Wildest Dreams

Everybody shuffles out as the bell rings. After a few moments, I'm the only one in the room.

I guess I'm just supposed to wait here for her...

After about 20 minutes, Tay walks in the room.

"Hey, I'm so sorry. The meeting was longer than I expected" she says apologetically.

"That's okay" I smile at her.

She smiles back.

"I'm suprised you haven't left yet"

"I could never leave unless you asked" I smile again.

I see a blush begin to appear on her cheeks as she smiles.

I feel my grin get bigger, if that's even possible.

Oh God, I can't control myself it if she keeps blushing like that...

"So what's first"? I ask her.

"Umm" she says while thinking.

"Oh, I have a few papers to grade, if you could help with that" she says hopefully.

"Oh ya, that's completely fine" I tell her.

"Great, thank you" she tells me gratefully.

"Of course Roper" I say.

As I said that, she smiles and the blush reappears.

Mmm. God, your so yummy

Your killing me...

Why is she blushing again?

"Okay, so where's the answer key"? I ask her.

"Hold on, I have it here somewhere" she says.

She starts ruffling through her drawers and cuboards.

"Shit, where are you"? She says under her breath.

I've never heard her cuss before.

God, it's sexy...

As she's reaching up in one of the cupboards, her skirt starts to rise up.

Oh my lord...

I want to step behind her and grab her ass.

No, no, no, no,no. Stop Lilleth.

You can't be thinking these things...

"Okay, i found it" she says.

"Oh thanks" i say shakily as she hands me the papers.

I scoot up my chair to her desk and start grading the papers.

Something out of the corner of my eye moves. I look up and I see Roper grading papers.

She has a look of concentration on her face. Her eyebrows are knitted together and she's biting her lip.

She's so beautiful...

Man, why does she have to be my teacher?

I wish she would stop biting her lip, I won't be able to keep control...

I'm horrible...

I hear something that pulls me out of my daydreaming.

I realise she's talking to me

"I'm sorry, what was that"? I ask embarrassed.

"I asked if your okay? You were staring off into space. You seemed deep in thought" she said concerned.

"Oh um,  y-yeah I'm Ok, sorry just thinking" I stutter.

"Okay" she said. She seemed unconvinced but she let it go.

"So what does your husband do"? I hear myself ask out of nowhere.

She seems a bit surprised at my question at first, then i notice her expression become damp.

"Sorry, i didn't mean to offend you" i say.

"No that's okay. He's a therpaist in columbus" she replies with a strange tone.

Somethings wrong...

"Are you okay" i ask her, as i scoot my chair next to hers.

"Yeah, im fine. Everythings great." She replies quickly. She looks at me and smiles.

But the smile doesn't reach her eyes, and I know she's putting on a front.

In that moment, I don't know what came over me but seeing her like that, trying to hold her self together, made my heart break.

My arm goes over her shoulder's and I hold her as my chin rests on top of her head. I rub her back as she softly starts to cry.

"It's going to be okay, Taylor" I say to her.

"I'm so sorry, I don't know why I'm breaking down like this in front of one of my students." She says with a crack in her voice.

My heart slowly starts to break for her..

I don't know why I'm feeling like this so early...

I've never cared for someone so much like this in such a short amount of time...

I knew in that moment that Taylor Roper was something more than just a teacher to me. Whether it was a friend, strong crush, or something more...

I lift her chin up with my finger and face her so her eyes meet mine.

"Don't apologize, I want to be here for you. Whatever it is, you don't have to hold it inside. I'm always here if you need someone to talk to. I may be your student, but I'm not like everyone else. You can trust me" I tell her.

As she looks at me, I see a single tear roll down her cheek.

I bring up my hand and I hold the the side of her face. My thumb reaches up and wipes the tear away.

"I don't want to see you cry...

even if you look beautiful doing it" I whisper to her.

She closes her eyes and leans her face into the palm of my hand.

After a few moments of doing this, she opens her eyes and looks at me.

God, she has the most gorgeous eyes I've ever seen...

We stare at each other without saying a word.

We are both hypnotized by each other..

At the exact same time, we both start to lean in towards each other.

My senses were slowly fading out into the background.

I felt myself start to lose control with each breath I took in from her.

My nose tingled as it brushed past hers..

You make me feel like I'm living a teenage dream

The way you turn me on

We both freeze midway as Ropers phone goes off.

In that moment it seemed that she came to her senses.

"I'm so sorry" Tay says in a rush.

I realise she must be panicking.

She starts gathering her things together hurriedly.

"Taylor stop" I say.

She chooses to ignore my request.

"This was a mistake, I'm so sorry for my behavior" she says, again just as rushed.

"Don't leave" I ask her as I put my hand on her shoulder to stop her from going out the door.

"Let's just talk about this " I reason with her.

She lightly pushes past me..

"If you could lock the door on your way out" she says and practically runs out the door...

I just stand there in shock as Im trying to figure out what the hell just happened...

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I sit down to where I was grading the papers.

"This was a mistake"

"This was a mistake"...

It kept repeating in my head as I stared off into space.

What is she even talking about ?

We didn't even kiss...

Was it a mistake to get as close as we did?

Was it a mistake to let me stay after school?

Was it a mistake to give in and lose control?

Not to me...