chapter 100

Sadhvi's pov :

I was continuously thinking about how to propose him.......

I should not worry about consequences.

Atleast I should have enough confidence to say him that I love him .

Now that I already know he is crushing on others......I am feeling jealous yes....and also sad.

But atleast I am somewhat happy that he is trying to move on......because I know Siddarth this much that he will not be intimate with me if he doesn't like me. May be he likes her more........

But I may have some place deep in his heart.

I have been thinking about how I should do that????

How about decorating the whole house and give him roses???

Yeah....I should give him 3 roses.

It says 'I love you' .

'Dont think a lot Sadhvi......you already did the whole thing on six month anniversary. Have you already forgotten how your efforts went to vain????' my mind reminded me.

I sighed.....

It's true though.

Finally after continuous thinking I decided that I will just say I love you to him the next day randomly when he is least expected......even if he rejects me I should be fine and try to impress him the more.

With these thoughts I turned and slept peacefully in his arms looking at Siddarth.

Even though we haven't cleared the air between us we tried our best to look normal.

I will clarify everything tomorrow.......

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The next day we both started our journey to the college asusually.

I was so silent because I was busy thinking all the scenarios in which I will propose him.

He will be surprised or shocked??????

I want him to be surprised though.

If he rejects what should I do????

'I should never cry....not Infront of him at least!!!!' my mind warned me.

I should behave as if I am not affected by it......

'i don't think it is true???' my mind mocked me.

So what!!!! I don't want him to know how much he affects and mean to me.

Suddenly I felt a jerk that I almost broke my head to the  head board.....

Thankfully Siddarth's left hand protected my head.

He is looking worriedly at me.

I smiled awkwardly at my carelessness.

"Are you fine baby????" He said with his voice laced with worry.

Suddenly I felt that everything is fine between us........after the get together episode this was the first time he is calling me baby.

I feel like it only belongs to me when he calls me that.

" I am fine.....I was just thinking something else.

Anyways thankyou so much for protecting me." I said smiling at him.

"I ought to protect you baby...." He said.

Awww.......I am so much in love with this guy who melts my heart like it is an ice cream.

I couldn't control myself.....so I leaned towards him to give him a kiss.

I cupped his his cheek.....just when I landed my  lips on his cheeks he inturn faced me......yesterday's incident was quiet similar to today's......only that it was unintentionally done yesterday....now it was deliberate.

I moved back a little after coming out of shock....but a hand stopped me from moving back.

I frowned at that and opened my eyes to only look at Siddarth whose eyes are so intense that a shiver ran through my spine.

Before he could kiss me I said

" We are getting late...."

But he didn't look as he mind it.....he leaned in and kissed on my lips.

I immediately closed my eyes as I felt the weird sensations running in my body.

At first he was pecking my lips continuously and then lightly sucking on it.

Even I kissed him back.....but then he turned into a wild beast.

He started kissing me roughly....biting my lips and entwining our tongues.

I was so breathless but he is not at all leaving me to even take a breathe........so I fisted on his shoulders.

After few secs he finally left my lips but not before pecking on them.

I have heaving and trying to catch the breath......

May be I am looking like I just ran a marathon.

I pushed him and ran out of the car grabbing my bag.

Just now I realised that we were kissing in his car!!!!

Like car.... seriously????

We almost lost control in the campus.......

'Sadhvi don't think about it.' I said to myself.

I walked to dorms quite happily today as I know today will be a do or die for us.

"Hey dearies....." I exclaimed as soon as I reached the room. They all turned towards me and frowned seeing me.....or may be my over enthusiasm.

"Are you fine???" Akki asked me with a doubtful expression on her face.

"I am.....and uu?" I asked her casually.

" I am really fine but I am finding you abnormal." Akki said .

I gritted my teeth at that......

"Did you just called me abnormal???" I almost shouted.

" See.....this is what I am saying. Our Savi never shouts...now you did. So it is abnormal." He stated like it is the most obvious fact.

I scowled at her and said

" What ever........you can think anything."

"What's is the reason for your happiness???" Swapna asked me

I sat beside them and said

" I am thinking to propose Siddarth today...."

"What you guys didn't even proposed yet???" Akki exclaimed.

"Talk slowly....." I sushed her.

And continued

"Yeah....what's the big deal in that??" I asked her.

She smiled ate teasingly and said

" Don't think that I forgot our never have I ever game.....on that day you drank all the glasses when it regards kissing.

And now you are saying you haven't proclaimed your love yet??? It is somewhat unbelievable.

Wait!!!!! You kissed him without saying I love you???" She almost shouted the last sentence that I placed my hand on her mouth to stop her rambling.

"Yeah I did...." I said trying to sound confident .....but I know they can see me  blushing.

"Come on guys we are getting late." Geetha said a soon as she saw the time.

Oh my god!!!! Already we are late to postings by 10 mins

So I grabbed Geetha's hand and dragged her to postings.

I can see the weird looks I am getting all along the way.

"Am I looking weird??" I asked Geetha.

Now she is looking at me weirdly and said

" I don't think so..."

I sighed....it's waste of time asking her.

Now a days she is stressed with something.....I will ask her definitely tomorrow. I mentally noted myself.

When we both entered the ward all the staff, students and also many patients were looking at me wierdly......

I frowned . What is happening??????

Suddenly I heard fee whispers...

' she is the one...' they are saying pointing towards me. Even Geetha was looking confused about the whole situation.

I turned to see Varun coming towards us.

" What are you doing here?" He asked me as soon as he reached us.

" For postings..." I said in a obvious tone.

He sighed and grabbed my hand taking me along with him.

I tried to stop him but he looks so strong that I am not even comparable with him.

Even Geetha was coming with us....she was almost running like I was behind Varun right now.

When we reached the small garden he left my hand and said

" Sadhvi.....go to home for now."

" Why ?" I asked him to know the reason why he was saying this atleast.

But he didn't said anything.

Just then a group of girls came to us....they are looking like our classmates.

"You are Sadhvi right??" They asked me for which I nodded

" She will be the one....who else is so shameless to do such things??" Another girl said in taunting way and looked ate with disgust.

Why is she looking like that???

What did I do???

"What did she do??? And also what she do....it doesn't concern you." Geetha said stepping forward in between me and that group.

" Ohh...you look like you don't know anything about her.

See this link in the college page. You will know her true colours." One of the girl said and they all went away saying it's is not of their concern anyway.

What is written about me??? Many questions were running in my mind.

I grabbed my mobile and opened the link she just mentioned.

As soon as it opened I froze........

The title of it was 'Shall we call her a mistress or a sugar baby????'

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What do you think the contents of that page is????

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