Chapter 39
Learning to Love
Priya paused. Â She hadnât really thought about whether or not she was still angry with Aman since heâd gotten in the accident. Â Of course, his infidelity had hurt her even more deeply since she realized she now loved him.
âLetâs just focus on your recovery.â Priya said quickly, trying to make an escape.
âYou're avoiding the question.â Aman pointed out.
Priya held the door open, ready to leave.
âIf you need an answer, then itâs yes.â Priya said, stepping out of Amanâs room and closing the door behind her.
Aman sighed in disappointment. Â Priya hadnât ever shown that she was still angry with Aman throughout his recovery. Â A part of him was hoping that sheâd forgiven him because of his car accident, but sadly that wasnât the case. Â He wondered why Priya was still angry. Â She was justified in being angry, but why has that anger lasted so long? Â Couldnât she just throw a tantrum, yell at him and then forget it? Â He didnât like this prolonged anger that she possessed. Â The fact that her anger was subtle confused him even more.
Amanâs medication instantly made him drowsy. Â Priya came back to check up on him many times throughout the day. Â He was in such a deep sleep that he didnât even stirred when she entered. Â Kamla tried to wake him up to get him to eat dinner, but he mumbled that he wasnât hungry and went back to sleep. Â Priya also tried a little later but Aman gave no response. Â Priya picked up the medication and read the label. Â It claimed some intense drowsiness. Priya had been afraid that sheâd given him the wrong dosage, but she followed all of the doctorâs instructions. Â Priya sat down on Amanâs bed and wondered why heâd been sleeping so much. Â It was late, so there was no point in waking him up now. Â She herself was tired and decided to go back to her own room.
âPriya!â Amanâs voice reached Priyaâs ears. Â She stirred awake, wondering if sheâd heard correctly.
âPriya!â Aman called again. Â She heard a grunt. Â Priya rushed out of her bedroom and down the hall into Amanâs room.
âWhatâs the matter?â Priya asked urgently.
Aman was awake and writhing in pain. Â He was clutching his abdomen and was in a cold seat. Â Priya rushed to his side. Â She ran down to the kitchen and got a cold compress to put on Amanâs forehead. Â She went back up to his bedroom and unwrapped the bandages around his abdomen. Â She applied some medicine to his wound and rewrapped it with some fresh bandages. Â Then, she gave him some painkillers.
âHow are you feeling now?â Priya asked after a  few minutes.
âMuch better. Â Sorry for waking you up in the middle of the night.â Aman answered.
âAman, you were in pain. Â Itâs a good thing you woke me up.â Priya replied sincerely.
Aman looked at Priya. Â He reached out and placed his hand over hers. Â She looked up at him expectantly.
âMaybe you should just stay here.â Aman said, his gaze boring into Priya.
âStay here?â Priya said unsurely.
âStay in my bedroom with me just in case.â Aman said.
âIn case?â Priya asked.
âWhat if you hadnât heard me tonight or what if something worse happens? Â You should just stay here. Â Itâs better that way.â Aman declared.
âFor the duration of your recovery, you mean.â Priya said.
âOr forever.â Aman said with a smirk.
Priya blushed. Â She readily agreed. Â Honestly, she was a little nervous about something happening during the middle of the night when she wasnât around to monitor Aman. Â Now that heâd suggested that she just stay with him, she felt relieved. Â She also felt ecstatic to be once again sharing a bedroom with Aman. Â She was glad to be living as his wife again. Â She settled in beside Aman. Â He reached out for her, but she shook her head.
âWhatâs wrong?â Aman asked, disappointed when Priya moved all the way to the other side of the bed.
âI donât want to accidently disturb any of your wounds.â Priya reasoned.
âPriya, you wonât hurt me.â Aman said, extending his arm out to her.
âJust in case.â Priya said, moving closer to the opposite edge of the bed.
âFine, whatever you want.â Aman said, defeated.
The next morning Aman instructed the maids to shift all of Priyaâs things back into his room. Â He thought back to the reason why heâd kicked her out in the first place and felt ridiculous. Â Heâd tried to get closer to her last night but she refused, worried about his injuries. Â He knew once it came time for his bandages to be changed, he would have another opportunity to make Priya come closer to him, and he wasnât about to miss it.
âAman, are you ready?â Priya came into his bedroom, ready to change his bandages.
âPriya, I need to take a shower. Â Will you help me?â Aman said.
âHelp youâ¦take a shower?â Priya said, looking down.
Aman smiled. Â He liked the way she thought.
âAs much as I would enjoy that, I just need help getting to the shower.â Aman said.
