Emotions

⚠️ ⚠️ mention of $H

Chloe's POV

Shit shit shit.. what do I do..

Red walked out, she left.. she just left without even trying to reason with me! She knows I didn't post that video and she still hates me.. thinking about it just makes me sick to my stomach. My hands trembled rapidly, my heart pounded out of my chest, Tears streamed down my face. I remembered there was still an unconscious girl laying on the floor, I didn't care for her sense she's the reason why Red hates me more than she did 3 hours ago but I had to get her the fuck out of my room. I kicked her side harshly. "Get up." "Ouch.. what happened?." She rubbed her head softly. "Get the fuck out of my dorm." I pressed her. " what did I do?!" "God are you brain dead? I said GET OUT!" She rushed up and out the door, shutting it behind her. Once she was gone I sat at the chair of my desk, my hands trembling and my knee bouncing up and down rapidly. The tears that were once one at a time were now huge waterfalls.

I tried to keep my breathing steady and my heart beat calm so I didn't have an attack but it wasn't working this time. I was overwhelmed and overflowing with 100 emotions and I'm expressing them all at once. I gripped my shirt tightly clenching near my chest, in whatever attempt that was to help. "Fuck.." I managed to slip out a word under the heavy breaths. I wanted to run away from all my problems but I knew that would make everything worse if that's even possible, but I was really stuck this time. Suddenly I heard the doorknob jiggle and creak open some, I expected it to be Red but to my surprise it was Ruby. I'm stunned she doesn't hate me after I pulled whatever crap I did to her. I dropped my head low, trying to hide the tantrum my whole body was having. "Red is also crying in my dorm, Leah's trying to comfort her and keep her from breaking shit. I came because I wanted to check on you, your not doing to well." She said kneeling down getting on my level. I turned my head to the side out of pure embarrassment and shame. "Y'all are going to be fine, you're gonna talk it out eventually because red is obsessed with you!" she tried to cheer me up. "How could.. how could you not hate me..?" I mumbled, gasping at my tears.

"I completely understand how you felt when you did what you did. Jealousy isn't really anyone's fault. We can't control our emotions and that's fine, they make us act out in so many different ways that I've just come to accept it."

She confessed. I shook my head, not wanting to believe anything. Suddenly a loud crash came from Ruby's dorm, it scared the shit out of me. "Shit, I'll be back." She sprinted out the door and to her room. My hand was still gripping onto my shirt as this tantrum attack continued, it wasn't getting better nor worse. From all the heavy rapid breathing I felt myself grow light headed. I got up slowly almost falling but a laid down flat on my bed, hoping this would work. Eventually my breathing slowed and my heartbeat went back to a regular pace. My hands still trembled but that's fine.

"Shit! RED PUT IT DOWN."

Leah yelled from across the hall. Both of our dorm doors were wide opened so I could hear a good amount of what was going on. I was so exhausted but I needed to get up to make sure she was alright, even if she despised me. I got up stumbling a little but slowly walking over to my door, my eyes widened in shock as I looked into the other room.

Reds POV

~A few minutes earlier before the crash~

"I HATE HER. I SHOULD'VE NEVER TRUSTED THAT SNAKE." I yelled pacing around the room as Leah and Ruby tried to calm me down. "Red you know she didn't post that video, so why do you hate her now?" Ruby asked "SHE STOOD THERE AND WATCHED AS IT GOT POSTED." My eye's fumed with rage and anger. I aggressively sat down at the edge of Ruby's Bed, planting my face in my palms as my elbows rested on my legs. "How could she do this to me.." I wondered sobbing endlessly.

"Red you know she wouldn't want to hurt you on purpose.. it's Chloe we are talking about, not just any royal."

Ruby's voice was calm and reassuring. "Yea well, she tried to kill you and she watched as my life was destroyed. I already feel so guilty for even doing what I did back at wonderland and the fact that it's all over AP ruins me.." I said under my sobs and sniffs. We sat in silence for a moment before Ruby got up and walked out, random but i don't care. "Cmon red.. I think you should talk to her." Leah spoke up. "Yea well I didn't actually ask what you fucking think. I'm not talking to her ever again." I wiped the tears from my face as more continued to flood my eyes. "You guys share a room. You're going to have to speak eventually." I stood up as Leah followed right behind me, like a dog.

" I'm never talking to the snake again! You don't understand what it's like to have your life absolutely demolished!" My voice trembled in frustration. "Red calm down.." "CALM DOWN?! ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS. HOW CAN I POSSIBLY BE CALM WHEN THE ONE PERSON THAT ACTUALLY HELPED ME EXPRESS MY FEELINGS BROKE ME." My voice cracked at my last words."Do you need something to punch.?" She suggested, she knew me well but I'm not going to punch her.

I hit the mirror that stood above the sink in Ruby's bathroom, causing a loud crashing sound and glass shards falling everywhere. "RED!!" Leah yelled and Ruby ran in hurriedly. I looked down at the sharp shards and cried profusely. I picked up the sharpest shard tightening my grip on it, worrying the two girls in front of me. "Shit! RED PUT IT DOWN!" Ruby yelled trying to inch closer. "Red you've been doing so much better.. don't do it okay? It's going to be fine." Ruby worried for me,It's not the end of the fucking world.

