Chapter 10

*Shenu pov*

I couldn't sleep at all last night. It's still hurts, his indirect rejection. I was sobbing silently in my bed when I heard a knock on my room door, in came Suga oppa with a tray of food which I think breakfast for me. I silently made space for him to sit in the bed and wiped away my tears quickly.

"Petal! You should eat something. You skipped the dinner also." he said sitting next to me, placing the tray in front of me. I just nodded my head and kept starring at the food. He sighed looking at me and handed a note to me.

"Nick woke up before Jungkook could and took control to write this note to you. He was on his way to meet you but Jungkook start to take control, So he handed me the note." he said looking at my confused face. I just nodded my head and read the note.

My Love,

I am so sorry about what happened yesterday love. I couldn't stop him from doing that. Please don't leave. I need you. We need you love. I would never let him reject you love. I care for you and always remember that I love you.

Nick.

I don't know what should I feel about this. Jungkooks' wolf want me but he doesn't.

"This is the first time I saw nick like this petal. Everyone thought he is heartless and doesn't care about anyone, but he care about you. You are the only one keeping him sane petal. You are our last hope petal." he looked so serious saying those words. What does he mean by keeping Nick sane and last hope? " Don't give up petal. Be strong. We are here with you." He said holding my hands. I just stared at him. I don't know what should I feel anymore. I am confused. Suga oppa stand up from the bed to leave knowing he wouldn't get any answers from me soon.

"We have practice petal. We will be back at evening. You can start your works from tomorrow. Just rest today. You need it." he said standing at the door frame. I gave him a smile covering all my negative emotions.

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Everyone went to practice and I am quite boring here. I can't keep sulking all day. So I decide to clean the house to distract myself from my own misery. I changed the curtains and table clothes, wiped the whole dorm and cleaned the bathrooms. I cleaned the whole dorm except their rooms. I have to ask them permission before entering it. So I decide to group chat and asked them.

Full moon family

Guys? :me

Mama Jin : What is it dear? Are you okay?

Jungkook : What is this group?

I am fine Jin oppa! I just want to ask something : me

Chimchim : I created it. Our pack name is Full moon. So I named this full moon family.

Suga : What is it petal?

I cleaned the house. Can I clean the rooms also? I can't enter without permission. : Me

J-hope : You don't have to do that princess. You should rest.

Jungkook : Don't you dare enter my room.

Mama Jin : She better not. I don't want my baby catching any infection from your room.

Namjoon : You don't need our permission Shenu. You can enter anytime you want

Thanks oppa! I will clean then : Me

Jisoo : Are you home alone cupcake? I will be there soon. I was boring here

Tae : Pumpkin just hang out with Jisoo. Don't make you tired.

Jungkook : What's with everyone and their nicknames?

Chimchim : Someone is jealous!

Jungkook : I am not!

Tae : We didn't say it was you Jungkook.

Gotta go guys. I am busy. come back home safe Bye! : me

with said that I closed the group chat and start cleaning the rooms except Jungkooks'.  At the noon a tired Jisoo joined me and I told her everything what happened. And she cheered me up. At the evening when I came back to my normal mood, I asked her why she was so tired and she told me I wouldn't like to know it with a smirk. I didn't get it and I asked what that's mean and I instantly regret asking that from her. When the boys returned home I was beet red from her explanation.

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*Suga pov*

Finally we returned to the home. Jungkook was the first to enter and he was standing there starring at something curiously. Soon we followed and found a smirking Jisoo and a tomato red Shenu sitting in the living room. What happened?

"What happened?" Jimin asked voicing out my thoughts.

"She asked me what made me so tired and I told her what happened last night with every single details." Jisoo said with a smirk. We all gave her a disgust face except Jungkook who gave her a death glare and went inside slamming his room door. He must be mad at her for runing his mate sanity.

I decide to take Shenu for a long drive around the seoul just to cheer her up. I want to do it yesterday also, but she didn't let any of us near her except Tae. They seemed close now. I am not surprised about that knowing Taehyungs' bubbly personality. Jisoo and J-hope decide to join us. I am glad they did. They would be able to make it more fun for her.

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*Shenu pov*

It was night already. We kept roaming around the city and finally decide to stop for a ice-cream. Anyone in the dorm didn't notice we are heading out cause they were to tired and was in their own rooms. It was fun actually. All of us was in a great mood until J-hope oppa received a call suddenly.He just said two sentences to the other side. 'She is with me' and 'Sorry! we will be back soon'. That's all took their face go to cheerful to scared, nervous faces. The whole car ride was silent. I wonder who called him?

