Chapter 9 [Their miseries]

I felt her going stiff as I hugged and her and immediately realised moving back as she asked me how i was !

After completing the little convo I was settled on the bed when the attendees announced the arrival of their queen !

And trust me in was hell nervous I have never ever opened up about my past to anyone before and I dont even know how she would react ?

"Naina" I heard her and took a deep breath forcing a smile as I felt her sit beside me and asked the attendees to leave !

"Aap hame bata sakti hai" I heard her say as she kept her hand on my shoulder offering her support and I looked at her directly in her eyes to see just concern in those pure ocean blue eyes of hers !

"My father" I said taking a deep breath looking at my fingers which were fiddling with my dupatta !

"He is abusive" I completed and looked at her to see her yet looking at me in the same way as before no change no judgements nothing and this motivated me to go further and let my heart out !

"I was 5 when my mother passed away she did not live a very happy life either , he used to hit her with chains belts and sometimes even with steel rods ;

But she just loved him to much to complain she never did and that made him worse , he used to rape her every night" I said and shivered as ky mother's screams I had heard from all those nights I would not be able to sleep because of horrer crossed me !

"She was pregnant when one night he come home drunk and used her body like every other time and she lost her child" I said taking a deep breath wiping my tears !

"I was 5 when she died he had hit her with a rod in the head in anger when he came home drunk one night and started slapping me : I was just 5 then who had ran to her father to show him my grades but received this in return ; she tired saving me and died on spot when he hit her" I said taking a deep breath harshly wiping the tears that were flowing from my eyes.

I felt my body go stiff when I felt a finger slowly wipe of my tears and looked up at her to see a few tears at the bay in her eyes too !

"You are strong" I heard her say as she looked me in the eyes and I smiled continuing "After she passed away him coming home drunk became a very common thing and almost everyday he would bring a new women home at night and hit me in the morning it was a everyday thing for me and it continued like that untill one day I got to know about my betrothal with Rana saa" I said and looked up at her who smiled at me slightly hiding my hand in hers and squeezing them !

"I am here to hear you Naina I promise I wont judge no matter what" I heard her and smiled nodding !

"Rana saa came in my life like a ray of hope , a hope to be free from that life a hope to be treated well , I knew he was a prince and believed this could get me out of it and yes it did I got a reason to live yes a false one but i did , I always thought to end my life but then I remembered him , I had a hope in me that maybe he would be waiting for me but it was all fake , a lie I kept myself in , a illusion I made to keep myself away from the harsh reality" I said and took a deep breath as everything came rushing to me at once and I felt my head being pressed against a soft chest and Thats when I realised how badly I was crying by now !

Maybe it was all I had kept up bottled up in me for all those years that were now streaming down as tears !

I never had anyone to share my pain with and for the first time I am talking about it to somebody and this is getting me overwhelmed !

Taking a deep breath I continued "you know I was too small when he started to mentally harass me he made me feel useless and as if i was born to be played with ; all these years these things were just till here but yesterday he crossed all his limits he gave me 2 days time and two choice either to transfer a part of the Rathore Company's money to him or he would get a man use my body every single hour in return of the money he gets ; I never thought he would step so low , he was meant to be my hero but he is instead the villain in my life" I said crying heavily as she kept on caressing my hairs without saying a word just caressing my hairs and hearing me out and I felt the much needed peace after long !

"Thats why I asked you to get me out of there before this 48 hours could pass" I said taking a deep breath tying to stable my breathing !

"You know he used to leave me out of the house late at night not brothered about my safety he would beat me untill I would lay half conscious in my own pool of blood , he killed me every single day , i died with each whiplash that fell on my back , every time I got a bone broken everyday , every hour I died !" i said weeping heavily as my heart felt just too heavy to stop now and i had my face buried in her chest crying my heart out !

"Par aap jane dijiye Rani saa hame nahi lagta aap yeh sab samajh paengi aur aapka bahot bahot dhanywad hamari sahayata karne ke liye" I said pulling away wiping my tears !

She is the queen and very sweet person , I know she wont judge me but I just dont want to dump my emotional baggage on her.

"Mai samajhti hu Naina kyuki jis cheez ki tum baat kar rahi ho na woh maine bhi saha hai har pal marta hai insaan , saas leta hai par zinda nahi hota" I heard her say and frowned !

