Chapter 137
The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn
The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 137 ~CLARISSA~
âRemove what?â I gasp. I couldnât believe this was happening right now. It felt like a dream, and this feels like the Damon Iâve always craved. It felt too good to be true.
âThe one thing on your body that made me the happiest man alive.â He growls.
Did it really make him that happy?
âI donât know what youâre talking about.â I lie.
I didnât want to assume he was speaking about the tattoo; I wanted to hear him admit it first.
He breathes me in, âYou know exactly what Iâm talking about.â
I tried to stop my heart from doing the inevitable, but I was losing all control because of his nearness. It had me confused and, quite frankly, stupid.
âMy name.â He croaks in a pained whisper.
What was he doing to me? His voice. The way he was looking at me. Everything was doing something strange to my body. I think he knew exactly what he was doing. This was intentional.
âYour name?â I gasp. âWhat about it?â
His hand travels up my thighs, and all the air is pushed out of my lungs from his unexpected touch. His hands are warm despite of how cold the nightâs air was.
âWhy is it no longer on your beautiful body?â He finally asks the question I was waiting on. âItâs gone. Why is it gone?â
I take a second to think about how I wanted to respond to his question.
âBecause you didnât want it there, to begin with.â I remind him after finding my voice.
He inhales sharply before cupping my cheek in his hand.
âI was a f*****g fool.â He whispers close to my ear. âA fool that didnât realize his mistakes until it was too late.
âYes, you were.â I agree.
âI wish it was still there.â He confesses. âIt meant more to me than you will ever know.â
I felt a shiver down my spine at hearing him admit how much it meant to him. Thatâs all I ever wanted to listen to him say. I always imagined this would be his reaction after finding out about it. Another reminder that this could just be a painful dream. If it was, I was afraid to wake up.
âWhy did you get it?â He asks, rubbing his nose against the base of my neck.
I swallow, âBecause I wanted to be as close to you as possible. Your name on my body made me feel like you were a part of me.
Something I didnât think would ever be possible considering who you are to me.â
âI thought we were already close.â He tells me.
âNot as close as I wanted us to be,â I confess.
âAnd how close is that?â He asks, waiting for me to give him an answer.
I donât know how to respond to that. I was finally getting a reaction out of him, and the last thing I wanted to do was to say something that would scare him.
I gasped when his finger slid past my n****e. âIs this close enough?â
âWhat a-are are you doing?â I stammer.
âI asked you.â He growls. âIs this close enough?â
I can barely think clearly to answer his question. But it wasnât close enough; it was never close enough.
âNo.â
I cry out when he pushes my bikini out of the way, and the cool air touches it. Thankfully, the water flowed above us, providing the extra warmth I needed.
Soon enough, it didnât matter because Damonâs face was inches from my breast.
âIs this close enough?â He asks as his warm breath brushes my exposed skin.
âNo.â That was all I could say once more.
Before I could say anything else, Damonâs mouth quickly covered my n****e, closing over it, his lips gently on top of it, barely moving. He wasnât sucking; he wasnât doing anything; he just kept his mouth over it.
What was he waiting on? And why did this feel so good?
I think heâs waiting for me. I think heâs waiting for my permission to keep going. He wants to know if Iâm okay with this. After all, I was the one that told him things should return to normal between us.
Right now, I donât care about any of that. Damon was finally showing me the attention Iâd always wanted from him.
I canât stop myself as I bury my hands in his hair. I cry out when he finally begins to suck on my n****e in the gentlest way possible. Heâs cautious with my body, easing me into everything. Both of his hands are on my waist and traveling higher.
I gasp when he lifts me into the air and pushes me up against the wall while still having his mouth on my breast. He opens his mouth wider, taking more of it into his mouth.
My eyes roll back into my head from the intense emotions that came with it.
A sound inside the house forces us to break apart.
Damon is breathing hard, almost like heâs fighting for air.
âItâs still there,â I say suddenly before I can stop myself.
His forehead creases. âWhat?â
He didnât realize yet that I was speaking about the tattoo.
âI never removed it,â I say again.
His eyes widen when it finally sinks in. âWhat do you mean? I canât see it. You said you would get rid of it, and itâs not on your body anymore.â
âCome to my room tonight,â I whisper. âIâll show you that itâs still there.â
I was used to sneaking into Damonâs room. Now it was his chance to do the same.
I donât say anything else as I turn and walk away from him. I give him a full view of my a*s; Iâm sure heâs still confused about why he couldnât see the tattoo.
I had to thank Autumn for her genius move. If I had worn the cover-up, Damon would have assumed the tattoo was still there.
He was convinced it was gone because Iâd finally ditched the coverup. I inwardly smiled at my tiny victory.
Just how far was Damon willing to go?