I slashed my forearm not giving a shit about what she was saying. It's the only way I can take my emotions out on things. What did she want me to do? Write?? Ruby tried to grab the class shard but I shoved her off of me, walking towards the end of her bed with my forearm dripping a crimson liquid. I looked to my left to see Chloe standing in her doorframe, her eyes widened in shock but she also looked exhausted, she looked back and forth from my arm and eyes. I slashed again at the sight of her beautiful eyes.. but reminding myself she was still a lying snake.

"RED!"

Chloe yelled running over to me trying to grab the bloody shard out my hand. I felt myself grow lightheaded due to that heavy amount of bleeding I was doing but I still held a fern grip on it but she was determined. "GIVE IT TO ME!" She yelled going back and forth with me all over the room. "GET THE FUCK OUT!" I yelled at her, I can't look at her or I'll forgive her to easily. Suddenly i backed into a wall, my arm moved in many directions to try and keep Chloe from getting the glass. I really didn't want her to get hurt from the glass but I'm not giving it to her. "RED! Give it to me!" She yelled keeping my back pressed against the walls and our bodies fit perfectly together, we were inches apart but she wasn't focused on that, she was focused on my bleeding forearm and the bloody glass in my palm. Everything felt lighter but I didn't let that stop me from trying to get this girl away from me, she could tell I was getting lightheaded since it showed all over my face and I was getting sloppy with my movements.

"I'm not giving it to you now get off and get out!"

I tried to push her off me but she shoved my hand down, pinning it at my side.

"Red give her the glass." Leah blabbed.

"No!" I said more faintly.

"Red your going to faint, Give it or I'm going too pin you down and take it from you."

"Is that supposed to be a fucking threat? As if you could even get me on the floor princess." I mocked

I underestimated the determined girl but Somehow she got me on the floor, which actually helped me feel less lightheaded. She was on top of me and held my arm down, the one that was holding the shard. "Grab it!" She yelled, my face blushed pink but I was still mad as shit. I tried to push her off by shoving her thighs but that didn't work, she squeezed the arm she had pinned down.

"Ouch! Get off of me!!" I yelled as the girls gripped the glass out of my hand.

Once they got it away from me I still kept trying to push the blue girl off my waste but her legs were on each side of me and she had amazingly weird leg strength. "Okay you got it now get off!" I complained while moving around in an attempt to get her off.

"Go get the wraps and wiping alcohol please." She asked Ruby to which she did immediately.

"FUCK NO CHLOE DON'T TOUCH ME GET OFF!" I kicked and yelled but Chloe wasn't responding, why is she even here?? she knows I hate her. Well.. do I..?

Ruby got the things Chloe requested for and she thanked her before pouring some pouring alcohol on my cuts, I yelped loudly from the burning sensation, bending my leg upwards which caused Chloe to move a bit. "FUCK QUIT BEING SO DIFFICULT." She yelled, it frightened me some making me flinch a bit but I didn't give a shit for what she had to say. "THEN GET OFF OF ME DIPSHIT." "NO YOU NEED TO BE BANDAGED UP." She yelled back, that was unexpected for HER. She wrapped my deep cut tightly forcing me to wince and flinch at the pain. "Sorry.." she said, her tone was a whole new person?! How the fuck did she do that, just a second ago she was screaming at me and now she's all nice and whatever. I always knew this girl was weird, how do you just switch like that?" "I'm gonna pour on the second one okay?" She gave me a heads up? WHO IS THIS GIRL?! She poured some more acid on my second deeper slash, I tried to hold in my screen this time and I did but I flinched and started panting heavily from the pain.

"Shit.." I said under my breath turning my head the opposite direction of the arm that was being treated. She wrapped it tightly once more and I squinted my eyes, just wanting it to all be over. "Sorry, but you can't walk around dripping blood forever." She said as she wrapped around and around. "I could've easily done this myself so Shut the fuck up." I snapped at her, my voice still low and harsh. She actually didn't reply which made me feel a little bad. Finally she tied the wrap and finished up what she was doing. "Can you get off me now." I begged impatiently.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU RED?! ARE YOU TRYING TO DIE OR SOMETHING." I was shocked at the sudden change so it caused me to flinch some, where did this come from?

She was just calm two seconds ago! Not even two!! "OH PLEASE AS IF YOU WERENT PRACTICALLY DYING IN THE DORM BEFORE YOU CAME HERE." I snapped back at her. "THAT WAS UNCONTROLLABLE RED AND YOU KNOW THAT! WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF?" She questioned. "YEA RIGHT AS IF YOU CARE, YOUR THE ONE WHO SAID ALL THAT SHIT THIS MORNING, WHAT DID YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND ABOUT ME?" A tear streamed down my face and my lip started to quiver but I still had a look of hatred on my  face not wanting to break in-front of her.

