Chapter 145

The suffocating feeling strangled his heart, making it impossible for him. to break free.

What fell from his forehead, he couldn’t tell whether it was sweat or tears.

In the end, it just turned into one sentence, “Then what should I do…”

What should he do?

He grew up living only for Jennifer.

He fell in love with Shaun, so what should he do?

Seeing his appearance, Jennifer’s eyes were stained with guilt, “I’m sorry…”

Jean raised his head, and Jennifer’s face full of guilt was reflected in his scarlet eyes, “I don’t want your sorry, I want you, Jenny, please stop loving him, and love me again, okay?”

He stepped forward to grab Jennifer’s cold hand and put it in his palm, “I will treat you well in the future and never let you get hurt at all. Let’s go back to the past and be carefree like we were when we were studying.

OK?”

Jennifer shook her head lightly, “Hill, we can’t go back…”

But Jean didn’t believe it at all, “You’re lying to me, right? If you really loved Shaun, you wouldn’t have said such unfeeling words to him just now. You don’t love him at all. You’re just blaming me for lying to me like this…”

“I said such unfeeling words because he doesn’t love me.”

Jennifer interrupted Jean very calmly: “The reason he bought me was because I look like Ginny, I was just a stand-in, now that Ginny is back; he is going to marry her soon, I can only break up with him. ”

Another reason is that she is dying, and she doesn’t want Shawn to see her miserable state before death, which is too ugly.

She thought that even if she was going to die, she still had to make a good impression on Shaun, so that he would know in the future…

If he still remembers her in the future, he will only remember her delicate and beautiful face, not her face.

Jean looked at her and suddenly smiled bitterly.

If it was just a stand-in, why did he touch Ginny after she came back?

And in front of him, he was clearly swearing sovereignty.

Maybe it’s because Shaun never expressed his feelings to her, so she doesn’t know how crazy the possessive desire hidden in that man’s eyes is.

But Jenny, even though she thought he didn’t love her, she still fell in love with her. Jean couldn’t measure how deep this kind of love was.

It was as if a needle had been pricked in his heart, and it hurt all over his body, but there was nothing he could do about Jennifer.

He clenched her hand tightly, his fingertips were trembling, “Jenny, he doesn’t love you, so can you let him go and start over with me?”

Even though he knew that Shaun had feelings for Jennifer, he didn’t want to tell her that his selfishness only wanted Jenny to come back to him.

He couldn’t remember when he first fell in love with Jennifer, but he’d been in love with her for as long as he could remember.

How can it be possible to let go of someone who has loved him for half his life?

But Jennifer pushed his hand away…

“Hill, even if you don’t dislike me, we can’t start over…..”

Hill is also the man she once loved. Similarly, she doesn’t want him to see her miserable appearance before death.

Only by cutting it off completely can Hill not be too entangled, and she can leave this world with peace of mind.