Chapter 29 [Rudra tries to explain]

I looked at Maa saa as she walked to me and Bhabhi left and immediately joined my hands saying "ji maa saa bole" and she took a deep breath before joining her hands and i widened my eyes immediately holding her hands and said "yeh aap kya kar Rahi hai" and she shook her head with tears saying "maaf karna mujhe beta kal tumhare aur Rudra ke beech ki recording Maine sun Li thi , Maine hamesha se tumhe galat samjha tumhe galat kaha mujhe laga tumne Rudra ko phasaya hai par mujhe nahi pata tha ki rudra ne Aisa kuch Kiya tha ho sake toh mujhe maaf kar Dena"

(Yes mother say)

(What are you doing)

(I am really sorry dear i heard the recording yesterday i always thought you were wrong but i was wrong i thought rudra fell in a trap by you but it was not like this i am sorry)

"Nahi maa aap kyu maafi mang Rahi hai aap badi hai apna hath bas aashirwad Dene ke liye uthaye mere aage hath jod ke mujhe paap ka bhagi mat banaiye" I said joining my hands infront of her and smiled as she pulled me in a hug.

(No mother why are you saying sorry your hand should just give us blessings don't ask forgiveness and make me feel burdened with sin)

"Ek cheez hai Jo mai tumse chahti hu" I heard her say and immediately nodded as a tear escaped my eyes.

(I just want one thing from you)

"Itne saalo me Maine kabhi Rudra ko itna khush nahi dekha hai samaira jitna usse tumhare sath dekha hai shuruwat me Jo bhi kiya ho usne ek baar usse mere liye baat karlo woh tumse shaadi aise hi kabhi nahi karega" and I nodded not knowing what to say as he caressed my hairs and placed a kiss on my forehead moving out wiping her own tears and I sighed .

(I never saw rudra this happy in the years but i want you to talk to him about it because he won't just marry you like that)

Once i had checked on the prepared breakfast i sat down in my chanbers and i did not know if I should be happy or sad !

My mother is law finally accepted me but when my and kuwar saa's future and relationship is uncertain and i could not help but let the tears escape my eyes.

"Kya aap hi hai Jo bhabhi maa ke sath aayi hai " I could hear his voice from two years ago .

"Ji ham hi hai kuwar saa pranam aapko koi kaam tha" and he shook his head "nahi bhabhi maa bula Rahi thi".

(Are you the one who came with sister in law)

(Yes I am the one Prince do you have any work)

(No sister in law was asking for you)

"Yeh kya hai hamne isse pehle toh kabhi nahi khaya hame khilaiye"

"Par yeh toh jootha hai"

"Toh kya hua"

"AAP rajkul se hai aapko ham apna jhootha nahi khila sakte"

"Rajkul se hai toh kya hua hai toh insaan hi na"

(What is this i never ate before make me eat it)

(But this is eaten by me)

(So what happened)

(You are from the Royalty i cannot make you eat it)

(Even if I am from the royalty i am a human too)

"Pyaar ho gaya hai aapse fark nahi padta aap kaha se hai kis jat se hai ya kis kul se hai hame bas itne se fark padta hai ki aap hamari hai , hamara Dil chahta hai aapko aur ham bas aapke" I heard his voice from the day he proposed me and took a deep breath and suddenly I felt as if My breath had been knocked out.

(I love you i don't care from where you are from which caste which family i just know that i love you that my heart wants you and you are mine and i am yours)

I tried taking deep breaths when a hand slowly tapped on my back and i looked up to see kuwar saa looking at me as he forwarded me water.

"Apne aur hamare liye isse aur mushkil mat banaiye samaira" i heard him say and looked At him and chuckled moving away and he sighed .

(Don't make it more tough for both you and me)

"Ham mushkil bana rahe hai aapke liye aapne toh pehle se hi sab soch rakha tha " I said and looked at him as he took a deep breath.

(I am making it tough , seems like you have already thought of everything)

"Ek baar hamari aankho me dekh ke kahiye kya aapko Aisa lagta hai hamara pyaar jhootha hai" I heard him and felt anger build up in me as I shifted closer to him our faces just a few centimetres away as i said

"Hame bas abhi ek aisa vyakti dikh Raha hai Jo ek shak ke naam pe kisi ladki ki. Bhavnao ke sath khel sakta hai" i said and left the room immediately moving out i sat down with a sigh in the bench of the royal garden and thought about it.

(Once look in my eyes and say that my love for you is fake)

(I  can only see a person who can play with a girls feelings for a silly doubt)

I know that he loves me !

I know him !

I trust him !

I know he would have never ever married me going against everyone without loving me !

But he fell in love with me while pretending to love me and what if he won't have fallen in love he would have just broken my heart and went on with it so easily.

