CHAPTER 30

Pon's POV

3 months later...

I'm finally in my third trimester.. my baby is officially a 7 month old baby and I've figured out his gender! he's a boy.

I decided to name him after my ex-husband, SaiNam or Sai in short, Sai means Sailub's half name of nickname and Nam came from Sailub's surname or Kwa(nam)phaiphan.

I feel like I still miss my ceo.. my ex husband, it hurts he probably moved on already and finally got a girlfriend or married someone new but I've never really known what happened to him.

I only know he won many awards and many many successful business, I wonder what was happening in his life right now, I miss him a lot.

"Pon! someone is outside looking for you!" Garfield screamed as I got up from the couch groaning, holding my huge belly and holding my lower back for support and walked slowly.

"khab?" I asked as I looked and saw.. Ping and Supanut.

"Phi Supanut.. President Ping.. what brings you here?" I asked as they looked at me like they'd seen a ghost.

"what? never seen a pregnant man? come on it's normal these days." I mumbled as I took a deep breath and tried to stabilize my breathing while caressing my belly.

"no i-it's just huge, I would always just see a small bump or just something but.. I guess Sailub really came a lot and.. your baby is going to be huge when he comes out.." Ping said, as Supanut slapped ping's arm.

"that's inappropriate, I'm sorry about that pon." Supanut said as I smiled and said it was okay and invited them to come inside.

Garfield was so nice that he made them cookies for them to munch on so they could feel right at home and talk to me after being inactive for so long.

I sat down beside Garfield who smiled and accompanied me as he ate some cookies while reading a book as well.

"so.. is the baby a boy or a girl?" he asked, I said.. "it's a boy and I've named him.. SaiNam." I said.

"woah, I guess someone misses.. a certain someone as well." Ping teased, I chuckled and smiled.

"he really misses Khun sailub." Garfield murmured as I quickly threw a soft punch at him while I glared at him as he giggled innocently.

"anyways.. SaiNam comes from Sailub's name and surname, I really think about having a longer name for my baby, if he's asked his real name then it's SaiNam but if they ask his nickname it's Sai, it's very simple, SaiNam Aiemkumchai." I said.

I really wanted it to be SaiNam Kwanamphaiphan.

"well.. we have come here for.. something, we have to tell you something, an update about Sailub these past month, you're in your.. third trimester right?" ping asked, as I nodded.

"well, let's go outside and talk alone with Nut if that's okay with your friend?" he asked as Garfield smiled and nodded while he helped me get up and helped me outside.

he stayed inside watching the TV and munching on his cookies while I sat down on the chair that was on the front porch while Ping and Nut looked at me seriously.

"well.. after you resigned, Sailub wasn't always.. the same as before, he would eat less and work more, he would go to meetings with a headache, a bad temper and with his new secretary, he would hire new secretaries each month due to how he's so hot headed and how pressured the secretaries were.." he said.

my heart instantly started beating fast.. I didn't know my Sailub was like this now..

"he kept going to my room and crying and asking for help and help to find you and visit you but I didn't tell him anything because of.. you being pregnant and.. but.. someone had reported to him and spread the news in the office that you.. were pregnant, he went ballistic on me and Nut last night.." Ping said..

"he was mad because we never told him anything about you or you being pregnant, he's more mad at the fact that.. he never knew that knowing he had a baby already, earlier he begged me to help me find you and stuff like that.. but I didn't help him, I wanted to come to you and talk to you if you're ready to see him or.. not." said Ping.

My.. My.. My Sailub, I wanted to see him.. I was afraid to see him or meet him with me in this situation, he was the father my baby was gonna lose, I didn't want my baby to be fatherless yet I didn't want to see Sailub just yet.. I wasn't ready.

"ping.. I want to see Sailub.. but in one condition, if he accepts that his baby boy is growing in me and he needs to accept the fact he has a family with me." i said knowing all these years he promised Khao to never start a family with anyone besides her.

if Sailub is ready to break that promise to be with me and leave his past with Khao and all those stupid promises that were just broken by Khao were left behind in his past.

then.. I'll consider meeting my Sailub and SaiNam's daddy.

"sure, I'll arrange a dinner for both of you, I'm sure he would want to see his ex-wife and the mother of his first baby boy, see you soon Pon and thank you very much." said ping as they both left.

what the heck.. I was gonna meet Sailub after.. so long.

I missed that man..