chapter 130

Sadhvi's pov :

I woke up listening to the alarm sound. I still have to do household chores and then get ready for hospital.

Yeah hospital...not college.

You see??I grew up...

Haha...using grew up term for me is making me laugh.

Ok first let me fill you up with what all happened in my life.

After our first anniversary me and Siddarth were like inseparable.

The next day when I said my friends about my confession and all they were teasing me like hell.

They never expected me to do all these things.

But what can I do when I get a Dumbo as a husband. Ok I agree I love that Dumbo though he never express his feelings out.

But as the days goes on I can feel his care and love towards me even in the single word that he utters. He manages to make me go gaga around him with small actions...which mean a lot for me.

After six months Siddarth got a PG seat in a reputed college in Andhra Pradesh... But the thing is he has to go far away from us for atleast 2 years.

It's not like vishakapatnam is near to Hyderabad so we can go and visit eachothers every weekend. Even if we wanted to...we will be tired with our own schedules. We too need rest right.

How much ever I am happy for my husband that he got placement in his dream course...I am sad for myself too.

But I don't want to stop him. It's his career. And even I need to study right??

So after two months he went to vishakapatnam for his studies and I was left alone here.

Ok not left alone. Mom and dad asked me to stay with them but the daily journey will be a lot tiring...our home is far from the college. So I again joined our friends in the hostel which they were very happy.

They say I am not spending enough time with them for the past two months. But how can I when I know my husband will be going far away. I don't even know when I would see him again. It's not like we arekids we get a lot of holidays. Shit we don't even get any holidays other than weekends.

Even though we called eachother daily...talked what we did everday I still missed him.

I missed when I wake up and realise that there is no need to cook breakfast as I am not with Siddharth like the past six months. He is far...

I missed when I unconsciously try to try him at night only to realise he is not beside me and will not take me to his arms. I miss our goodbye kisses everyday. I miss our facetiming with mom and dad. If I continue to say it makes a huge list.

Even when he is far away from me he never failed to keep eyes on my studies...as I say he's like my father in that topic. So even I payed more concentration on studies. Even roaming around without him making me sad...so I stopped going out much. All the places reminded me of the memories we made together.

And then after 3rd year exams everyone was serious about studies. I mean grabbing a Pg seat is like getting a Kohinoor as gift. It's as precious as that for medical students.

So the whole year was quite busy for me...I didn't even visited home much. But thankfully mom understood my priorities and never stopped me from doing anything I like.

I didn't even realize how one  and half years (approximately) completed...and now I was at home...in our bedroom looking at Siddarth's childhood photos.

I was missing him a lot these days. It was better when I was in college as even I didn't get enough time. But now when I am in home every thoughts were revolving around him.

He just visited once after he went to his higher studies. He is so determined regarding his studies which I admire a lot in him. But during that time I was having exams so he didn't came to meet me. I was so mad at him for not meeting me but then he convinced me with his words that it's for my best. And I should not be deviated during studies.

I sighed...he is so stubborn and he never listens to me.

I am missing him like hell. I just want to abandon all the things and go meet him, hug him and stay there forever.

Suddenly I got a thought. I liked it so much so I ran towards mom and said the whole thing. Even she agreed instantly making me smile widely.

So then I called Siddarth and said

"Siddarth I want to do internship from where you are studying."

I thought he would be happy but he said that it will be difficult...as the doctors from here are not familiar to me. And also the environment will be different and friends...

But why can't he realize that I need him and he will be with me so I can face everything

As much as cliche it may sound it is a fact to me. So I didn't agreed with him like I do everytime. I stubbornly said I will only study there. As mom already agreed it wasn't much of a difficulty to make dad agree. Only the problem here was Siddarth. Soon even he didn't objected me... May be be thought it was waste of time to make me understood when I am this stubborn but I couldn't care less.

So after exactly one month I was here waiting in vishakapatnam railway station with my luggage for Siddarth to pick me up. Soon we both climbed inside the car...the whole journey was silent. He didn't utter a word and even I am feeling awkward. To see my husband who is mad at me after one and half year approximately.

After twenty minutes of journey we stopped Infront of huge buildings...they were apartments. He silently took my luggage and walked inside the building and I followed him cluelessly. It was a small yet cozy house...not like our previous apartment. It was somewhat bigger compared to this. But it's looking so nice.

He kept all my luggage in our bedroom and said"he needs to go hospital." And without waiting for my response he left. I was now alone in his house...I felt sad.

But I reassured myself that everything will pass.

So when he came home evening I tried to talk to him but he ignored. In all these days how I have craved to be his arms. And now even when we are close we are distant.

I so wanted to discuss about my life. In one week I have to start going to hospital... But he badly ignored me.

I tgough he would shower me with kisses when he will see me after these many days but he did not even hugged me.

