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Losing Control

"So. How's it been living with her?" Jake asked me as Carter and I sat down across from him and Blossom.

It had been a week and 2 days since that night.

I decided it was best for Taylor to stay with me until she found a place... I'll admit. It's been hard, seeing her walk around in tight pajama shorts and tank tops, it took all my self control not to jump her.

But she was grateful to me for letting her stay and I was glad to have her.

Lance filed for divorce last week and she cried a bit, but she said she was relieved.

As was I...

"It's been a little weird but I'm not gonna let her stay in a motel when I have the space" I responded.

He nodded.

"What about your mom? What's gonna happen when she comes home to find your English teacher staying there?" Carter asked.

"Look, that's not going to happen. She's looking for a place" I responded.

We all groaned as we heard the bell.

"All right. I'll see you guys later. Love you"

They said they loved me back and I headed to Algebra.

I ended up talking to Lucy the Monday we came back to school. I told her I'm sorry for leaving her Friday night and said she understood. We then had a long talk and I told her I wasn't in a place to date anyone and for some reason she was the most understanding person in the world and told me it was okay and that she understood.

"Hey, girl" she greeted me.

"Hey. You look good today" I responded.

"Thanks. You too" she smiled.

"Man. This test is gonna kill me" I groaned.

She also groaned "same, girlfriend"

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"Ahh.. detention.. the best time of day" I grinned as I sat on her desk.

Taylor smiled at me. "Hey, just because we aren't fighting does not mean detention is fun time"

I laughed. "Fun time?"

She laughed in return. "Shut up and get to your homework"

I groaned dramatically and sat down at one of those pieces of metal they call a classroom chair.

About 20 minutes later she spoke.

"Hey, I forgot to tell you, I think I found an apartment"

"Oh yeah?" I looked up from my homework.

"Yeah. It's actually not to far from your place. It's on Murkwood"

"You're moving here?" I asked, surprised.

"Yeah?..." she said, slightly offended.

"No. I mean, that's great. I just sort of assumed you would still want to live in Columbus"

"I need a fresh start" she responded.

"Well that's great. Congrats" I said.

"Thank you" she smiled at me.

"Your welcome" I smiled back.

"Oh wow" she exclaimed a few minutes later.

"What?" I asked her.

"I just emailed the landlord and he responded back within minutes. He wants to meet at 4"

I looked the time on my phone

3:17

"Oh shit that's soon" I said.

"Yeah I have to pack up.. hey, could you come with me? I'm gonna want your opinion" she asked me.

"Yeah, that's fine. I'll meet you down at the park" I responded.

"Okay, thank you"

"No problem"

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"Hello. I'm here to see apartment 5" Taylor asked what I assumed to be the Landlord.

It looked nice from the outside, I was eager to see the inside, hoping for the best, she deserved it.

"Oh, hello, Ms. Roper. Yes, this way" he replied.

Well he seemed nice.

As we were walking to the apartment I admired the neatly trimmed green grass, it was obvious they took care of their units.

I could see the anticipation in Taylor's eyes as he was unlocking the door.

I have to say I was pleasantly surprised when I saw the inside.

The walls were a nice smooth white and the carpet looked comfortable enough to sleep on. It came with an island which was a nice smooth marble surface. The bathroom was big, as was the shower.

Suddenly an image popped in my mind as I looked at the huge shower.

Me and Taylor in the shower togeth-

"Lily?"

I snapped out of it as Tay called my name.

"Huh?"

"Are you gonna come see the bedroom?" She asked.

"Yeah, sorry" I said quickly.

Like everything else in the apartment, the bedroom looked amazing.

Very roomy and came with a walk in closet.

"So, I know it's $740 a month but how much are utilities?"

"Oh those come included"

I saw Taylors face light up and I knew this place was the one.

"Lily? What do you think?"

I laughed. "It screams you"

She giggled in response and nodded.

"I agree" she said.

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It was around 10:15 when the pizza finally arrived.

Taylor got the beer out of the fridge and we both sat down on the couch, diving in.

"I can't believe I have my own place now" Taylor gushed.

I grinned at how happy she was.

"I know. It's amazing... kinda sad this is your last night." I replied

She looked at me. "You know, we'll still see each other right?" She smiled.

"I know, I know... so you already have the furniture figured out?" I asked.

"Yeah, their delivering it tomorrow around noon. I had to pay extra for them to deliver it tomorrow, but it wasn't too expensive" she said excitedly.

"That's good. I'm so glad you're happy" I told her.

She grabbed my hand in hers. "Thank you so much, for giving me a place to stay in the meantime. I will always be grateful" she said as she gently squeezed my hand.

"Always" I replied.

I expected her to remove her hand but she let it limpy rest in mine, tracing my palm.

We were staring at each other as she did this and I felt butterflies start to roam.

Oh no...

I better stop this before I do something I'll regret...

I gently removed my hand and grabbed my beer bottle, chugging down my first.

I got up and walked to the fridge, grabbing another one.

