CHAPTER 20

Sailub's POV

I was in the meeting room, hearing all the inaudible noises that came from my ear that flew out of my other ear, I didn't really focus on this topic since it was damn useless.

all I was worried about was Pon, he was left alone in the house, last night was.. amazing.. first time sleeping with him..

Pon didn't really have a choice, he drank some pills that made him in that mood that made him in-heat, that's why he was out of control last night.

I couldn't blame him, it was okay, he was okay and I don't blame him for an accident but, I was also.. annoyed and irritated.

"khun Sailub?" I heard someone calling my name, i quickly turned to look at him and it was Mr Kim who was speaking and explaining a lot of things in front while I sat there looking at the void.

"i'm sorry, very unprofessional of me, I'm just.. stressed, continue on." I replied back as he continued to yap around.

I pinched the bridge of my nose as I sighed my eyebrows furrowed subconsciously and I sighed as I pressed my lips together as I got up.

"continue on, explain it to me when I'm feeling better, excuse me please and I apologize." I said as I got up and then walked towards the exit and left the room.

I was in distress, I wanted to ask how it is going with Pon, I wanted to ask if he's okay, did he eat yet? is his body hurting? is he fine? is he still sleeping or what?

I didn't know and I didn't want to bother him so I decided to just stay silent.

I went to my office and then I took out my water and started gulping it, I sat on the couch, while I man-spread my hands supporting my head as I sighed and looked down.

I felt disappointed in myself, when we did it.. I didn't use protection.

that's a huge mistake, but it couldn't be possible that Pon will get pregnant right? he wouldn't, it's not possible because I never came, only did outside.

I cursed under my breath as I let out a horrific scream and I slammed the glass table which was smash proof and didn't break luckily since it was expensive and I let out a good anger.

"what is wrong with me?" I asked myself as I gritted my teeth, my eyes darkened as I pressed my teeth together while I sighed and took a deep breath.

"Khun?" a knock from the door was heard, no one was allowed up here.. or maybe it was ping.

I got up slowly as I fixed my suit and took a deep breath before walking towards the door and opening it as I saw Pavel.

"oh, what happened?" I asked as he went inside the office and closed the door, I sat on the couch and he sat beside me.

"i just wanted to came by and ask what happened last night, you both started to leave so early, what happened? here's your credit card, you left it." he said as he gave me one of my credit cards.

I thanked him and took the credit card, I sighed deeply as I pressed my lips together hesitating I'd I should tell my trusted best friend or not..

"w-well.. Pon accidentally drank a wrong pill.. which made him.. in heat.. so.. we had to rush back home and.. that happened." I mumbled whispering.

he screamed and looked at me, his eyes widened and his mouth dropped opened as if his jaw dropped.

"what? Sailub had spent a night with his secretary?! you told me you wouldn't sleep with anyone else?!" he mentioned.

right.. before I could never sleep with anyone especially who wasn't Khao but.. I did it anyways.. she wouldn't know and she wouldn't care because.. she isn't with me anymore.

"are yoi serious? well the real question is.. is he good in bed?" he asked.

I was embarrassed with my answer.

"yes.. he's good and delicious.." I mumbled softly, to be honest.. if he ever invited me to sleep with him again, I would..

"uncle Sailub is not uncle Sailub anymore, he's daddy Sailub!" Pavel teased me, I slapped his mouth and rolled my eyes.

"i'm doomed.. he isn't talking to me.. or updating me, I'm scared.. I don't know if he's sleeping or what?" I said as I sighed.

"call and chat him! or go home." he said as I shook my head.

"i need to stay at the office till midnight because of how many works I haven't done yet and I don't want to disturb Pon, he might want to be alone for a bit." I said softly.

"a walking forest, that's good." he said as I sighed and looked down still pressing my lips together, I could taste his strawberry taste in my lips again and his lips on mine..

"well, I have to go now, see you and good luck." he said as he got up patting my shoulder and left the office.

meanwhile, I went back to work and did every single task I haven't done yet..