Chapter 34 [Naina Regrets]

I looked at Dadi saa who took a deep breath continuing "abhimaan sautela beta hai Padmini ka nafrat nahi karti usse par pyaar bhi nahi karti thi rudra jab bada hua toh sawal karne laga puchne laga ki uski maa Abhimaan se utna pyaar kyu nahi karti jitna usse karti hai aur Padmini ko dar satane laga is baat ka ki kahi usse rudra galat na samajh le aur woh Abhimaan se jhoothe pyaar aur Mamta ka natak nahi karna chahti thi uske aage bhi aur kuch hua jiska mujhe bahot pata toh nahi hai kyuki woh in dono ke beech ka mamla tha par ha Anya ne shayad kaha tha ki abhimaan ko waha America ka bheje par abhigyan nahi mana aur usse bhej diya"

(Abhimaan is the step son of Padmini but she doesn't even love him. When Rudra grew up he started questioning why his mother didn't love Abhimaan as much as him. Padmini started to be tormented by the fact that she did not understand Rudra wrongly and that she did not want to pretend that she loved Abhimaan and then Abhigyan took the decision to send him to America Anya tried stopping him but he didn't listen .)

And this made me shocked no way bade papa would send Rana saa away he loved him too much i remember him joining his hands infront of me and asking me to keep Rana saa happy when the alliance was fixed and I sighed not wanting to remember all those memories.

"Par dadi saa woh Aisa kyu karnge" i asked and she chuckled saying "yeh toh mujhe bhi nahi pata beta kisne kyu kya Kiya yeh bad wahi bata sakta hai yaha par" and i nodded .

(But why would he do that)

(Even I do not know that only he can tell this)

"Dhanyawad dadi saa ab ham chalte hai" i heard bhabhi say and she smiled at us as we took her blessings and left the room.

(Thank you grandmother, now I take your leave)

"Bhabhi aapko ksheerpakh banane aata hai" i said and she nodded with a smile and Samaira pinched herself saying "Naina bhabhi aap khana banane ki baat kar Rahi hai Maine bas aapko aapko pehli rasoi me khana banate dekha hai" and i chuckled.

(Sister in law do you know how to cook ksheerpakh)

(You are talking about making food I saw you in the kitchen only on your first rasoi)

"Par ksheerpakh ho kyu woh toh Abhimanyu ka Priya hai na" I heard Aadiya bhabhi say and felt the teasing tone behind the words and blushed "nahi nahi woh toh bas aise hi mujhe bas kuch banane ka man kiya" and Samaira looked at me saying "theek hai phir aap meri Priya mithai banaiye tab" and i bit my lips .

(But why should it be Ksheerpakh, it is Abhimanyu's favorite)

(No no that's it, I just felt like cooking something)

(Okay why don't you cook my favourite then)

"Samaira kyu sata Rahi ho usse agar uska man hai toh Abhimanyu ka hi toh Priya banaegi hamara kyu banaegi" i heard bhabhi say and felt my cheeks dust red and pulled my lower lip between my teeth to stop myself from smiling.

(Why are you teasing him obviously she would cook his favourite why ours)

"Aap logo ko sahayata nahi karni toh bol dijiye mai sevako se keh dungi" and with this i herad them chuckle as Samaira teasingly said "are nahi nahi bhabhi chinta mat kariye ham karenge na sahayata bhai saa se shama mangne me" and i widened my eyes .

(If you two don't want to help them tell me I will ask help from the servants)

(Oh no sister in law don't you worry we will help you in gaining forgiveness)

How did she know !

"Are tention my lijiye bhabhi Aadiya bhabhi ne mujhe pehle hi kaha tha dekhna pehle Naina ladegi aur phir maafi bhi mangegi" and i immediately turned towards bhabhi who immediately looked away .

(sister-in-law had already told me, see, first Naina will fight and then she will also apologize)

"Waise abhi tum kafi khush ho" i asked Samaira and i was genuinely happy seeing her happy and she nodded saying "i and rudra talked he did not apologize but yes he did explain his side and i tried to think rationally and realised that none of us were wrong it was just the situation" and i smiled nodding .

(By the way you are very happy )

"Bhabhi you are not angry on Rana saa right " i heard samaira question and she shook her head saying "i am not angry i am just a bit disappointed par hame baat hi nahi karni is bare me "

"Aap dono mere sath Aisa kaise kar sakti hai" i yelled at them and the two looked at each other and then said together "hamne kya kiya" and i glared at them saying "kya kiya maine Abhimanyu se jhagda kar liya aur bahot ulta seedha bhi bol diya aur phir ab mujhe unhe manana bhi hai aur aap dono hai ki apne patiyo se apni mange Puri karwane ki baat kar Rahi hai' and Bhabhi shook her head saying "gusse me tum aur Abhimanyu dono hi kuch nahi sochte bolne se pehle toh loh ab jhelo aur Abhimanyu ko bhi pata hai uski biwi ke paas kitna dimag hai woh maaf kar dega" and my jaw dropped as she left and i glared at Samaira who gave me a small smile and ran from there .

(Why did you two did this with me)

(What did we do)

(I fought with Abhimanyu shouted on him too much and God knows what what did I say to him and now I will have to apologise and you two will be getting your husbands apolozing and trying to please you)

Oh god !

Why can't I have control over my tongue !