"Lily?" She asked getting another one as well.

"Hmm?" I asked nonchalantly.

"I'm gonna take a shower and then head to bed, 'kay?"

"Okay" I responded.

As she was showering all I could think of was how sad I felt that she wouldn't be living under the same roof as me.

I mean, I know she had to live her life but seeing her everyday is something that I'm getting used to and it was gonna be hard not to miss her.

God.. why do I have to love her?...

"Lily!" She yelled from my bedroom.

I rushed to the room, thinking she hurt herself, instead her bare back was facing me and she wasn't wearing anything but pink pj shorts.

"Can you help me? My bra is being a bitch and I can't get it on" she laughed.

As I stepped closer, her scent became more strong.

Fucking Vanilla and Raspberries...

"Sure" I said, my voice slightly cracking.

I stepped behind her and held the bra straps to her shoulders as I fastened the clips together.

After I was done for some reason neither of us made a move to step away. I just stood there behind her, my fingers resting on her smooth back.

She smelled so good, my mouth was watering..

Without thought my finger lightly trailed down her spine to the waistband of her shorts.

She gasped lightly from surprise and I smiled.

I leaned forward, moving her wet hair off her neck, bringing my lips to the side of her neck and pressing my lips against her warm, fresh skin.

She let out a low moan.

"Lily"

I ignored the unasked question and kissed her neck again, drawing a longer moan out of her.

I curled my toes in the carpet from the pleasure her moans were bringing me.

Only she could do this to me...

I very gently drew her skin between my teeth, tugging at it.

"Mmm" she purred

Rememebering her taste, I groaned.

I moved away from her neck as she turned around to face me.

Her eyes had turned that dark shade of green that fused my dreams, immediately turning me on.

"I'm sorry" I whispered, preparing for the rejection.

She looked at me, bringing her hand around my neck, pulling me closer to her.

As soon as I felt her lips against mine, my head became that good lightheaded that I craved.

She mouthed her lips with mine as she pulled me closer, deepening our kiss.

When our tounges touched they began a beautiful dance that made me wet.

She pulled away to catch her breath as did I.

"Tay.. I thought you said we couldn't do thi-"

She cut me off by reconnecting our lips..

And this time I wouldn't object.

She pulled away a second later.

"I don't care anymore. I need you" she breathed.

My worry and doubt washed away and was replaced my a warm feeling..

She gently pushed me onto the bed, on my back and starting kissing my neck.

I moaned as her tounge ran along the length of my throat, biting at the hollow of it.

She sat up, pulling me up with her. She strattled me, and removed my shirt.

She layed me back down kissing my neck again and started grinding on me.

My hands shot up to her back, clawing it.

"Oh my god" I exclaimed as she picked up the pace.

She got up, quickly pulling my pants off and her pajama bottoms and brought her mouth upon mine, settling on me once again.

I gasped loudly as I felt her hand rub me.

"Mmm.. wet already?" She grinned against my ear.

I whimpered as she entered me slowly.

"I love hearing you groan for me" she whispered.

Despite me being blinded by sheer pleasure, I felt the need to take away her smugness.

I brought my hands to her hot box and slowly ran my finger along the length of her slit.

She gasped at the sudden contact and moaned sweetly as I entered her.

She started pumping in and out of me faster and I thought I was going to pass out.

She was really good with her hands...

As I drew in and out of her, my thumb started to rub her little button.

"Ahhh.. Lily" she started to repeat the same process to me and I threw my head back against the pillows, groaning.

I started to feel myself get close and I started moaning louder and louder.

"Oh my god, finger fuck me harder, Lily" she whimpered into my neck.

I started pumping in and out of her harder and her pussy gripped my finger, making me get closer..

"I'm gonna cum" I cried.

She lifted her face up to meet my eyes and said the thing that made me go over the edge.

"Cum with me, baby" she moaned, biting my lip.

We both came together as I arched my back and she buried her face into my neck..

As our orgasms died down, she layed against me limply.

After a few moments of coming down, she lifted her head up, looking at me.

"Hey" she whispered.

I smiled. "Hey"

She rested her head on my chest, throwing her leg over mine and wrapping her arm around me.

I stroked her hair as she spoke.

"I don't know how we're going to do this, but we're going to make it work" she said.

"What?" I asked.

"You and me. We will keep this secret until graduation. I can't stay away from you anymore" she calmly said against me.

I lifted her head up and looked into her eyes.

"Are you being serious right now?" I asked her, knowing I couldn't take her lying to me about this.

"Yes" she said, stroking my face.

She continued on "I'm done running away from the girl I love. I deserve to be happy, as do you. And the only way I'll be happy is if I'm with you"

Words could not explain the happiness I felt in that moment. So I did the next best thing.

I kissed the girl I love and she did the same.

I knew no matter what was going to happen, everything was going to be okay, because I had her.

She rested her head against my chest, as I felt that emptiness inside me become whole again..

"I love you, Lily" she whispered.

"I love you too, Tay"

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