chapter 114
My Secret Marriage
Sadhvi's pov :
The day passed very quickly......
I was currently waiting for Siddarth to complete his work so we could go home.
I don't know what changed but rightnow I didn't want to leave him even for a second.
But I having no other choice I had to stay away atleast until his work is over.
In the afternoon when it was the time for me to part with Siddarth as my postings timings are over.......it was really difficult for me. Even if we didn't talk during postings I was delighted with the fact that we are together in here.
As a workaholic he is....he was busy in tending the patients while the 'lovestruck' me was busy stealing glances at him. Passing smiles when he caught me staring him.
At times I felt like may be I am creeping him out but I couldn't look away from him. It was like he is a magnet when I am the ferromagnetic metal. He just grabs all of my thoughts and attention to him and makes it very impossible for me to think any other matters.
Now that we are in the dorm we all kind of had a 'the girls' time. Akki spoke about how well Ravi sir treats her.
She kind of shows off that.....but it was an obvious fact. We teased about the proposal she made and hid from us.
I want to invite them all again but i know it will be difficult for all this time as we will be having exams in few more days and I mentally noted to not forget this plan. Now that Varun knows about the marriage thing I will invite him too.
Just then my mobile ring grabbed my attention.....it was Siddarth.
I know why he called so I didn't attend it and grabbed all my things and almost ran to the parking lot.
It was already 7:30 and now I am walking on the deserted road whose only source of light is shone from the moon and a small street light.
Anyways the scenery here is admirable.
'You are admiring everything now that you are in a good mood. Hope you don't forget the fact that you were the one who scolded in your mind that it was looking like a barren land few days before.' my mind mocked me.
I am stomped on my own thoughts .....but I could care less now that I almost reached my husband's car.
I slightly knocked on the window which immediately winded down and I was greeted with the frowning Siddarth.
"Hey...." I said as I am somewhat worried that Siddarth's mood is sour.may be he had a bad day.....I thought.
Immediately I heard the sound of the door unlocking. I opened it and settled on my seat and buckled myself up without being reminded by him like always.
He turned towards me and said
"Why didn't you answered my call?"
It quite a serious tone.
"Umm I thought I could just come here directly....." I said in a low voice as i felt I will be too loud if I speak in a normal tone as the surroundings are very silent.
My bad for thinking too much!!! But what ever....
"I was worried. You should atleast inform me." He said almost gritting his teeth in anger.
I gulped visibly before saying
"Sorry Siddarth......I will never repeat it ok??? Now let's go home alright?" I posted at the end and tried to show him my cutest pout ever so his mood could brighten for some extent.
And here it goes.....a small smile adorned on his lips as he saw me.
I smiled widely as if I achieved something.......but strictly speaking I did achieve my 'always serious faced' husband's cutie-cute smile.
He ignited the engine and started driving towards our home.
Crossing all the tall buildings,bright streetlights ,traffic signals and many more vehicles we reached home at 8:20.
Now I am very much hungry and my stomach badly needs something to fill it up. I didn't wait for him to join me like I did daily and ran to the lift grabbing my mobile and keys....leaving my bagpack and all there in the seat.
He can carry it forme right???
As a husband he could do that for me I thought as I opened the door.
I quickly washed my hands before entering kitchen and washed the rice before switching on the rice cooker.
I cut few veggies and put a pan on the stove and before I started cooking egg fried rice. I just hope it turns out tasty as my stomach became ravenous for the food....or spicy one should I say?
I heart few foot steps....I turned around to see Siddarth walking to the kitchen.
"Are you hungry??" He asked.
I immediately said
"Yeah so much...." Rubbing my stomach involuntarily.
He chuckled and said
"I can expect that from the way you ran from the parking lot. Like a starved person who haven't eaten from ages."
He broke out in laughter finishing his talking.
I frowned and said
"I...I was just a bit hungry. I ran because I thought you will be hungry."
