chapter 63

At Resort....Nobody's pov-                 Swara had taken Kartikey in her arms and let him snuggle in her warmth but only she knows that this love of him was just adding fuel to her pain.. she placed her chin on his head and closed her eyes feeling his lips on her bare neck . Suddenly Molu's face comes to her mind and she snap open her eyes, tears made their way down her eyes.. her fingers in Kartikey's hairs grab his spikes tight and she pulls Kartikey face away from her neck makinghim.look at her... she looks into his orbs helplessly...Swara- Kartikey!!!... she nods her head in no... you should be strong like this for your entire life... you deserve a good mate better than me and I am sure god will give you one soon... I am not suppose to be in your life Kartikey... because I am sure to ruin it...😭😭😭... I am not the right choice you made... think me as a mistake..a huge thrash of your life... and just leave me...I beg you Kartikey...I can't behold if you left me more late ...let me break now before I am completely within you😭😭😭😭...with that she cried down on his chest and he pulls her in a tight hug...Kartikey- shuu.....calm down princess....calm down....and speak up to me ... why can't be ever be one.... why can't you marry me... tell me might be I'll have some solution to our problem..if not will still look upon ... but how will I know it if you don't speak and just keep crying like this... speak up...Swara- Kartikey... I can't marry you because...because I am already a mother....😭😭😭...Kartikey- WHAT???😳😳😳...Swara- listen to me first... I am like a mother to Molu.... yess... even if she is my niece she is like my daughter... after Monika dii's and her husband's death... we have an agreement made which says... I have to look after Molu my entire lifetime as my daughter.... even if I marry, the man I marry will have to adopt her as his own daughter...😭😭😭... and no man would ever wish to marry a girl who already has a daughter before marriage...beside this having similar features like me people think Molu to be my biological daughter.... people have end up calling me a prostitute Kartikey 😭😭😭... some people even thought that jiju married Monika dii but had child from me... 😭😭😭... I have even been named as a slut Kartikey... no one cared how I feeled when I was taunted with these unwanted words... wherever we go people use to just taunt me ... I use to cry entire nights in my pillow suppressing my pain as I never wish to scramble my family's happiness... I have been rejected by many mens just because they think I have a burden with me of Molu... everyone in this world think Molu to be my burden but I know what gift god has given me in form of her... after my entire family died it was only Molu who gave me a reason to live... you know she never asked me about her mother and father just because their memory brings tears to my eyes... she loves and cares about me so much that even none of my family members would have been able to give me... she thinks only me to be her world.. she studies hard and always try her best to show her good conduct only to make me happy... whenever people taunt me in front of her she just whisper a sorry in my ears.. I have seen her crying alone hiding from everyone Kartikey... she too feels to spend her life with her parents but no...😭😭😭.. if we whenever  see a couple walking with their child in park or somewhere I have seen her eyes getting moist but she never spoke up her pain to me... she will cry alone, suffer alone but will never show up her pain Kartikey just like me... and people think her to be a burden...tell me how can such a cute and pure soul be a burden and how can I leave her for any man just to give birth to his progeny... no Kartikey I can't leave without Molu... she has become the reason of my life and somewhere in my heart I really wish to be her mother... any women would be proud to have such an understanding daughter and Monika dii was really lucky to have her...                  She looks at Kartikey... I don't wish to ruin your status and life with the taunts and words the world throw upon us Kartikey... I love you from my heart and wish to spend my life with you but the mother within me will never do this Kartikey...no... I can't leave Molu for my happiness... I have promised Monika dii I'll take care of her daughter as my own daughter... besides I don't want people to call you husband of a slut.. no I know how it pains when world sees you with bad sights and how can I hear someone calling my love , my husband ill because of me... it's better Kartikey we don't go more ahead... it's better we break...her voice chokes.... her heart sinks to pit for the words that were going to come out of her mouth... its.. its ..better that be break up..Kartikey 😭😭😭😭...I know I am cracking you heart in pieces... I am once again making it dead...but I can't cheat you Kartikey....because that I don't want to break you... with that she closes her eyes and tightens her hug around him ... and digs her head more in his bare chest ...as if feeling his warmth for the last time while she cracked her heart into thousands of pieces with the dagger of her own words and responsibilities....💔💔💔.....                      Kartikey's pov-                  She pulled me in her bosoms and I loved her move... I started sniffling in her warmth I really love her and want her for my entire life.. I wish to take my last breaths like this in her arms...she was try her best in calming me down but her moves were making me wild .. I was feeling free as I pour my heart pain to her .. I felt a big stone kept on my heart was pulled off.. but then she pulled my away looking at me helplessly...why???... she is telling me to think her my mistake??? Here I was praising her moves and in next moment she is telling me to think her a trash and leave her... again talking to leave her..ahhh why she is still persistent to play with my feelings after knowing her importance in my life... no i have not heard her pain yet i should let her speak..with that I encouraged her to speak out her pain and what she told made me go blank... she is a mother???😳😳😳... why she hiding this from the world... was she cheated ???... ohhh God what is she speaking???... she told me to calm down and continued... and I felt relief when she said she is like a mother to Molu.. but what's the problem I know about Molu and her relationship and if she wants me to accept Molu after marriage I am ready to do..because I also love molu and want that little angle of ours to be with us... and yess I caught her right...her fear is Molu... but what she continued futher added fuel to the hatred I had in my heart for this world....                  Swara is so pure soul and how can some think of her being a prostitute???😠😠😠.... just because of having similarities with her niece how can this world call her a slut.. now I got why Dhiya calls her slut when she herself is one😑😑😑... ahhh how much she has suffered.... Khamal sir is that why protective about her afterall his son too was linked with this.. his granddaughter was being exploited...ohh god how I wish to burn these mouths alive who spoke so much nonsense which was enough to kill sweet nights of my princess and angel... those mens who rejected her..I really doubt their manness ... how could they reject such a beautiful girl just for an angle...                     She started telling me about Molu and trust me guys not only any women would be lucky to have Molu as her daughter but a real man would always wish for such an understanding and awesome child to call him Daddy... and now my heart wants to hear Molu calling me her dad.. I want to make her feel her to be my daughter... i want to play with her , pick her in my arms and roam the entire world as a father and daughter combo 😂😂😂... how can a small soul be so understanding and pure..she is exact replica of my princess 😅😅😅... ahh thanks god for giving so beautiful and real princess and angel in my life... but this princess 😑😑😑...ahh she again started her ranting of leaving her... how can she be so selfless???... even after knowing her happiness is my happiness  and on her one command I bow to her, she could have demanded me to just accept Molu for having her..but here she is asking me to leave her and think her to be the trash of my life just because her and her responsibility towards Molu was going to give this fucking world a chance to call me a husband of slut.... I just tell you guys I am really feeling to kill each and every person whose words have been the reason of tears and pain to my angel and princess 😡😡😡... no now they both will not suffer more...I'll not let these two precious jewels of my cry more due to this worlds tantrums... I will be the ray of happiness in their life ...I will be their strength... yes Kartikey now you need to be more strong and you have to fight again with this glamorous fake world for your real princess and angel.... they both are weak and now only belong to you... and I promise on my heart princess...I don't care about this world and will never care ... but I care for you and our angel and will fight this entire world to make you both mine...I have already made you mine and will soon make our angel my daughter... I'll surely fight for we three... we will soon be together as a family were only happiness will breath...💛💛💛....To be continued....----------------------------------------------"This world has been cruel to me...but I'll not let it scramble you just because of my responsibilities......my dearest love"....-Swara🥺😢😭....Stay tunedYour loving, Sonu💙💙.