I was sad and alone...but when mom called I said that everything was alright. I know it will be after his anger cools down.

So even after one week he was still in his cold demeanour. I tried talking to him but he ignored me wholly.

Even the people here are nice. Now that I didn't feel any need to hide that I am married I didn't hide away that from my new friends... i.e Keerthana and Kiran.

They both are couple...and they are nice people who befriended me. Eventhough I am a third wheel they didn't mind to be with me. So even I stayed with them.

I heard that even here Siddarth got a huge fan following...but I know he is always mine. So I choose to ignore all that. Thankfully I met Adarsh sir in canteen. He came to me and  talked to be about his life here. He looked like a lifeless being... I so wanted to confess that my best friend is in love with him but I stopped myself as I don't want to betray her when the past one year she was trying her level best to move on. I don't want to mess up with her life.

He said

"Sid looks upset...have a good talk with him." So I explained the whole scenario to him. He said that what Siddarth said was right and If I badly wanted to see him I could have just said it out directly without being stubborn. But it already happened...no use of crying over spilled milk. So that evening I planned to listen out his side too.

So when he came home I directly went and hugged him which took him off guard.

"I am full of germs..." He said but I disregarded his words and hugged him even harder. I heard his sigh before he hugged me back. I felt butterflies dancing in my stomach when I felt his arms around me.

I moved back slightly and pecked on his lips...his eyes widened when I did that.

"I am sorry for not listening you...but I couldn't stay away from you." I said.

"Even I couldn't baby. You know right how badly I need you beside me. But I don't want you to do anything that affects your studies. Now see...you have to be habituated with the new environment and make new friends. It will be difficult for you baby..." He said.

I hugged in content when I heard him call me baby after one and half month. He is so cruel.

"I can do it Siddarth. I miss you so badly that I just don't want to separate from you. I want to stay in your arms forever. I love you hubby." I whispered burying my head more into his chest...but he suddenly held my nape and took me off guard kissing my lips. Even I reciprocated. After our passionate kissing for god knows how much time, we had our dinner and slept in eachothers arms.

When he learnt about my new friends he was like "don't befriend Kiran..." I already know the reason. He is such a possessive guy. I said that he is already committed and I love you...he melted like a chocolate.

Geetha and others were doing internship together and Akki was so happy as the place Ravi sir's doing PG is near to that.  But I think Geetha is still not over Adarsh sir even when she says she is now ok...I can see through her fake smiles.

So like that my internship completed and soon I was busy in my PG preparation. Now even Siddarth's PG in neurology  will be completed in few months...so we planned to go back home. I just hope I will get placements in my previous College so we can go back and stay there...like old times.

I missed being there. Eventhough I liked here too.

Soon the results were out and guess what I got lucky!!!

So we shifted back to our apartment. Mom helped us cleaning up and all.

Siddarth brought this apartment behind my back and just informed me few days back. I was happy that I get to be here.

Soon I joined the hospital along with Siddarth. He is now working in general surgery department while preparing for his superspecialization.

Thankfully he did well in exams and now he is studying neuro surgery...and myself in pediatrics. I am liking here so much as my friends are here too. Adarsh sir stayed back at Vizag as he liked it there...Geetha still looked gloomy. But I guess she needs more time to move on. Now she was doing Pg in gynecology. Swapna got placed in other college...but I am happy for her. And even she is as she get to stay near her boyfriend. Akki was now doing general medicine pg. Varun was studying along with me pediatrics as he likes kids a lot.

I think my life was going well...

It was nearly 2 months I joined back here...and I felt all those symptoms.

You understand right???

Nausea, vomiting, fatigue, body aches.

When I said the same to Geetha she was like " When was your last periods?"

Realization dawned upon me.

She helped me buying a pregnancy test kit..I was nervous but she assured me that everything will be alright.

And as I already expected I tested positive. I placed my palm on my stomach caressing it. Now a baby is growing inside.

Am I becoming a mother??

I am afraid of what Siddarth will think. I mean we are still young.

Actually when we consummated our marriage on our third marriage anniversary we decided that we will wait for some time. It's just been hardly seven months???

We did use precaution most of the time...but I think Urgh....

Its not like I am regretting carrying a baby. But I don't want Siddarth to accept the baby unwillingly because I will never abort the baby. Even he won't let me, I know that.

I just want my baby to grow with all our love.

Gosh!! I am already thinking about future.

Even Geetha was so happy for me.

I messaged Siddarth that I want to meet him urgently. So he said we will go home in few minutes after his work.

Soon we were at home and without wasting anymore time revealed that I am pregnant.

He was surprised...honestly seeing him surprise I was shocked. I thought this news will shock him. But he said he did sensed it because of my mood swings.

I was happy that he too wants a baby.

