Green Eyes
Losing Control
Finally the last paper...
After Taylor had left, I sat down and finished grading the papers.
Just because that happened, I still didn't want to leave her with all those papers to grade.
What am I gonna do?
I have class with her every day.
I have to face her eventually.
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"Hey, how did school go"? Jake asked me as we were walking to the park to hang out.
"It was ok" I reply.
I didn't want to share what had happened with anybody.
I didn't want to tell anybody about Taylor crying, or the way she made my heart melt. it just seemed a bit personal for me to share.
"How are the fantasies of Roper going"? Carter asks.
Oh great...
Don't give anything away...
Keep it together...
I give a fake chuckle.
"They're going perfect" I reply.
Everybody chuckles.
I seem to be able to put on a front.
For now...
I look over at Blossom and she seems deep in thought. Of course, she's always deep in thought.
Probably day dreaming about Johnny Depp again...
All of a sudden she asks "how do you think she would react if you actually made a move" Blossom asks in a serious manner.
"She would jump me, right then and there". I say with a smirk and fake confidence.
Of course I know that is the complete opposite of how she would react.
I didn't even kiss her and she nearly knocked me over trying to run away from me...
Don't think about it...
Your just gonna get depressed about it again...
They all laugh along with my joke. Of course my laugh is fake.
If you guys only knew...
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Why can't people walk normal around here
Yet another person bumps into me as I'm making my way down the hall..
"Apology accepted asshole" i yell over my shoulder.
I gain a few weird glances from people nearby.
I don't give a fuck today...
Okay, ill admit. I've been in a pissed off mood since yesterday with Roper.
I don't even know why..
I mean she's married and im her student. I would react the same way.
But she didn't even let me explain. She just ran away and left me there.
I sit down and plug my headphones in and blast some Kendrick Lamar.
Out of the corner of my eye. I see Roper entering the room. I smell a scent flow by that's filled with the smell of rasberries and cream.
God damn it, Roper..
Why do you have to smell so good..
I see her glance my way and I meet her eyes for about .2 seconds
And immediately her eyes avert.
Come on Tay, look at me..
I know she can see me looking at her because her eyes are looking at the ground right next to my desk. I know she's trying to look at me without directly looking at me.
Are we in 3rd grade? Just look at me...
No your in 10th grade, remember? She's your teacher.. I hear my sarcastic side come in...
Okay. Two can play at that game..
I advert my eyes to the corner of the room and turn my volume up, and I fold my arms across my chest.
Yes, I know. I'm acting like a 5 year old, I can't help it... She brings it out of me...
As I'm staring off into space, I see a hand waving in front of me. I look up and see Roper looking down at me with a scowl.
Oh now you look at me..
I take out an earpiece and I raise my eyebrows.
"Take them out. Your still in school, Anderson" she says to me and walks away.
I wince as I hear her use my last name..
What the hell is her problem?
I put my earpiece back in and press play.
I just want to get out of here..
I look up as I see Taylor snapping her fingers in front of me
I pull out the earpiece once again.
"Yeah"? I ask with a hint of annoyance.
"Detention, after school" she says, with a certain tone of authority
In her voice.
I may have been mad at her at the moment, but her tone of voice turned me on to no end.
Wait, did she just give me detention?
What the fuck?
She ran out on me yesterday!
This is fucking bullshit!
"Your kidding me right" I say as I look into her eyes.
She was staring at me so hard, Im surprised I didn't turn into ashes.
It was angering me, scaring me, and turning me on all at once.
Everybody in the room was staring at us, anticipating what was gonna happen next.
"You want a weeks worth of detention, Anderson"? She threatened.
At that moment I'm sure my eyes were just as intense as hers. I figured because I could see her eyes held a bit of fear. I wasn't sure but I swear I could also see a hint of lust. Her eyes had turned a shade of dark green.
God, I could stare into your eyes forever, love...
What am I thinking? She ran out on me yesterday...
"Whatever" I mutter and put the headphones back in.
She can't just almost kiss me and then treat me like this...
She very gently takes out my headphones and takes my phone.
"After school detention for the next two weeks" she says calmly.
A little to calmly...
I don't say anything more after that. I didn't want to get myself into more trouble than I already was.
After school detention for the next two weeks...
Fuck me...