I kept on thinking about numerous ways to apologise to him while pacing in the garden and did not know how long it took .

Can I just say a simple sorry !

He wont be angry!

Ofcourse he would be !

What i said was too much !

But it was nothing as compared to what he called me when we were newly married.

It took a month for me to adjust and understand the new turn my life has taken and then at the end i decided to atleast try for this relationship and i went to talk to that arrogant man  but as i had not even uttered that "i wanted this marriage to work" he got furious and called me with names like gold digger and i could never bear a thing against my self respect.

He did apologize afterwards with my favourite chocolate and told me he was frustrated and angry over some issues and vented out it one me !

Since then we had come fighting each

Other .

But things were different that time and when the things started progressing a bit i got angry on him for no reason and destroyed it !

Ummm hmm i bit my nails mentally scolding my brain and held my head when it hit something hard and looked up to see it was not something but someone !

My husband !

"Umm sorry" these were the words which unconsciously left my mind and he frowned looking at me confused "what" he said and i gulped saying "i said too much in anger".

"Even the government leaves the meantally disabled people without punishment then why would I get angry on you" i heard him and was about to thank him when u realised what he had said and glared at him and he raised an eyebrow instead !

Idiot !

Dumb person !

If anyone here is mentally disabled it's surely him !

"About forgiveness i guess you need to earn it" i heard him and glared at him while he left with a smirk and i mentally cursed him.

Taking a deep breath and stomping my feet i moved out meeting Prachi in between who gave me a beautiful smile overcoated with sweetness and i glared at her .

"Bhabhi woh hamare abhi kaha hai" i heard her say and turned around asking her "tumhare abhi woh kaun hai aur woh yaha kaise honge" and she chuckled sighning saying "mai rana saa ki baat kar Rahi hu" and i rolled my eyes.

(Sister in law where is my Abhi)

(Who is your abhi and why would h be here)

( I am talking about the king)

"Woh tumhe nahi milenge aur nahi tumhare hai" i said and moved out ignoring her directly to bhabhi's room and started whining about what just happened and noticed her gesturing me something through eyes but i did not move and kept on blabbering.

(He is not yours neither will you get him)

When i had completed she hit her head with her palm and i looked at her confused "kya baat hai bhabhi" i asked and she shook her head saying "Rana saa" and my eyes went wide as i noticed him sitting on the throne chairs and gulped seeing that he was looking at me as if I just landed from a unknown planet !

(What happened sister in law)

(The king)

"Pranam Rana saa" i said nervously and he shook his head saying "i guess i would leave you to complain about my brother to my wife and curse him as much as you can" and i frowned .

(Greetings Maharaj)

"Rana saa first of all i am not complaining about your brother to your wife i am completing about my husband to my sister like sister in law" and i bit my lips noticing bhabhi and him glaring at me.

"There are some works i have to do Rani saa i will take a leave in a few hours it is a long process so it will take time" I heard Rana saa and bhabhi gulped nodding and once he was out she threw the sofa pillow at me saying "realise your surroundings Naina" and i bit my lips and she shook her head "par abhi bataiye toh kya karu" i said and she looked at me for sometime saying "kya karogi manao mere devar ko aur kya" and i looked at her with shock.

(What will you do go pamper my brother in law)

"Mai kyu manau galti unki hai" and she shook her head saying "par manana toh tumhe hi padega na abhi toh gussa tumne kiya" and i sighed while she pinched my cheeks and chuckled and a made a face !

(Why should I pamper him it's not my fault)

(But he got angry so will have to pamper him)

I am not a baby afterall!

Taking a deep breath I moved in the room to See him watching old pictures with Rana saa from their childhood !

I bet the brothers are dumb totally dumb !

"Agar pyaar hai toh Jake batate kyu nahi keh kyu nahi dete Rana saa se" and I can see him visibly frozen hearing me and he took in a deep breath saying "yeh hamare beech ki baat hai" and I rolled my eyes saying "Abhimnyu Pratap Singh Rathore agar aapko itna pyaar hai toh jataiye apne bhaiyo ko galti kisi ko nahi hai pagal hai aap teeno ke teeno" and he glared at me saying "tumne abhi mere bhaiyo ko pagal kaha" and I nodded saying "sar phire bhi ho teeno ke teeno pagal toh chota shabd hai" and he galred at me.

(If you love your brothers so much then why don't you show him)

(That is between us)

(Abhimanyu Pratap Singh Rathore if you love your brothers so much then go tell them all three of you are crazy)

(You just called my brothers crazy)

(You three are crack heads crazy is a small word)

"Agar hai himmat toh jaiye baat karke dikhaiye Rana saa se" and he glared at me saying "tumhe lagta hai mujhme himmat nahi hai biwi" and I shook my head saying "hoti toh apne khud ke bhayi se baat karte" and he glared at him .

(If you are daring enough then go tell him)

(You think I don't have courage)

(If you had you might have talked to your own brothers)

That's when a messenger came in the room saying "Rana saa aapko bula rahe hai Kunwar saa" and I smirked saying "jaiye aukaat hai toh baat kariye aur phir himmat hai toh mere samne Gale laga ke dikhaiye ki aap teeno me pyaar hai" and he glared at me before leaving.

(The king is asking for you prince)

(Go if you have courage then talk to them and then hug them infront of my eyes to prove your love)

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