chapter 52

Sadhvi's pov:

I was wondering why she was calling me.

Did she need any help from me.....

With all these thoughts running in my head I walked to them and asked

"hi mam..... You need any help? "

I asked this very politely......

She scoffed and said

"What is your name..... Introduce yourself. "

God..... Why are they targeting me?

Just know they called me here by my name.

Are they thinking I don't have brain or what?

They seems too dumb.....

Actually I felt an urge to call them dumb... But I stopped myself as I don't want to land in any trouble.

"I am Sadhvi Reddy. I am now in 3rd year.... I am from Vikarabad. "I said about myself very briefly.

She rolled her eyes and said

"Is this it?  Don't you have any talents? "she asked

Her friend Maya replied before even i could.

"Ria.... What are you saying.... Have you forgot already that she is the one who accepted herself as a useless.... More like a loser. "

I buried my lips to control my self to not sob..... Then I would really look like an idiot for them. And it gives them more chances to mock me.

"Yeah yeah.  I forgot..... She is that loser right. What say Tina and Pooja?

I know that Vani will definitely agree with me. "she said indicating her friends....

For which all started laughing like there was some stand-up comedy show going on.

I just clenched my fists to control myself...... Other than that I could not do anything to be precise.

I have to blame myself for having such low self-esteem.

"Hey answer girl..... Are you disrespecting us? "Ria spoken angrily.

"No Mam..... I am not being disrespectful. "I stated in a calm tone.

I had to do it..... I can't give her any satisfaction of breaking me.

"You bitch..... What is this then? Why are you talking back? "She asked...... For which her friends nodded their heads agreeing with her.

"I was just answering you mam. "I said in a low tone.

What so ever I have thought..... But I am now feeling afraid.

I don't want to offend any of them. Their gang is like queen bees of the college.

I would face a lot of trouble if I do that. I heard from my friends who were ragged..... They used to do all the works for the seniors. I don't want to do all these things. I have to just escape from here and never look at these bloody gang.

Maybe my talking is her problem.

She is again being angry at me.

She came forward and raised her hand in air.

I am now terrified.

She came so near to me and trailed her hand along my face. Now my hands and legs were literally shaking.

She will not do something to me right?

I mean will she rag me now?

These thoughts are just making me petrified.

Just as she was about to clutch my hair with her hand....... I felt someone tugging my right hand.

I was just looking at Ria.... She looks quite shocked. Just as I was about to turn and see who came to earn such a shocking expression from Ria, that someone pulled me.

I think it is a boy..... Because he had large and rough hands. I have even felt somewhat safe.

I shook my head to think that other man has nice hands when I have such a handsome husband.

I was just crashed into his body...... Suddenly butterflies started apprearing in my stomach.

He was tall..... Had a quite muscular body. May be there was even a six pack hidden under his shirt.

I mentally scolded myself for having such unholy thoughts.

I pushed him lightly to see him.......

Shock was an understatement.

It was my husband guys..... Can you believe. I thought he forgot me already.

I further tried to take a step back and I couldn't because he was still holding my hand.

I don't want any one to have doubts so I quickly unwrapped his hand around me.

I looked at him to see his brows furrowed...... Is he being angry at me?

I don't care about him anymore. As I said earlier I will ignore him.

Now I have to solve this Ria 's matter.

"Sid baby...... You have any work? Let me help you baby. "she exclaimed  pushing me back and coming near to Siddarth.

But thankfully he moved backwards before she could reach him.Her face was worth to see.

My mind mocked me again..... Why are you thankful if you thought to ignore him.....

OK he is my husband anyways. Even if I ignore him.... I can't see him with others.

"Hey Ria.... What were you doing just now with her? "He questioned her directly indicating me.

She seem somewhat tensed.

May be her good girl image is about to be spoiled. I smiled evilly at that thought.

If he realize her real self he would not even spare a glance at her.... I am sure of it.

"I was just asking her few things Sid...... What more could I do"She said with a fake innocent face.

But he does not seems convinced.

"Say the bloody truth. You were about to clutch her hair with your ducking hands. "he yelled.

Now I fisted my kurthi...... He is looking so angry..... More than that day when he defended me.

His tone is so high. I am now thankful that no one other than us were there in the college now.

Even she looks like she saw a ghost. May be he never spoke to her in that tone.

"Sid.... Why are you angry at me for this bloody loser? Calm down baby. "she said and hold his hand as if gesturing him to calm down.

But he quickly brushed her hand away.

"Were you ragging her? And now don't even think about lying..... "He wispher yelled at her.

She looks embarrassed and also frightened.

"Sid... Baby.... Don't  misun.... "she was interrupted in middle by him.

"No its enough..... I understood. You guys were bullying her. And I think it is quite pathetic. "he said coldly.

Now may be she is afraid of losing him she hold his hand and started her explanation.

"Baby.... Please listen to me. It is not what it was looking like. We were just teasing her......... She was the one who accepted herself as a loser in front of the whole class. So we are just having some fun..... Please baby don't be angry anymore. "She said to convince him.

Now I am quite embarrassed...... I mean i did look like a loser. Why should he see me always in these situations.

I don't want him to find me pitiful. I want to maintain my dignity in front of him at least.

I don't care much if others come to know about these. But I want Siddarth to not know about these.

We still had a long way in our life...... What if he will be disgusted with me.

I mean he is topper.... Handsome and also has many superior traits in him.

Where as look at me..... I am just that plain average looking girl,i am not even having a fair skin.

How ever I look at sometimes even i myself feel that I don't deserve him.

He is like a king.... living in the shining palace and I am the village peasant girl who struggles for getting enough food.

Sometimes I wonder will be ever like me. But at such situations all my hopes gets evaporated into thin air.

He will even feel shameful to have me as his wife.....

I don't even know when I started sobbing silently without making any noise.

To be continued.

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