Slowly pulling away , I looked at her to see her looking at me with a smile on her lips yet tears in her eyes !

"You know right that Anika Rajput and Digvijay Rajput are not my real parents but my uncle and aunt who adopted me after my parents death when i was 10 , everyone things they died in an accident but its wrong my father Vikramaditya Rajput and Mother Abhishree Rajput were killed by their own family " I heard and to say I was shocked would be an understatement !

Rana Vikramaditya Rajput and Rani Abhishree Rajput were one of the greatest and the most just rulers and their death remained a mystery the Royal family had stated it was an accident and now Bhabhi telling me that they were killed had me shocked !

"Mere papa ko meri aankho ke samne gala ghot ke mara tha aur meri maa unka rape karne tak ki koshish ki par uski jagah maa ne pure kamre ko aag laga di jis aag me woh baba aur mera bachpan teeno hi jal gaya , aur Digvijay Rajput bahot zakhmi ho gaye par aur un sabko laga ki Woh dono mujhse bahot zyada pyaar karte hai aur isiliye mera khayal rakh rahe hai" She said and a painful chuckle escaping her lips .

"Kehne ko mai Rajkumari thi par dasiyo se bhi bekar halat thi meri subah uthle sare kaam karti thi phir bhi kisi ko pata nahi chalne de sakti thi aakhir ek Rajkumari ko kya gam raat ko gussa aata tha toh mujhe maar lete the aur phir agle din kaam kisi ko keh bhi nahi sakti thi warna jaan hi le lete woh log meri jis din mere mata pita ki mrityu hui us din har saal nachwate the mujhe mana karti toh marte aur chikh bhi nahi sakti thi aakhir kisi ko pata chal jata toh kya karti" I heard her and a few tears escaped her eyes .

"Pata hai Naina meri shaadi bhi bas naam ke liye karvai rana saa naam chahiye the unhe Rana saa ke sasur hone ka rishta Toh Shehza ke liye tha par Dadi maa ko mai pasand aa gayi" She said wiping her tears.

"Shaadi se ek din pehle pi rakhi thi unhone Rape karne ki koshish ki thi meri yeh toh kaho Rudra ussi samay shaadi ka joda leke aa gaya aur mai bach gayi aur tumhe lagta hai mai nahi samjhungi" I heard her say and gulped the tears immediately hugging her.

We don't know how time passed as we consoled each other and cried in each other's embrace!

Our moment was broken when an attendee announced the arrival of Rana saa from outside the door and both of us wiped our tears and smiled at each other a complete genuine smile.

"Aadiya aapko sona nahi hai der ho gayi hai" I heard him say and looked at Bhabhi who seemed shocked at first but nevertheless nodded and left after giving me a sweet smile.

In Sometime i noticed Abhimanyu step in the room but he looked really angry and pissed off and before i could ask or give a reaction he held my arms and pulled me up pinning me to the wall shocking me !

"How could you hide such a big thing from me Naina" He said near my ears coldly making me shiver !

"I asked how could you" this time his voice was loud and i looked down avoiding his look.

"damnit naina I am your husband for god's sake" I heard him yell .

"but we have nothing in between us like husband wife Abhimanyu" I said him and noticed Something changing in his eyes as he looked at me Saying "that does not change that you are my wife and my responsibility naina and you loving bhai saa is not my mistake" he yelled back and I was shocked so he was yet in that phase where i had feelings for Rana saa.

"I don't have feelings for him Abhimanyu , I dont I agree i did have attraction towards him in the past but I have overcome it long ago" I Tried explaining him and noticed him trying to find Something in my eyes.

"I promise to give your Father the worst days of his life" I herad him say and held his hand Saying "you can and you do have the rights to Abhimanyu" i said him and he nodded Saying "how come you are so inobservant naina how can you not understand" he siad confusing me as he left the room.

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Author's Note:-

So here are the pasts of the 2 female leads !

What do you think ?

And the ship names are :-

Aadiya +Abhimaan = Adhimaan

Naina + Abhimanyu = Abhina

Samaira + Rudraveer = Samveer

H

ow do they sound ?

Bye

Have a Great Day Ahead

Lots of Love

~Aditi

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