Chapter 215
The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn
The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 215 Book 3 Chapter 51 ~DANTE~
I tried to sleep. But I couldnât. Without Willow in the bed with me, it was damn near impossible. Iâd grown accustomed to having her next to me every night. Her quiet sighs, the small noises she made when she slept, her scent, opening my eyes, and seeing her in front of me. I didnât have the pleasure of any of that tonight.
My bed was empty. f*****g empty. It felt like something was missing in the room and someone definitely was.
She was at that dumb party. Theyâd left over two hours ago.
Iâd walked past her without saying anything earlier. I did it because I knew I would overreact if I saw what theyâd made her wear for the party. I knew I couldnât take that chance. But now I regretted it. I should have stopped; I should have asked her not to go.
But why would she do that for me when Iâve done nothing but hurt her?
I punched my pillow angrily.
Damn it.
It shouldnât be this hard to spend one night without her.
I should have at least gone to that party with her. I knew how much those damn assholes liked bullying her. I should have gone to make sure that she was safe and not getting taken advantage of.
What the hell was wrong with me? Why was I in such a mess tonight?
I picked up my phone, intending to call my brother, when I realized I was acting like a maniac. I was the one convinced that I had no feelings for Willow. So then, why did all of this bother me so much?
She went to a party with my family. What was there to be worried about? I should be happy that they were there to keep her company and keep her away from danger.
I knew my brothers; they wouldnât let anything happen to her.
Then why am I dialing Damonâs number? I canât stop myself. All I can do is watch my fingers betray me.
He answered on the third ring just as I was close to ending the call.
âCan I help you?â He asks. Something in his voice bothered me, and I soon realized what it was.
âAre you drunk?â I ask him, concerned. If he were drunk, would he be keeping an eye on Willow? I couldnât count on Griffin; he would be too busy having drinks at the party as well.
âMaybe a little.â He answers me with a chuckle.
âWhy the f**k are you getting drunk when you should be looking after Willow?â I demand. âDo you ever look after the people I ask you to?â
Whenever I asked him to protect Anya in the past, he only hurt her. He was beginning to piss me off. I thought it was possible for us to move past what heâd done, but this only put more strain on our brotherly bond. Why could I never trust my brother to do a simple thing like protect a woman I cared about?
âRelax.â He shouts into the phone. I could hear the music blasting. It did nothing to brighten my mood.
âYou telling me to relax isnât f*****g working!â I growl.
âSheâs in good hands.â He assured me. âSheâs with Carterâs younger brother. Theyâre having a good time. And donât worry. Heâs nothing like Carter. Heâs a good kid.â
What.The.Fuck?
âI swear, Damon, you better be f*****g joking right now.â I threaten him.
Even if it were a joke, I would still be pissed with him.
âItâs true.â He insists.
âWhat younger brother?â I growl. âTell me his f*****g name.â
âAres.â He answers me; he doesnât even sound interested in this conversation anymore.
Just how much did he have to drink? I couldnât respond. I was still in shock. Itâs not possible. They wouldnât all sit back and let know how to be nice to a woman.
âYou donât believe me?â He asks as I feel my phone vibrate against my ear. âCheck your messages.â
I end the call and do as he says. A chill runs down my spine when I see Ares with his arms around Willow as they sit beside each other on a sofa.
A low growl forces its way out of my throat. I didnât even waste a second as I rushed out of my room and grabbed my keys.
I couldnât f*****g believe it. One day I left Willow alone with my family, and they chose to let this happen.
I would never do something like that to them. If they asked me to look after someone, I would do it the right f*****g way.
Who could I even trust anymore?
I stare at the picture on my phone, and curses leave my mouth.
Why did this bother me so much? Why the f**k did I want to kill Ares for even talking to my wife?
It happened in the past when those men were commenting on her body. I didnât think twice about making them all pay. I told myself that I didnât want Anya to be disappointed in me. I said to myself that Anya wouldnât want other men looking at her sister in that way.
But what excuse did I have now?
Willow seemed to be enjoying the conversation with Ares. Both of them seemed happy.
She looks happier with him than sheâs ever looked with me.
If I werenât such a selfish asshole, I would have left her to have a good time with him.
But I was selfish and I didnât want to see her with him or anyone else.
I donât know the f*****g reason for this yet, but I didnât have time to figure it out.
I jumped into my jeep and raced out of the garage.
I knew exactly where I was heading. f**k Carter, and f**k his brothers. They were always making our lives miserable.
The thought of Ares doing more than just putting his arms around Willow made me suddenly panic.
What the f**k? Whatâs wrong with me?
What the hell was my problem?
I didnât have feelings for Willow.
I loved Anya. Only Anya.
So why did I feel like I was about to lose my f*****g mind?