CHAPTER 12

Pon's POV

I was waiting for Sailub who was in the meeting room while I was in the office doing paperwork, after this we will go get and sign the marriage certificate much earlier than what we had planned.

Sailub suggested that we should just get married right away so we wouldn't have to wait and some complications may happen to us before even signing the certificate so..

while I was doing some work and while I was organizing Sailub's schedule plan for next month I got a call from my father.

what does he want now? after hearing about the debt news, I never even thought about paying them again or having to do anything to help them.

they gave me death, if I didn't even ask for help from Sailub, I would've killed myself instead of trying to find where I would get the money.

I sighed and took my phone and answered the call, I slowly placed the phone beside my ears and started to speak.

"hello khub?"

"Pon! my son.. are you okay?" he asked as I rolled my eyes.

"i'm fine, what's the matter?"

he fell silent for quite a bit and he suddenly spoke up, as was my prediction..

"can I borrow money? you haven't been paying me and your mother money, I thought you died already." he replied.

"well ever since you both gave me that debt of yours I never even thought about sending or giving both of you money, I would've killed myself if I hadn't asked for help on getting the damn money! what kind of parents are you both?! are you lunatics?! drug addicts?! oh right I know the answer to that, you guys are both maniacs and drug addicts!" I screamed at the phone.

"don't ever call me ever again and don't ever ever contact me again! you guys made me but you've never been my own parents." I said as I hung up before he continued to speak or apologize.

I was harsh and I said hurtful words to both of them but all they did to me in the past hurts me the most.

they basically killed me already, I was hurt and traumatized for life, I gave them all I have but all they gave me was pain, trauma and I had lost my childhood because of them.

I sighed and I pinched the bridge of my nose and sighed as I was holding the urge to cry.

"pon? are you okay?" a familiar voice was heard from a distance.

"o-oh.. Khun Sailub, I'm sorry.. u-uh.. it's nothing, I'm fine." I replied back as he walked towards me after closing the door.

"i heard you were talking to your parents, did they say something?" he asked as he looked at me with worry in his eyes.

"y-yeah.. they asked for money again, i.. I had enough of them so.. I blocked them and cut off contacts with them.. it hurts.. leaving them but.. it's for the better." I mumbled as a tear drop escaped from my eyes.

"don't cry anymore Pon, it's alright.. if you need someone to talk to, I'm here." he said.

Sailub was the type who's quiet, not really the type who's comforting, or in other words not really that nice.

but when someone he really likes, loves or someone special or close to him, he really takes care of them and really another Sailub comes out.

"i'm glad you're my future husband, you don't believe in marriage or in love.. I wanted to be married to someone I love, I think it's good that we married each other because.. we know each other better than anyone else but sadly after the marriage.. we will part ways.. right?" I said as I chuckled..

"thank you, I'm glad I chose you as a wife as well, you know me much better than anyone I choose from the bar or one of my friends suggestions, I hope we can take care of each other during our marriage." said Sailub.

I got up from my desk and I ran towards Sailub and hugged him tightly, Sailub is my boss, my big brother, and my Phi.

he has been with me since I came here from Bangkok, he had taken care of me and I had taken care of him as well.

we know each other more than others.

surprisingly enough, I had fallen in love with Sailub before I even knew it, even before the deal, after spending MORE time with Sailub I finally realized, I loved him.

I loved Sailub.. but I can't tell him.. it's not part of the deal.. I can't tell him.

"shh.. cry if all out my nong, shh.." he hugged me tightly, his arms were wrapped around my waist as I hugged him tightly and I tip-toed since he was taller.

"p'sai.. I can't take it anymore.." I cried even more, I was dramatic but I've never ever broken down in front of someone, besides Garfield.

"shh.. my nong.. phi is here for you, don't cry anymore.. shh.."

our relationship gets better and stronger.

"my nong.. I promise I will take care of you.. dont cry anymore, shh.. phi is here.. I will take care of you.. okay?" he said as he looked at me while wiping away my tears.

I wanted to kiss this man, seeing his face close to mine, I wanted to kiss him and keep him all to myself.. my Sailub..

"phi.. it hurts.."

"i know I know.. shh.. come let's sit down okay?" he said as he led me to the couch and I sat down beside him.

he hugged me and I laid my head on his shoulders as I sniffed shaking while holding onto his hands as well.

"i-i'm sorry.. fo-for.. be-be-being.. so.. so.. dr-dramatic.. phi.. I'm s-sorry.." I said as my voice was shaking.

"shh.. it's okay, I don't care okay? as long as my nong is okay and fine.. you're my little brother, of course I love you and I will take care of you, you may be my secretary who's been with me for years and I will always be your phi.. okay? from now on.. I won't be strict with you or get so angry at you, just call me your phi okay? before we go to the district office, just calm down first." he said as I nodded.

I hugged with Sailub until I calmed down.. feeling his warmth, his caress, his hands on mine while I rested my head on his shoulder made me feel so safe..

I love Sailub.. so much..