"You want baby right Siddarth?? I know we are still young but..." I was cut off by him

" I already love our baby Sadhvi. It's ok I think we can manage. Even mom will help us." He assured me.

Soon we revealed the news  to mom and dad. They were on cloud nine as they were going to be grand parents.

I wanted my parents to know about our baby too...but I guess they don't care about me as they never tried to talk to me last two years. They did talked when I was still in college...but I said not to talk with me if they don't value me. From then they didn't even called me...like I don't exist for them.

Soon me and Siddarth went for prenatal checkup. Everything was fine...I just have to be more careful during first trimester and all

From them Siddarth literally ignored all my words and appointed a househelp.

I didn't had a say in that...as I should not overwork myself.

So I resumed going to hospital after a week of rest. He just said to call him even if I feel uncomfort. But thankfully Varun is with me. Even if Siddarth didn't like Varun he trusts me with him. So Varun is like my nanny. He reports everything to my husband. I even got my husband's scoldings when I sneaked out to eat Pani Puri. I was so angry with Varun...comeon he is my friend why is he behaving like he is Siddarth's friend.

So like that...I stopped eating junk food as it's not healthy.

Siddarth makes me drink and eat all my  hated things saying they are healthy. Having no choice I eat them rather unwillingly.

But anything for my baby...now a days my stomach bulged out and anyone can say at a glance that I am pregnant. Now I am in the 6th month.

Hmm...so it's been four years from  marriage.

Now I am a 23 year old woman...with a caring husband. Bliss was the only word to describe.

And themes thing is Amma and Nanna visited us yesterday. They apologized and asked for forgiveness. Even I was missing them so I said

"I will...but it may take time."

They agreed and left after sometime.

The days passed quickly...but I feel pity for my husband.

I think he didn't slept peacefully for a while as now my legs ache badly he helps me massaging them And I have this midnight cravings...

His whole night spends like that with three or four hours of sleep.I feel sorry for him. But he says it's his duty.

I just don't want him to be so tired.

Morning with his work and evenings with my works.

I just hope we get over this time and give birth to a healthy baby.

I am due 10 days...and now I was taking a case sheet when I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my abdomen.

I thought it was usual cramp so I ignored it and resumed my work.

But soon the pain became unbearable.

Varun looked at me with concern.

"I think I getting my labor pains." I said gritting my teeth because of this pain.

Soon I was shifted to the gynecology ward.

Geetha stood beside me holding my hand but I badly want Siddarth beside me and I want him to take our baby in arms after the birth.

"Siddarth..." I said and I am already heaving with the excruciating pain.

"I informed him he will be here anytime." He came in before she said.

He came to me and kissed my forehead and said.

"It will be alright baby...soon we will have our baby in our arms."

I smiled when he said that.

After nearly 3 hours our baby born.

I so wanted to opt for cesarian but Siddarth was against it...as it had side effects. Even mom said that normal delivery is the best one. So I was already mentally prepared. So it was a bit easy for me...as I was already ready to bear the pain.

Siddarth took the baby in his arms and said "it a boy." While smiling at me.

Soon he placed the baby carefully in my arms.

They cut the umbilical cord and then took the baby for cleaning humans also weighing him.

After tiring day I was in my ward with baby sleeping beside.

Siddarth was looking at us and smiling continuously.

What happened to him?? I thought and raised my brows in question. But he just shook his head smiling.

I think he hit his head somewhere. Where was my cold and aloof husband??

And at the corner both mom and dad were agruing over the any names.

I had no problem with that...so we let them name our baby.

Soon mom came and asked

"Ok Sadhvi...let's name our handsome baby Advay. It means unique. Did you like it??"

"Advay...it sounds good. " So I nodded my head in agreement. Even Siddharth agreed.

So officially my baby name is Advay.

I am feeling so happy that I couldn't even express.

Amma called just now and said that they will visit us tomorrow morning...today dad was out of station so she couldn't come.

I agreed.

Soon mom and dad left for home as Siddarth assured he will take care of us.

"Aren't you tired?? You can sleep. I will take care of Advay." I said. But Siddarth just walked towards bed and pecked my lips taking me off guard.

"Thanks for making me father baby...I am so happy right now."

"Even I am thankful." I said.

"You should be many more times..." He said slyly.

I slapped his arms understanding the hidden meaning. He is still so shameless.

"Let's sleep." He said laying down beside me.

It was a single bed but we three literally squeezed together.

Siddarth took Advay in his arms and placed him on his chest...soon Advay slept peacefully.

I hugged his waist and said

"I love you hubby."

He turned his head and looked like he wanted to kiss me so I did the honours.

I pecked on his lips and laid on his shoulder hugging him.

"I love you Sadhvi." He said.

I closed my eyes and slept peacefully in my husband's arms.

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So readers...this was the happy ending of Sadhvi and Siddarth.

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