When we came back to the dorm Jisoo didn't even came inside. She said her good byes outside and left. And we went inside and saw Jin oppa was walking back and forth in the living room, Tae is burring his face in his hands sitting in the floor, Jimin oppa was biting his nails siting in the couch and Namjoon oppa was tensed starring at someone. And that someone was red eyed Jungkook who was burning holes starring at Suga oppa and J-hope oppa now. When they noticed us they all stand up and came towards me except Jungkook who remained in his seat.

"Are you okay sweety?" Jin oppa asked worried. "Yah! Why did you took her outside without informing us. It's not safe for her." Jin oppa started scolding Suga oppa.

"She is safe with a vampire and two betas. Anyone can't reach her when we are there." Suga oppa said reassuring everyone. I can't blame him. Jin oppa worried about me a lot. He even put two bodyguards outside when they left for practice today. Tae came close to me and was about to hug me when we heard a deep growl coming from Jungkook stopping Tae in his track. And all heads turned towards him to see a silver and red eyed Jungkook. That means his wolf and him, both in control right now and for some reason they both are pissed.

"Come here love!" I heard that deep sexy voice ordered me taping on his lap inviting me to sit on them. Shiver ran down my spine hearing his voice.

"Do it Shenu! You are the only one who can calm him right now." Namjoon oppa said trough the mind-link. I hesitantly walked to him and before I can do anything he grabbed me from my waist and put me in his lap, sideways. Wrapping his hands around my waist he buried his face into my neck and inhaled my scent making me froze in my spot. I heard it that were-wolfs find comfort and peace in their mate and they love inhaling their mates' scent. After a little while he relaxed his muscles. "I think he is getting calm now" I said mind-linking others. And everyone sighed from relief.

"Thanks Shenu! I thought it was the end of us today." J-hope oppa said into the mind-link.

"Don't leave again without informing. It's not safe for you." I heard Jungkooks' words. He is back. Nick isn't in control. Then why don't he push me. He put me back in the couch and stand up without looking at me.

"I don't want this happening again hyung. This would be the last time. You guys know about Nick better. Don't pissed him Hyung." he said to the Suga oppa with a serious look and leaved to his room.

What just happen? He didn't do or say anything rude to me. This is new. Maybe I can still have a little hope for us.

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Oh! How wrong I was. Jungkook is never gonna change. He doesn't want me and he made it clear to me next day. It was first day of my work. Everyone was friendly and nice to me. PD-nim is also from the pack even though he is a human. Everything went smoothly except the fact my mate kept flirting with female staffs. Boys said he wasn't like this way usually, but he is now. The reason is me. He is doing it on purpose to hurt me. And he succeed. It hurts me like a bitch. He was never nice to me like he is being with other females right now. All I received was cold glares and hurtful words from him. I can't understand the moon goddess. Why does she has to give me a mate like this?

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*Taehyung pov*

I was sitting on the ground in a beautiful garden. The whole garden was covered with trees and flowers. It's a sight to see. What made me confused was why I am crying? I am crying my heart out, screaming in the pain I felt in my heart.

A beautiful girl wearing a white dress with a flower crown in her head stand in front of me. I look up to see a familiar face. She looks familiar. I stared at her with my teared eyes. She smiled softly at me. 'That smile?'Then I realized who she was.

"Shenu?" I asked realizing the girl looked like her, but she looked much skinnier than her. She has long dark black hair. There is this glowing aura around her.

"I am sorry Tae!" She start with a apologetic face." I couldn't help it.I had to took her place. And since I am in her place I became your mate dear. I am so sorry about that. You deserve better dear! And she will fix it. Trust her and be with her. She needs you." she said wiping away my tears and kissed my forehead gently. I felt sparkles ran trough my skin. I felt this need to protect her, care for her and to make her happy. She is mine, yet she is someone else.

"I will protect you. I promise that." I said and was about touch her cheeks when someone start shaking me.

"Tae! Wake up. We will get late" I opened my eyes to see a pouting Shenu sitting in front of me.

"Good morning!" I said in my raspy voice. She chuckled at my voice and returned my greet standing up. She looks cute. If I could wake up everyday like this. 'I love the idea' my wolf said in my mind.

'You know we can't' I remind him with sadness.

"Now hurry up and get ready Tae. Manager is pissed at you for being late. Our flight to America in few hours." She said handing me my towel and pushing me towards bathroom. I love it when she is being playful like this. I am gonna try my best to keep her happy and I will make sure Jungkook wouldn't hurt her in this tour.

I will protect you Shenu. I promise that.