chapter 62

At Resort...Kartikey's pov-                I left her crying...ya I can't just behold the pain of my princess talking about going away from me... how can she speak like this...she says she loves me..wants me.. but can't win me???...has she gone dumb to speak like this.... there is something she is hiding from everyone... I should know it...she is suffering in pain...but she is not opening up to someone... no here after she will not suffer alone... I am soon going to change her hell life into a heaven... with that I turned on the tap of my shower and the hot water gushed down my tensed up body... I felt relax..it soothed my head I was now feeling fresh.. and the love moments I hust had with my princess passed my mind...I wished to bring her here and let her body get wet in this water making her transparent for my view... but the next moment her cries were ringing in my ears as a broken radio...ohh god why you always want to take away the people I love... I was worked up I just closed off the tap and tied up my towel around my waist and went out...                    My heart broke down as I stepped out due to view in front of me... Swara was still sitting on her knees on the messed up bed .. her head was dropped down and her hairs covered up her face.. she was crying uncontrollably with her hands cupping her face... ahhh I should have not shouted at her..she is first only suffering and my behavior just added fuel to her misery..ohh god how can I behave like this with my princess 🥵🥵🥵... hmm now you need to make her silent Kartikey... ohh I can't see her crying it just make me feel a loser... hmm you can do it Kartikey..with that I moved towards her...Nobody's pov-                      Kartikey came and stood infront of crying Swara.. he kneel in front of her and hold her shoulders... she flinched at his touch and immediately hugged her knees digging her head in her legs... he was trying hard to suppress his fear of losing her... he spoke up...Kartikey- Swara... mine princess ..look up at me.. I know I am wrong..I should have not shouted at you like that but I had pain in my head you know and I.... I just can't see you crying..it just add fuel to my angerness...because I feel myself to be a loser when you cry... please don't cry look at me....Swara-..still her head in her legs.. I am sorry...I am sorry Kartikey for entering your life.. see I told you .. I told you I just ruin people's life... see I have also ruin yours... leave me and go Kartikey.. you don't deserve a bad luck like me.. you are really good ... trust me... I don't deserve even 1% of your love and care.. I am born to be broken by this world😭😭😭😭😭.... I am mend to be played with..I am mend to be broken... Kartikey..I am mend to be broken....😭😭.. saying so she tries to remove his clutch from her shoulder but dosen't looks at him.. leave me Kartikey..leave me...Kartikey- he was hurt by her words.. he felt his world to be on an verge to end up... the way she was proving herself weak and wrong to him he just hated it.. his fingers just wish to kill all the people who have given her so much pain... he tightened his hold around her shoulders as she started taking off his hands... and he spoke up ..... Swaragini look up at me..it was like a command for her and she looked up making his heart crack in numerous pieces with her swollen red and teary eyes..that have lost hope and the love charm she hold for him... Swara!!!🥺🥺😢😢... he immediately grabs her face and looks directly in her eyes...                   She lost herself as soon as she looked up in his navy blue orbs... she just broke down... she sees his teary and feary eyes and she goes more weak.. she could feel the control she and her love has on him and this made her more nervous.... Swara- Kar..Kartikey...😭😭..she says holding his wrists...and closes her eyes feeling the warmth of his palms on her cold cheeks...he immediately pulls her head near his chest where his heart was throbbing against his cage... and hugs her tight... she too hugs him tight as if he was the only source of oxygen for her to breath... she let out herself and cry out on his chest... Swara- I can't hold it anymore Kartikey... the pain I am hiding within me is just poking me here..she said pointing his chest indicating his heart.... I want to share my pain with someone Kartikey... its enough I can't hold it more within me... I can't hold...I have really suffered a lot Kartikey... and I couldn't suffer you going away from me...😭😭😭... after such a long time I had got happiness in my life in your form Kartikey..I just don't wish to let you go Kartikey...but I can't be selfish by asking you... no I can't ruin your life for my happiness... I can't ,I don't wish to be the reason of my loves unhappy life no... I can't see you bearing pain because of me...no Kartikey..no...😭😭😭😭...                He had lost his control on his tears .. he just placed his chin on her head and closed his eyes to hear her pain.... his hands caressed her hairs to calm her down.. as she finished speaking he picked her up and moved towards the hall... she was too fragile she just hugged him tight thinking it to be their last hug... she didn't picked her head from his chest as she was loving to hear his heart that beat each time with her name and only for her... he sat on the couch making himself comfortable with Swara on his laps hugging him like a baby... he wiped off his tears and inhaled deep as if trying to grab some strength to speak to her... calming himself he slowly made her look at him by cupping her face in his palms..                        She was all red due to her cries ...he wiped her face with his palms and spoke up...Kartikey- stop crying princess and now listen to me... he cups her face and make her look in his eyes... I loved you because I wished to.. you never forced me... besides I am never gonna leave you alone for whatever reason this world gives me...because I know this world very well Swara..  they really don't care about us and I don't care about them...I never care about this world and was always opposite to it... my dad was always with me..but after he went I had to struggle a lot to make myself strong because after his death I came to know he was my weakness... I don't wish to make my dad my weakness and I fight and made him my strength... and today the whole world who use to talk ill about us now bow to us... after my dad left I had became a robot of this glamorous world but that day when I saw you in lift a new warm life raised in my chest here... he said pointing his heart... it had been shattered and dead after my dad died and before you enter my life... you are the reason for my rebirth Swara... and now I don't wish to leave you... no how can I just leave the breaths of my life Swara??? Nope.. you and this world might give me 100 of reasons to leave you but I have only one reason to be with you ... and that is enough for me to fight this world for you and your happiness and that's I LOVE YOU... not only for your beauty but for what you actually are.. the way you trust me, you cry to me, you laugh to me, no one did this with me...everyone just kept competitions with me but you were the only one who came with a friendship hand to me... I don't care what this world will do with me, or speak about me after I make you mine ...but ya I will be the loser of my life in my eyes if I don't get you😭😭😭....Swara- Kartikey!!!🥺🥺🥺... she says placing her fingers on his lips indicating him to stop...she cups his face in her palms and gives him a weak warm smile as warm tears fall from her eyes too.... caressing his cheeks she pulls his head in her bosom trying to provide him his required warm to calm down..her fingers start massaging his hairs while he hugs her tight digging his head more in her chest snuggling her.. he had wanted this warm of love and he knew only she can give it to him... he was on cloud 9 as she understood him and pour her love .... he just pulls her more digging himself more in her chest just like a baby does in his mother's bosom seeking her love warmth 💞💞💞....To be continued.....----------------------------------------------"I am a cold winterand you are the bonfire blazing in it for me.......princess"...-Kartikey🥺😢😭..Stay tuned Your loving,Sonu💙💙.                          Â