Chapter 328: 321: Agreement

Moreover, Tang Yuxin knew that a woman who had her uterus removed, not only loses her ability to conceive, but also ages faster. Of course, besides the physical devastation, there would be mental torment and agony as well.

She walked over and sat down, as expected, there was a cup of milk tea in front of her, but she didn’t touch it.

Sun Yumeng lifted her face, staring intently at the barely visible red marks on Tang Yuxin’s face.

“Heaven has been so kind to you,.”

She picked up a goblet, obviously filled with red wine.

Tang Yuxin wanted to warn her not to drink, but in the end, she didn’t speak out. It’s her own body, and they had both studied medicine. If she didn’t know this basic knowledge, it would be a complete waste of time getting a medical degree.

Even if she was stupid and ignorant, she should know not to touch cold things or drink alcohol after a miscarriage.

As for whether heaven treats her well or not, yes, she feels blessed by the heavens too. The heavens provided her an opportunity to rewrite her life, to change many things, and this also includes her own life.

But, if given the choice, she wished she hadn’t had this chance. She wanted to be loved by both parents, to live a peaceful life, find a husband who loved her, bear their child, and spend an ordinary peaceful life.

However, what’s most easily attainable in life for others, is unimaginably difficult for her.

Sun Yumeng poured herself more red wine into the goblet. The red wine in the glass looked just like fresh blood. She licked her very red lips.

“Tell me, why didn’t you save me?” Sun Yumeng asked with a feigned smile, but her smirk hid sharp barbs.

“Do you think, if you had saved me, I wouldn’t have ended up like this?”

“I warned you,” Tang Yuxin replied, never having felt that she did anything wrong. She had voiced everything she needed to say, but Sun Yumeng didn’t listen.

“Then you could’ve dragged me to the hospital,” Sun Yumeng placed her hand on the table and dragged it across the surface like a cat. Her nails scratching forcefully against the table.

“You could have warned me, taken me to the hospital, forced me, but you didn’t. You didn’t do anything!”

“Why would I do that?” Tang Yuxin responded, lifting her eyelids indifferently.

Every bit of resentment in Sun Yumeng’s eyes was now directed at her.

Exactly, why would Tang Yuxin have done that? Who does Sun Yumeng think she is? Someone close or amiable to Tang Yuxin? She unnecessarily harmed others and still expects good deeds in return?

Who does she think she is? Lin Yile, Ting Yuan, or Song Qingtong?

If the same situation was to happen to any of those three, Tang Yuxin would’ve done what she said; even if she had to knock them out, she would have taken them to the hospital.

Unfortunately, she’s not one of those three. The one who became pregnant before marriage was Sun Yumeng, the one who refused any advice was still Sun Yumeng. How dare she blame others now? While she is doing so, did she bother to reflect on whose fault it really is?

Sun Yumeng took another big gulp of the wine and it felt like falling from heaven to hell.

“Tang Yuxin…” she finally spoke, her laughter was filled with an inexplicable hatred. She didn’t resent others, didn’t resent the man who abandoned her, but resented Tang Yuxin who once kindly warned her and, essentially, saved her life.

“I heard…” she suddenly moved close to Tang Yuxin’s face. She was smiling, but there was a bone-chilling cold in her eyes.

“You have a boyfriend, if you hadn’t gone to dinner with him, I wouldn’t be in this mess, so…” she parted her lips which were as red as if she had drunk human blood.

A curse-like phrase slipped out of her mouth, word by word.

“You will be like me, discarded, lose everything. There will be no happy ending for you and him. You two are doomed, haha….”

At this point, she stood up, swaying in her high heels as if she had lost her mind and left the place.

Some chill wind blew towards Tang Yuxin and she couldn’t help but clutch her arms. Knowing full well that she shouldn’t take it seriously, for some reason, the coldness seemed to linger around her.

How long would it stay?

And she couldn’t help but shudder, because of that phrase, “You two are doomed.”

She didn’t like those words.

And she didn’t like that outcome either.

She sighed quietly, picked up the milk tea from the table, and drank it. The tea had grown cold, and this strange taste was something Tang Yuxin knew she would never get accustomed to.

She stood up, grabbed her book bag, and left the place.

It was as if she had never been there to begin with.

Or like nothing ever happened?

Her life continued as usual, with not much change. Qin Ziyi’s existence had become part of her life, common meetups, shared meals, frequent visits to her courtyard. He announced his intent to buy her furniture, even though she declined the offer as she wanted to buy her own.

And, she often went to his place.

Qin Ziyi lived in a private apartment complex. The place was lush with greenery, quiet and serene. He never mentioned anything about his family, and Tang Yuxin didn’t pry either.

All she knew was that his background was not simple; one can change the way they dress, their outside appearance, even their character can be cultivated, but some things engrained deep within our being cannot be altered. Qin Ziyi was definitely endowed with such traits.

Beyond this, she had begun to understand him better.

He liked to eat green pepper with shredded meat, enjoyed mildly sour and spicy food, but didn’t have a sweet tooth.

Their relationship was stable, and if things stayed this way, maybe they could settle down after graduation, start their own little family, and possibly have a child.

That was precisely what Tang Yuxin desired. She wanted to marry early and to have a child of her own early. A child who would call her mother and father ‘grandpa’ and ‘grandma’.

She could tell that Qin Ziyi liked her, and he treated her well. She didn’t want much, just to be remembered once in a while, cared for once in a while.

That was enough.

After the end of the semester, she went home for summer vacation. It was during this separation that she realized how much she missed him, because he was in her heart, because he had become her ideal.

And because of this longing to start a family together, and a commitment to grow old together.