Priya walked over to Amanâs bedside. Â He pulled back the covers flung his legs over the side. Â Priya helped him stand up. Â Aman grimaced at the pain he felt in his ankle. He wrapped his arm around Priya, leaning against her for support. Â They slowly made their way to the bathroom. Â Aman sat down on the edge of his large bathtub.
âI think I can make it from here. The shower is literally two feet away.â Aman said, gesturing towards the luxurious spa shower that stood right beside the bathtub.
Priya turned to leave, thankful that Aman didnât need any further assistance.
âPriya, wait.â Aman stopped her.
Priya paused. Â She slowly turned around, dreading whatever it was Aman was about to say.
âI need help getting undressed.â Aman said innocently.
Priya hesitated. Â She looked at Aman, wondering if he was serious. Â She gave in and walked back towards him. Â She started unbuttoning his shirt, and Aman let her. Â He sat back and watched as she slipped his shirt down his shoulders. Â She peeled the bandages off his shoulder and started working on the bandages around his abdomen. Â Aman leaned in closer. Â His nose brushed against her cheek. Â Priyaâs eyes flickered up towards Aman. Â She paused for a moment before continuing to unwrap his bandages. Â Aman grabbed Priyaâs hand. Â He pulled her closer to him. Â Priya looked down. Â Aman got ready to stand up. Â Priya offered her hand for support. Â He leaned against to her to take the weight off of his bad ankle. Â Priya started off toward the shower.
âWait,â Aman stopped her. Â âIâm not fully undressed yetâ
âAman,â Priya blushed.  âI canâtâ¦â
âPriya, youâre my wife. Â If you arenât going to help me with this situation, who will?â Aman asked innocently.
Aman suddenly kissed her. Â Their lips connected, and Priya started to feel numb. Â She wasnât expecting Aman to kiss her, but she couldnât bring herself to break away from it. Â Her eyes fluttered closed as Amanâs hand moved her hand down his chest. Â She felt him stop at his belt. Â She slowly undid his buckle. Â Aman smiled against Priyaâs lips. Â He deepened the kiss, making Priya feel light headed. Â He could tell the passion was overwhelming her. Her hands now rested on his chest. Â Aman grabbed Priyaâs arm for support and stepped out of his pants, leaving him in just his boxers. Â His lips never left Priyaâs. Â He leaned back against the bathtub, moving Priya with him. Â Finally, Aman broke the kiss. Â He turned Priya around with his good arm so that her back was against his chest.
âAman,â Priya whispered. Her breathing was uneven, âIâ¦â
âSshhh,â Aman quieted her. Â âAre you sure you donât want to join me in the shower?â Â He said in her ear. Â He placed a light kiss on her neck.
Priya bit her lip.  She felt Aman nuzzle her neck.  She moved her head to the side, giving him more access.  Priyaâs eyes shot open.  She rushed out of the bathroom and closed the door behind her without so much as looking at Aman.  She leaned against the bathroom door unable to believe what had just happenedâ¦what couldâve happened.  She left Amanâs bedroom and quickly made her way downstairs before he could follow her.  Aman stood in the bathroom, smiling.  Priya was so shy.  He was actually surprised sheâd lasted so long in such a compromising position with him.  He wished that she wouldâve agreed to join him in the shower, but of course he knew, she wouldnât.  His plan to get closer to Priya had worked, and the little deal she made with him gave him ample opportunity for repeated romance.
Priya decided to join the chef in the kitchen to get her mind off of Aman. Â She couldnât really focus on cooking, so simply watched the chef as he prepared dinner.
âMaâam,â Kamla came into the kitchen. Â âThere is a visitor for you.â
âA visitor for me?â Priya asked. Â âIs it Payal?â
âNo maâam. I donât recognize her. Â She said she only wanted to talk to you. Â Sheâs waiting in the living room.â Kamla replied.
âAlright, Iâll be right there.â Priya said. Â She wondered who it could be. Â Kamla knows Payal, Aditi, and Neha. Â They are the only people who ever come to meet Priya.
Priya walked into the living room. Â She looked at the woman before her. Â She was sure sheâd never met this woman before, but something about her seemed familiar.
âAre you Priya?â the woman asked.
âYes. Â Who are you?â Priya asked skeptically.
âIâm Tamanna. Â Iâm the woman your husband cheated on you with.â Tamanna said.
Priya gasped. Â She paused for a moment, assessing the situation. Â Tamanna was dressed in a simple striped maxi dress and carried a trendy handbag. Â Nothing about her seemed extraordinary. Â Priya spitefully wondered what Aman had seen in her.
