox didn't speak, but his eyes softened as they rested on Amaria, then on Alexander, who had now joined them, his little hands tugging at his father's sleeve.

"Father, look! I caught a butterfly!" Alexander's excited voice cut through the silence, his face alight with joy.

The King's lips twitched upward in a faint smile, a brief but genuine expression of affection for his son. "Well done, my prince," he murmured, his voice filled with warmth that felt like a rare gift.

Amaria smiled softly, watching the scene before her. In that fleeting moment, it seemed as though the cold walls of the King's heart had shifted, ever so slightly.

And perhaps, just perhaps, this was the beginning of a new chapter—not only for Alexander, but for the King as well.

The evening sun dipped below the horizon, and in the garden of Eldoria, a subtle warmth began to spread.

A few days later, the gentle warmth that had seemed to envelop the palace was shattered by an unexpected chill. The weather had turned colder, and with it, Prince Alexander fell ill. It started with a slight cough and a fever that climbed steadily, leaving the young prince listless and weak. His nanny had tried to comfort him as best as she could, but it became clear that the boy needed his father.

King Knox was not one to show concern easily. His world was built on cold precision and unwavering control. But as he watched Alexander shiver in his bed, the sight of his son's pale face filled him with an unfamiliar sense of dread. The King, despite all his stoicism, found himself deeply unsettled. He wasn't used to this kind of vulnerability—not in others, and certainly not in himself. But in that moment, all he could think of was his son, suffering and alone.

Without hesitation, Knox ordered his personal physicians to tend to Alexander, but he stayed by the boy's side. He hovered near the bed, holding a damp cloth to his son's forehead, watching as the fever took its toll. The cold, stern King who had never before known the true meaning of worry was now helpless as his son's condition worsened.

"Please, Your Majesty," one of the physicians had suggested, "you should rest. We will take care of him."

But Knox didn't leave. His gaze was locked on Alexander's pale, sweating face, and no matter how hard he tried to remain composed, the worry gnawed at him. He had never felt so helpless in his life.

As night fell, the palace became a place of silence, broken only by the soft murmurs of the physicians and the occasional sound of a servant's footsteps. King Knox sat in the darkened room, his hand gently resting on Alexander's, offering whatever small comfort he could. The fever seemed relentless, and even as the hours dragged on, the King refused to leave.

It was in the stillness of the night, as the prince's fever began to subside slightly, that the most unexpected thing happened. As King Knox sat beside his son, watching him sleep fitfully, he heard a soft, hoarse whisper escape Alexander's lips.

"Mom..." The word was uttered so quietly that the King almost didn't catch it, but there was no mistaking the longing in his son's voice.

Knox stiffened, his heart tightening at the sound of the word. His mind flashed to the memory of Alexander's mother, lost to a cruel fate long before the boy could understand the depths of grief. The King had never spoken much about her, too immersed in his duties to give her memory the reverence it deserved. Yet, now, in this moment, as his son lay feverish and vulnerable, the grief of both father and child hung heavily in the air.

But the next words that left Alexander's lips struck the King like a lightning bolt.

"Mom... Amaria..."

King Knox froze. His breath caught in his chest as the words echoed in his mind. Amaria. The woman who had brought warmth into the cold, fortress-like halls of the palace. The woman who had offered a kindness to his son that he could not. His son, in his fevered delirium, had called out to her—calling her "Mom."

Knox sat motionless, trying to process the weight of his son's words. Why had Alexander said that? What did it mean? Was it simply the fever, a trick of the mind, or was there something deeper—something more profound in the bond that had formed between his son and Amaria?

The King's chest tightened, and a strange, unsettling feeling washed over him. It wasn't jealousy, not exactly. It was something else—something he had never allowed himself to feel before. There was a rawness to it, a tenderness he had denied for so long.

As he looked down at his son, now resting more peacefully but still murmuring softly in his sleep, Knox could no longer deny the truth. Amaria had become more than just a caretaker to Alexander. She had become the warmth, the nurturing presence that the boy had lost when his mother died. And in that simple, innocent call of "Mom, Amaria," King Knox saw the depth of the bond that had formed between the two, a bond that he couldn't explain but could no longer ignore.

The King's thoughts were interrupted by the soft sound of a knock on the door. His head snapped up as one of the physicians entered, offering a brief nod of acknowledgment before turning to the prince. The physician checked the boy's temperature, his expression softening in relief.

"He is resting now, Your Majesty. The fever has broken," the physician said, his voice low and reassuring.

Knox nodded, but his mind was elsewhere. He was still reeling from what he had heard. He glanced down at his son once more, his heart aching with an emotion he couldn't quite place.

The physician, sensing the King's unease, added gently, "The boy will need time to recover, but he's strong. His body will heal with rest."

Knox simply nodded again, his gaze fixed on Alexander. He could no longer ignore the fact that Amaria had become an essential part of his son's life, and perhaps, in some quiet way, she had become a part of his as well.

When the physician left, Knox sat alone with his thoughts, the weight of what he had heard still heavy on his heart. He wasn't sure what the future held, but he knew that something had changed. His son had called out for Amaria, and in that moment, the King realized that the warmth and affection she had brought to the palace was more than just a temporary reprieve from the cold. It was something his son needed—and perhaps, something that he needed as well.

As the night stretched on, King Knox remained at his son's side, watching over him with an intensity he had never known. The journey ahead would be uncertain, but one thing was clear: the palace, and perhaps even his own heart, was no longer the same.

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