chapter 50

Sadhvi's pov:

I spent all the morning with my friends.

They are like my cheer leaders. They cheer me up at my lowest times.

Actually yesterday we decided to not bring up that topic anymore. Because I will feel upset.

So from morning we were watching

our favorite pastime,.....that is Korean drama.

It will really boast our energy. After some arguments about whose Oppa looks best and which drama we will be seeing now we finally settled on

'It's okay to be not okay '.We started watching the episodes..... We couldn't help but admire both female and male leads. To be honest I felt how nice it would be if I had as much confidence as the female lead has.......

I mean guys she keeps on trying to impress the hero and also proposes him. Usually there is a taboo like boys are the one who has to propose.She broke that with her sassy and bossy attitude. I seriously admire her.

After binge-watch of the k drama we went to dining hall for our lunch.

We are eating suddenly Swapna said

"Savi..... You didn't forget right about your meeting with seniors? "

Akki teasingly said

"No Swapna..... How would she forget when the matter is her meeting jeeju.

I think she would rather die than forgetting jeeju. "

I just want to wipe that smirk of from her lips.

"Akki..... Have you lost your brain? Swapna didn't ask about me forgetting Siddarth OK?

You are talking non sense.

I think you have to go for a checkup. Don't worry I would accompany you dumbo. "I said very sweetly giving her a gentle smile.

She frowned her brows and pouted her lips indicating she is upset with me.

"Hey Akki don't be a spoilsport yaar....... I was just saying for fun. I am sorry. "I said catching my ear with one hand.

"You Savi..... You are no fun. I was just acting. You don't need to be sorry.As my favorite Salman Khan says...... Friendship mein no sorry no thank-you.

Understand miss.... Sorry you are now a Mrs right? My bad. "She exclaimed dramatically.

I rolled my eyes at her melodrama.

Sometimes she becomes so filmy. Sometimes I wonder how Ravi sir is bearing all her tantrums.

Remembering something I asked all of them

"OK.... Will you guys accompany me today for meeting our seniors?Come on don't say no guys I can't go alone. "I said and made a puppy face which no one could deny....

I know guys sometimes I am evil......

"I will come with you Savi. What if they give so much work for you alone as they called no one but you. If I am there with you I could help you. "Geetha said with concern.

"Even I will come.... My baby will be there. I can spend sometime with him.

But again Savi why not me , Ravi , you and jeeju go on a double date.

It would be so much of fun. "she said excitedly.

I scoffed and said

"O don't really want to third wheel you both.

I wonder I look like an evil mother in law who is against her newly wedding son and daughter in law's romance.

So my answer is a big no..... "

Akki frowned and was about to say something...... Geetha stopped her. And said

"OK guys now eat fast..... We have to do a lot of work. "

With that we all silently ate and walked to the college.

As today no one was there on the way to college...... We all were talking loudly, singing songs....

More like they three did it. I just joined their fun.

We reached our classroom......

It was all silent. We looked into each others faces. Taking it as a sign, we all ran to the last bench which we were craving to sit. It was like an untold competition between us. And Akki lost.

She was making faces and was not accepting her defeat saying

"Guys you didn't even said that we are competing OK? So I don't accept this. "and huffed.

"Even we all didn't said it loud. And who asked you to be so dumb. We were clearly signalling each other.

In all these days I thought Sadhvi was the dumb and innocent one in our gang..... But I think I should change my opinion. "She said.

I frowned...... I am offended.

"How am I looking dumb? "I asked her....

"Hey Savi you can't blame me OK. You   will be clueless of fee matters.... And need a whole new explanation for you to understand it. So yeah..... I still think you are dumb. "She said shrugging her shoulders .

OK guys.... I know I am clueless sometimes... But I can't just accept myself dumb right?

If I did that...it will make me dumb.

"I am not. "I said aggrieved at Swapna.

"Oh my baby..... Even if you are dumb you are my friend so don't feel bad OK? "she said convincingly.

Even I don't want to prolong this matter so I just nodded.

We all sat on last bench waiting for seniors to come.

30 mins passed but there was no sign of them coming.

"Akki why don't you call Ravi sir and ask them about today's meet. "I said to Akhila.

She nodded and smiled his mobile number.

She got up and left.... May be she need some privacy.

After 5 mins she came.

"Hey they are already here.I mean they were waiting for you in canteen. "she said.

Suddenly I felt nervous..... I can't go alone.

"OK guys.... Let's go? "I said in a low voice.

Actually I said it as a statement but it came out as a question.

Geetha patted my back as if she is encouraging me.

We all walked to the canteen.

As we are nearing the canteen we can here to the noise in canteen. It's echoing may be due to empty corridors and a less crowded canteen.

I started fidgeting my over coat while walking nervously.

As soon as we reached the door we all stopped. I think it was quite laughable. Because it was like someone pressed paused button for all of us together. But now is clearly not the situation to have fun.

We all looked at each other faces....

As if requesting them to go first and the remaining will follow her.

But no one was ready.

Swapna said

"Savi you go first. They have called you so it will be fair. "

To that remaining all nodded her saying they support her decision.

Not having any other way.... I  slowly walked inside the canteen.

They were following me. I am fidgeting the corner of my coat while walking.

I can see the seniors you came to our class yesterday sitting in a group. I nervously scanned through them to find Ravi sir..... I mean i already talked to him before. So I hope I will not be much nervous.

Then you have to go and talk with your husband idiot.... My mind mocked me.

But if I do that I will be even more nervous.

Guys be honest....even you will be nervous when we talk to our crush right?

I hope I do not make a fool out of myself.

I went near them and cleared my throat without making much noise.

I just want to speak confidently. I don't want my voice croaking. If it happens I will really look like a frog.

"Good afternoon sir. "I said to Ravi sir.

*****

Hey guys..... Liked the chapter?

Many suggested me to write a long chapter.

I am a newbie.... I hope you guys understand me. There is still a lot of scope for my improvement. I will try to improve myself, but for that you guys need to give me sometime. I think improvement will be gradual.

In this chapter I wrote nearly 200 more words than the other chapters.... These way I will add another 100 words to next chapter.

Hope I am not making you guys upset.