I know it is a white lie.....but what to do I don't wanna embarrass myself Infront of him.
But he pinched my cheeks and said
"Don't need to lie baby....and you are so oblivious yet very much cute right now saying all these. Anyways you cook and I will help you with the table." He said while pointing towards the table.
I was thankful for his help. I didn't cleaned up the stuff in the morning as we were already late. Now with him helping I can feed my hungry stomach early.
In another 20 minutes I completed the whole cooking and served in both the plates and brought it to the dining room
I couldn't see Siddarth anywhere so I silently placed them on table before walking into the living room in search of him and then the bedroom.
He is nowhere to be seen.
"Siddarth!!!?" I yelled hoping that he can listen it while coming back to living room.
There he is.....I thought as I saw him turning towards me.
He was in the balcony....blame my not so good searching quality he was just Infront of my eyes but I didn't find him.
"I am just here baby...." He said coming inside and closed the balcony door.
"Cooking completed???" He asked me.
I nodded.
"Why the wait then....let's grab our food." He said.
We both eat quitely. I so wanted to talk but....
In my days after marrying him I realized the fact that he doesn't speak while having food.
So I controlled myself from speaking.......
After that I cleaned the kitchen before entering the bedroom to see Siddarth waiting for me on the bed.
His small gesture warmed me up........
It feels good to learn that somebody there always waits for you and you matter for them.
I settled beside him before moving closer to him. I settled myslef properly beside him and cuddled him.
I never knew I was such a cuddle person before marriage!!!!
"Siddarth....." I suddenly called out. He looked at me waiting for me to continue.
"Why don't you talk much???" I asked.
"I do talk with out....shall I say a lot?" He said.
I whined before saying
"You don't.....that's the problem you mostly stay silent."
I can hear his chuckle.
"Yeah may be.....that's because I don't speak much with many other than friends and family." He said.
"But you don't even call mom much......she keep saying that she is missing you." I said.
He sighed before saying
"Its not like that baby......all my childhood was spent with Grandma and I am more attached to her than mom and dad." He said.
I can hear from his tone that he loves his grandma very much.
If he didn't why would he marry in such a young age....I thought.
"You know that mom and dad were busy just to provide you and Priya a promising future right??" I asked him hesitantly.
"Yeah baby....I know and I don't blame them for that. It's just that I used to be lonely as a child when my classmates parents would attend all their parent teacher meetings and pick them up everyday.
But I am glad that grandma and Adarsh were with me during my rough phase."
He said.
I knew that he kind of missed his parents too much before and now he is habituated staying away from home.
I mean he never visited mom and dad after me moved in this apartment. It's almost 4-5 months maybe???I don't keep track on time properly.
"It ok Siddarth.....they love you very much. Now let's leave the past as a past and move on. Why don't you spend sometime with them they will feel happy.
Will you do that for me??" I asked with much apprehension in my tone as I know that he never really spent time with mom.
"You don't need to be cautious of how you speak to me Sadhvi.......we are life partners. We will be staying together like this till we have wrinkles all over the body and white hair on our head.
We will grow old together." He said the last sentence as a whisper but yet it made me weak in my knees. I am thankful that I am laid on bed if I was standing I would have definitely fallen on my face.
"I will be very happy throughout that journey." I said with a genuine smile on my face and pressed his palms to show my will to be his wife till the eternity.
"I love you so much baby......" He said as he snuggled into my neck inhaling my scent and rubbing his node there.......and it was making me ticklish.
"I...I love you too." I said with much difficulty as I controlled myself from breaking out in laugh.
He moved back and said
"Ok then after your exams we will go home."
"Your work???" I asked.
"May be I could do overtime for the following days then I can apply for leave." He said.
I nodded immediately as I really missed mom.
I know it's laughable.....I am missing my mother in law more than my Amma
She really made a place for herself.
"Now sleep as we shouldn't be late tomorrow." He said.
"Good night." I mumbled before closing my eyes and rifting of to sleep.
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