"Shit Red." She said with sympathy and exhaustion, the two girls had left us for some privacy but I knew they were listening through the door. "Why are you here! If I can't love anyone.. why are you here.." My voice cracked and trembled, the girl on top of me didn't break eye contact once. "I shouldn't have said that, I know that you've been trying hard and you're doing a wonderful job Red. I've been fucking up a lot recently with you and I don't know if it's because you make me feel so many emotions or if I'm just.. changing.." she confessed, well what's that supposed to mean? 'So many different emotions' "what emotions? Bad ones.?" I didn't want to talk about gross feelings or whatever but I guess in this moment I going to have to."No, you make my heart race every time I'm around you red! You make my face get all warm and pink when you do something stupid.. I get jealous when your around anyone else but me.." she confessed to me.

"I guess the feelings are mutual." I smiled softly but she blushed. "I shouldn't have done that too Kai. And ignore your feelings, and hurt you. I definitely shouldn't have lashed out on you for just being jealous.." "yea well I definitely shouldn't have done that to Ruby, I should really apologize to her.." "yea well I should've told you she was my sister!" We went back in forth as if it was a competition. "JUST KIS-" "SHH.." we heard the girls. I looked back from the door to Chloe and there were tears streaming down her face. Now I'm confused with this girl's emotions. "What's wrong?" I asked worriedly. "Do you really hate me Red.." her voice was high picked, it broke at her words and she sniffled a lot.

I hesitated to answer even though I knew the answer. "No. I don't think I could ever hate you, I was upset, really I was. I wanted to hate you but deep down i couldn't spend another second without you." I confessed to the crying girl. "Shit I'm sorry.. my emotions are all over the place." She apologized getting up off me. "I can tell.. I'm not upset with you Chloe, it just took me some time to realize that your emotions are not your fault. I could've done so many things better to stop most of this." I said before speaking up again. "Did that girl really mean what she said.?" I said picking myself up off the floor, face to face from Chloe. "What do you mean?" She said confused "you were only friends with me cause you felt bad, and I'm just a clone of my mom..." I looked down at the floor.

"What?! No! I'd never think that about anyone, especially not you Red! I became your friend because I knew you weren't what people thought you were. I was right."

I fidgeted with my fingers still looking at the floor. "Red, if I didn't want to be your friend we wouldn't be here right now. If I didn't want to be your friend you would definitely know."  I looked back up at her eyes, I knew she wasn't lying just by the way she was looking at me. "Girls? What are you doing? Move aside." We heard a familiar voice. "Chloe and red! What is the meaning of all of this noise and mess? Is that glass! Oh my.. you know what, I don't care. Get it fixed by The end of the week or you're both walking the plank and that's not a joke." Principal Uma said frustrated. "Yes principal Uma.."

Chloe and I both said in unison. "And you two, stop spying on them!" Uma said walking out, letting our spy's walk inside. "Okay so.. you guys did a whole apology letter so where's the final kiss that tells us you two are finally official." Chloe and I looked back and forth from each other and laughed. "Okay everyone out so I can clean up this mess." "We'll help." Ruby said confidently. "Ruby you're definitely not helping me with my tantrum mess. I don't want anyone getting hurt." "Yea well we can't trust you Red." Chloe said taking a breath wiping her remaining tears."Gosh trying to mess it up so soon Chloe?" I joked. I got a broom and dust pan and started sweeping up the shards of glass, dropping it into a bag when I was finished. I left the room to take the back to the trash out in the front court yard outside.

Chloe's POV

It felt like tons and pounds were lifted off my chest after red and I made up, knowing that she probably doesn't hate me anymore is such a reliever. " you know you wanna kiss her." Ruby said childishly. "I don't know, do I want to kiss her?" I teased them both. "Yes, yes you do!! Just get on with it!." Leah grew impatient. "Girls we arnt even dating, just because we confessed how we felt about eachother doesn't mean we are going to get together." The girls tossed and turned around, groaning in frustration.

Red came back after a few minutes of her absence. "So you don't hate me anymore." I said double checking. "No, I don't hate you, I never did. You're not gonna try to take my sister away again right?" "No promises." Ruby looked at me scared "what!" Ruby and Red yelled. "But seriously red.. you promise you're not mad at me?" I needed reassurance, after all of that we just went through I wasn't sure to believe this girl or not.

Suddenly she cupped her hands on my face shorting the gap between us and soon closing it completely. I was shocked at first but I kissed her back, grabbing her waist and pulling her body closer to mine the distance between us shrank as the other two girls watched with their jaws on the floor. "OH MY GOD!!" Both of them yelled jumping and running around the room. "See, I don't hate you." Red said as I blushed uncontrollably. "SHES BLUSHING, OHH! SHES BLUSHING." That didn't help at all. My hands were still on reds waist and her arms were over my shoulders, we chuckled at the girls. "Finally, it was getting exhausting you two." Leah said, I thought she liked Red? "Wait so are you guys finally together?"

"Well.."