âWhat do you want?â Priya said, a little too angrily.
âI heard about Amanâs accident.â Tamanna started.
âYou canât see him if thatâs why you came.â Priya replied sternly.
âNo, I wanted to talk to you actually.â Tamanna revealed.
âMe? About what?â Priya asked.
âAman and I didnât have sex.â Tamanna declared. Â âWe just got too drunk and got carried away, but he wouldnât sleep with me.â
âWhy should I believe you?â Priya asked. Â She started to think whether or not Aman must have put Tamanna up to this.
âWhat do I have to gain from talking to you?â Tamanna challenged.
âAman mightâve told you to come and talk to me.â Priya replied.
âAman wonât even talk to me. Â He doesnât care about me, Priya. Â But do you know who he cares about? Â You, Priya.â Â Tamanna said.
âIf he cared, he wouldnât have cheated on me.â Priya said seriously.
âWe danced at a nightclub. Â We kissed.â Tamanna said.
âI donât want to hear this.â Priya said. Â She turned away, walking back to the kitchen, but Tamanna stopped her.
âWait, Priya. You need to hear this. Â We kissed. Â He brought me back here, and we made out. Â I tried so hard to get him to have sex with me, but he wouldnât. Â No matter how drunk he was, he knew better than to sleep with another woman. Â You know what he said?â Tamanna said.
âWhat?â Priya was curious.
âHe said that Priya would never forgive him. Â Later, when we took more shots, he kept saying your name, saying something about you two not being ready for this.â Tamanna explained.
âWhat?â Priya asked. She couldnât believe what she was hearing.
âThatâs what he said. Â I know itâs not my place, but I do hope you forgive him one day.â Tamanna said. She left, leaving Priya to think about what sheâd just said.
Aman was telling the truth. Â Heâd never slept with another woman. Â He still cheated on her, but not in a way that was completely unforgiveable. Â Priyaâs love for Aman grew in that moment. Â Her anger had been keeping her love at bay, but now that she knew all the details, she couldnât stop herself from falling even harder for her husband, especially after what had just happened in the bathroom. Â Heâd even envisioned Priya and even then refused to go all the way. Â Aman was a better person than Priya had given him credit for after heâd confessed about his affair. Â Maybe it was time to forgive him.
Priya went upstairs to see if Aman was out of the shower. Â She knew he would need her to rewrap his wounds once he was done. Â Priya knocked on the door, unsure whether or not it was alright for her to enter.
âCome in,â Amanâs voice said from the other side of the door.
âAman, do you need me to wrap your bandages?â Priya asked.
Aman wasnât in the bedroom.
âAman?â Priya called unsurely.
âIn the bathroom.â Aman replied.
Priya walked to the bathroom. Â The door was open. Â Aman sitting on the edge of the bathtub, trying to get his arm through the sleeve of his shirt.
âHow did you manage to get dressed?â Priya said, giggling at Amanâs feeble attempt to wear a shirt.
âTrust me, it wasnât easy.â Aman chuckled. Â Heâd managed to get dressed from the waist down, but his shoulder injury made it difficult for him to put on a shirt. Â âWill you please help me?â
âOf course.â Priya replied. Â She walked over to Aman and helped him with his shirt. Â She didnât bother buttoning it because she knew sheâd have to take it off again once she starts bandaging his wounds. Â Aman, with Priyaâs help, limped over to his bed. Â He laid back down, and waited for Priya to start bandaging. Â Her fingers traced over the wound on his abdomen.
âDonât worry, Priya. It doesnât hurt so much anymore.â Aman said reassuringly.
Priya looked at him, concerned. Â She started applying the medicine.
âSo you know how you asked me if I was still angry with you yesterday?â Priya said casually.
âYeah,â Aman replied carefully.
âWell Iâm not anymore.â Priya said.
âYou arenât angry with me anymore? Â Youâve forgiven me?â Aman asked in disbelief.
âI forgive you, Aman.â Priya said.
Aman smiled.
âThatâs great! Iâm so glad. Â But Priya, why did you forgive me all of a suddenly? Â Yesterday, you said you were still mad.â Aman said.
âWellâ¦Tamanna came by and talked to me today.â Priya said.
Ooohh Priya and Tamanna finally came face to face. Â Are you disappointed that they remained so civil? Itâs just the way Priya is.
What did you think about that steamy bathroom scene? Too bad Priya wouldnât join Aman in the shower. Â He wouldâve LOVED that! ;)
How do you think Aman will react to finding out that Tamanna paid Priya a little visit?
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