"Samaira" I heard a deep manly voice and looked up to see Rana saa and immediately stood up and bowed down and he took a deep breath before saying "rudra ki galti nahi hai hamari hai usse saza mat dijiye bahot pyaar karta hai aapse aapke bina jee nahi paega hame pata hai jo rudra ne Kiya woh galat hai aur yeh bhi pata hai ki woh kisi bhi keemat pe aapse uske liye maafi nahi mangega kyuki usne yeh sab mere liye Kiya uski taraf se ham aapse maafi mangte hai ho sake toh maaf kar dijiyega hamari galti ki saza usse mat dijiye"

(Rudra is not at fault its mine dont punish him for my mistake he loves you a lot he won't be able to live without you whatever he did he did for me and i know he won't ask you forgiveness for doing this so I am saying sorry to you from his side please forgive him don't burden him with my mistakes)

I looked a his joined hands and gulped looking at him but before I could react he had left and I sighed. Not knowing where has life been taking me but I realised one thing for sure it's not just Rudra who loves Rana saa more than himself but also Rana saa loves him equally if not more .

He apologized to me even when he is not the one at fault leaving away his pride , power and position and again my thoughts went back to the same things of us the moments we spent together him coming to meet me secretly.

"Samaira" I heard Naina bhabhi and immediately wiped my tears in order to hide them from her.

"Ek khel khele kya" I heard her and frowned not being able to understand the game she is talking about.

"Shall we play a game"

I noticed her looking at the children Playing and noticed how carefree they were .

They had absolutely nothing to worry about and were living their lives happily carrying the innocence in their hearts which this cruel world loves to taint someday or the other.

"Chalo" i heard her and followed as she pulled me and i noticed her tap the girls shoulder and she turned around first was shocked but recovered saying "badi baisa ko mera pranam" .

"Come"

"My respect to the second daughter in law"

"Kya ham dono bhi aapke saath khel sakte hai" I heard her ask and they looked at us and finally replied "nahi aap hamare sath kyu khelengi aap toh badi baisa hai na" and i heard bhabhi chuckle as she sat down on her knees with the kids and a small smile came on my lips.

(Can we two play with you all)

(No why would you play with us you are a royal)

"Kyu nahi khel sakte ham" she asked immediately and a boy said "aap bade log ho hamare sath kyu kheloge" and she shook her head saying "chota bada sab soch hoti hai agar aapki soch badi hai toh ek din aap bahot kamyab banoge aur agar choti hai toh koi fark nahi padta hamesha sab kuch Kam hi lagega ab yeh sab aap sab chadiye mai aur aapki choti baisa bhi aapke sath khelenge" and they looked at each other before saying "hame is bare me sochna padega" and we nodded looking at them as they all shared glances and moved towards a corner to discuss and i chuckled and soon enough they were back and one of them said "Thik hai par aapko hame har din khel ke baad chocolates khilane honge" and it was me who answered this time "bas itni si baat bilkul" and they nodded smiling.

(Why cant we play)

(You are from higher class why would you play with us)

(High low is all a mindset if we all think big we achieve big if we think low no matter from which class you are you are low now leave this can we play)

(Let us think)

(Ok but you will have to give us chocolates daily after Playing)

(Why not sure )

"Yeh dekho mai kabse tum dono ko dhundh Rahi hu" I heard Aadiya bhabhi and turned around and smiled at her as the kids greeted her and she smiled politely at them and looked at us.

(See i am searching for Both of you since a long time)

"Bhabhi Aaj ham bhi inke sath khelte hai" i herad Naina bhabhi answer and smiled noticing the two sharing glances and i knew what they were upto .

(Sister in law today we will also play with them)

I know that they want to make me smile and even though none of them said it directly i understood their attempt for it as Aadiya bhabhi nodded looking at me and i nodded too as the children cheered.

"Par par par ek aur baat hai" i herad Naina bhabhi as she silenced the children and continue "in sabko har din hamare sath khelne ke badle chocolate chahiye" and Aadiya bhabhi chuckled and nodded.

(But there is one more thing)

(They want chocolate from us in return of playing with us daily)

Soon enough all of us were busy in playing with the small light weighted ball the children owned and to say i was enjoying wouldn't be a complete list though I was not able to complete all that's happening from my mind i was definitely distracted by the children's banters and talks.

"Oh shit" i heard Naina bhabhi and she immediately put her palm on her lips when Aadiya bhabhi glared at her and i looked up to see that in excitement she had thrown the ball too high and now it was in Abhimanyu bhaiya's office and it broke the glass.

I widened my eyes when I noticed Kuwar saa and Abhimanyu bhaiya walk out to the balcony and the children immediately hid behind us and Naina bhabhi looked at them saying "are tum sab mere peeche mat chipo mujhe khud bhabhi ke peeche chipna hai ek wahi hai jinki Mera khadoos pati kuch nahi kahega" and she immediately hid behind bhabhi maa and i giggled .

(You all don't hide behind me i myself will be hiding behind sister in law only she is the one to whom Abhimnyu won't say anything)

Naina bhabhi is really fun she speaks whatever she has in her heart without a filter !

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Author's Note :-

So guys here it is !

A glimpse to the love life of Rudra and Samaira !

Abhimaan asked for forgiveness and even Padmini accepted her daughter in law !

Do you think the family is improving?

Bye and have a great day ahead!

Lots of love

~Aditi

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